my heart hurts
my mind is being haunted at every lapse of time between this thing and that. Followed around by overgrown shadows of painful memories and unexplained situations.
My heart is reaching out to God screaming, “WHERE ARE YOU? WAS I WRONG ABOUT WHAT I THOUGHT YOU SHOWED ME? WHAT DID I DO?”
I’m sick of being in pain. I’m tired of having to face the remnants of messes I did not create.
I don’t want to have to do this anymore.
I simply just want to be happy.










