Starry Eyed - Jangjun
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Your eyes are still heavy to open, red, and puffy. The first half of the day was awful, even now that your head is resting against Jangjun’s shoulder his arms around your middle in a comforting embrace. He is silently pleading with you to calm down, silently reminding you that he has you. He is not going anywhere, even if he has not been able to convince your father that he is a good man for you. He is not leaving, he will stay with you.
You want to speak, you want to move. You want to thank Jangjun, but you are afraid, if you move from the spot you are in right now, you might never be able to return.
“Y’N,” Jangjun is the one to speak first, “look at me,” he says softly resting his hand on your cheek turning your head up towards his, “you cried so much,” a sad smile covers his usually happy features, “I’m sorry.”
You shake your head: “you don’t have anything to apologize for.”
Tears pool behind your eyes once more, Jangjun rubs comforting circles on your back. Your eyes land on the hotel window, the city lights shining through them, creating a slight glow within the hotel room as well. He sighs pulling the blanket higher up on you.
“All we can do, is keep trying until he believes in us,” Jangjun clasps one of your hands between both of his, “we need to keep trying,” his words disappear into the room around the two of you silence falling between you again.
You press your cheek further into his chest feeling more relaxed than you previously did. Jangjun lets one of his hands rest back on the middle of your back the other lacing through with the fingers of the hand it had been clasping onto.
“I love you,” you say against the fabric of his shirt.
“I know, I love you too,” Jangjun laughs, “let’s sleep, it’s late.”