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I need to write angst, so I'm taking it out on my unrequited love addiction and Jamil+Kalim. This is a bit shorter than usual, but it's not exactly a drabble? I don't know what to call it. (It's 4am and I'm bored. Take my crappy, sleep deprived writing.)

I Miss My Nonexistent Lover

Warnings: None

Sypnopsis: Kalim fantasizes about Jamil loving him back and them being a normal couple, only to remember he doesn't feel the same at all...

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"Jamil! Can you help me plan the party again?" Kalim called as he ran into the kitchen. Jamil looked back at him with a small smile. "Of course." He replied. The Dorm Head got giddy and hugged his lover from behind and said, "Thanks!" Kalim then ran off to who knows where, probably to tell everyone to come to the party. Jamil could only look as his lover left, a smile present on his face as he shook his head. "What am I gonna do with you?"

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Everyone was chatting amongst themselves, the first years going crazy like usual, the second years probably being some of the more calm people there, and the third years were a bunch of different people thrown into a party and they were thriving. Jamil finally found Kalim, proceeding to press a kiss to his forehead. "The party is going great, as always, thanks Jamil!" Kalim started to shower Jamil's face with kisses, his lover protesting, saying they shouldn't be so affectionate in front of others.

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Kalim walked into his lover's room, rubbing his eye as he curled up next to the one her loved. The feeling of someone else being there woke Jamil up, his eyes meeting Kalim's. "What's wrong?" He asked. Kalim was hesitant to answer. "I...I just had a bad dream. It felt really real though..." At the response, Jamil pulled his lover closer to him, holding him tightly. "It'll be ok. Nothing can hurt you now." Jamil reassured Kalim. Said Dorm Head looked up at his lover. "Really?" Jamil nodded with a slight smile. The white haired boy smiled back in return as he huddled closer. "I love you, Jamil." He whispered. "I-."

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"Kalim, it's time to get up. Breakfast is being made as I speak." Jamil shouted lightly before shutting the door, leaving to finish cooking. Kalim's eyes opened hesitantly, not wanting to be in this reality he seemed to despise. He was met with almost no light, his room as dark as his feelings at the moment. "...Why can't you just love me back, Jamil? I love you with all of my heart...So why do you seem to hate me with all of yours?"