“(Y/n)? Where are you?” Your brother Ashley asked.
“Just a minute.” You yelled back. You were in your bathroom. Doing something you know you will regret later. You had been cutting yourself for the last few months. Your brother Ashley didn’t know and it would kill him if he ever found out. You quickly cleaned up the blood and put your blade back in your hiding spot under your make up.
“Hey (y/n) do you mind if the guys come over and hang out with us?” Ashley asked from behind the door. Your brother was in the band Black Veil Brides. Yes the Ashley Purdy was your brother.
“Nope. When are they coming over?” You asked putting back on your Green Day sweatshirt.
“About 10 minutes. We were going to hang out and order pizza if u want to join us.” Ash said.
“Ok.” You said opening the door. You smiled at your brother. Well more like looked up and smiled at him. He was about 6’1 and you were 5’7 so he was taller than you. Ash pulled out his phone and texted the guys and told them it was cool to come over. Then you both went downstairs and sat on the couch and talked till they got there.
“(Y/n)” CC yelled and jumped on the couch next to you. “Whatcha doing?” he asked all innocently.
“Oh you know. Hanging out with my best friends.” You said back and laid your head on his shoulder.
“More like cuddling with CC. And forgetting about the rest of us.” A deep voice said behind you. You quickly jumped up from your seat and hugged Andy. You felt pain when you hugged him. You had forgotten that you cut not too long ago. When you pulled out of the hug Andy looked at you a little concerned.
“Don’t forget the rest of us.” Jinxx said. You walked over to Jinxx and gave him a hug then Jake. After you hugged them all you went back to your seat on the couch and sat with everyone. The guys all talked about what we all should do today. But you kept spacing out. All you could think about was cutting.
“What do you think?” Ash asked you. “(Y/n)? (Y/n).” He started to wave his hand in front of your face.
“What?” You asked confused.
“What do you think?” He asked again.
“Of what?” You asked. Everyone gave you a confused look.
“Of going to the park and hanging out there.” Jake said.
“Oh that sounds like fun.” You said smiling.
“Ok then let’s go!” CC said jumping up from his seat and running to the door. You laugh at him
and got up. We all walk to the town park. It was about a 5 minute walk from yours and Ashley’s house. The park wasn’t too crowded but there were still a lot of people there. We decided to play football with and old football lying around the house.
“(Y/n) catch!” Andy yelled. You caught the ball and started running for it but you were quickly picked up. Ashley had picked you up on his shoulder and ran towards his goal. He laid you on the ground then started tickling you.
"A-A-Ashley-stop!" You tried saying. He stopped tickling you and stared at you shocked.
"(Y/n)? What are those?" He asked.
You looked at your arm and saw that your cuts were showing.
"Umm." You tried to think of something to say but nothing came to mind. Quickly you get up and run.
"(Y/n)!" You heard Ashley yell. You ran home as fast as you could. When you got home you saw killer and Tokyo.
"Hey guys." You said before running to the bathroom. Before you could think twice about it you grabbed the blade and cut. You cut over and over until you started getting dizzy.
"(Y/n)?" You heard Ashley yell.
"(Y/n)?" You heard the guys yell. You went to lock the door but you fell to the ground. Ashley came running into the bathroom with tears in his eyes. The last thing you saw and heard was Ashley crying. Then everything went black.
