being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming

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being immortal and having DID must be crazy. yeah our boy Carlos hasn't fronted in 300 years and just woke up to the sound of Uptown Funk and started screaming
Been meaning to make this one for a while, but it's shockingly hard to put into words.
I always had trouble feeling like a "real" system, because I always felt like the language of "ANP" and "EP" just didn't fit us... It felt like we didn't need to forget our trauma altogether, we just needed to reframe our perception of the truama to get through it. I tried to put our experience into words with this one, to see if it could help articulate just why we're plural and what our relationship with our own traumas are when we share a memory bank
I have more thoughts on exotrauma and our relationship with that and its relationship to our body's trauma, but that's its own beast of a post and we need to go to bed LOL
I'm gonna look up humanized Kirby and if he's a skinny lil thing I stg
Heh... These guys don't even know the true extent of my power...! (tries to switch to my awesome demon wolf alter but instead one of my many Old Man alters appears) Where am i
when you consume an entire piece of media (a series, movie, book, game etc.) without splitting an introject from it
They call me the switcher
On a more lighthearted note than last post, having fictives is hilarious
Bc youd think having fictives is like some amazing crossover fanfic of a time
When in reality its your Cutman from Megaman yelling at your James The Splendid Red Engine to do your fucking job already- /silly
You ever have one of those "just dodged a bullet" moments with almost splitting? You feel like you just BARELY missed getting a new headmate? Like you can feel that itch and they're almost in your brain but not quite past that threshold of "Yes I'm a fully split alter, I'm here for the foreseeable future", you know?
Anyways I made a joke about getting a TTTE Edward in the brain. WE ALMOST GOT A FLASHMAN INSTEAD. HAPPY TO REPORT ENOUGH TIME HAS PASSED THAT I THINK WE'RE IN THE CLEAR AND DON'T HAVE A NEW ALTER. BUT STILL. FLASHMAN JUMPSCARE-