Just finished reading "Kyuhyun It's Been Hard On You". I feel like a chapter of my life just ended, I started reading it my first week of college last year. It seemed fitting that I finish reading the last chapter after my last final this semester. Even though its just a fanfiction, it is actually really motivating.....I think I found my motivation for next semester. I am usually not one to believe that hard work always pays off and guarantees success, but I always want to and I think this kind of motivated me to do so. Best fanfiction I have ever read by far. I might actually start re-reading it after break just for kicks (and motivation).
I remember when my friend told me that the author of KIBHOY had a tumblr, I was so excited, because just from the story, I thought you had a clever mind and that you were extremely intelligent. I was right! My friend and I fangirled over you for a good while. We just loved your stories and your blog that a majority of our conversations started with updates about you! (I know that sounds really creepy... but at least we're not sasaeng fans!! haha) You became my role model soon after, and I wanted to be friends with you. Then the perfect opportunity came up when you started posting about gymnastics for the Olympics! I was so excited because I watch gymnastics as well, and this gave me an excuse to come and talk to you. When I got a response, I was squealing! I know, it's really embarrassing, but I couldn't help myself!
I remember when that butthurt anon was sending you hate messages, and even though I know you can handle them yourself, I just had to help out. I send all my messages on anon because I didn't want to seem like this weird ass kid just coming from the middle of nowhere and all, and by accident I forgot to make the last message anonymous... We started talking then, and I was just ecstatic. Don't forget my offer about working in the city! It's still valid, and my dad can probably get you into any division you want to pursue!!
Then I remember when I joined the tinychat where you spoke Korean! I thought that was so cool!!! I felt so intimidated at the same time because the other people there were your friends already and I just felt like the outsider, but they were all really nice!! I think that was when we became friends~
(Especially when you followed me I like had a party in my head!! mostly because I was in school at lunch and people would have thought I was really weird... ^_^)
We stressed about applications, how are yours going by the way? Did you finish all of yours? If you did I wish you the best of luck!!! I know that you'll be accepted into your first choice!!! But good luck, med school is hard!! (psh you know that already haha)
I told you my biggest secret and struggle because I trusted you, not only as a friend, but as a person. You really did help me though those times, and I'm grateful. My promise to you is still standing, if you need anything feel free to ask! I know I'm probably not your first choice for help, but when you feel like no one is there for you, I'll be close by, with a balloon and candy!! (wait... that sounds really creepy and stalkerish... I mean it in the most non-stalkerish sense... oh dear...)
I'm going to miss your presence on tumblr, your constant battle with yourself to choose between Sungmin and Kyuhun for your bias! I'm going to miss your gems of wisdom, and your nonchalance to haters. I know you made this decision for yourself, and I'm glad you're doing what's right for you. You have my trust, my loyalty and my compassion. I understand how you feel about relationships, because I have the same struggles with relationships, although my experience for why is different.
I promise to never unfollow you, because then I'm turning my back on a friend. I hope that we can connect again someday. However, I wish you the best in life. I hope you get into your first choice for Med school, I hope you flourish in the class, and that you pass the MCAT with flying colors. I hope that you become a famous doctor that discover the cure for cancer... or just a really good doctor haha! I hope you finally choose a bias, because come on, Sungmin and Kyuhyun need an answer!!!! :)
This is not an end, it's an and. I promise to stick by you no matter what! We're all connected through E.L.F. and I will always be your everlasting friend.
I know you can achieve anything you want, just as long as you put hard work into it!
Good luck friend, you're going to do great things.
janie6789 was one of the best blogs here on tumblr in my opinion. i got to learn a lot about her (all the things she humbly shared with us), her opinions and super junior. even though we didn't talk very much, i was able to gain a lot of respect for her and i admire her as a person. i'm sad that she's gone but i wish her the best of luck in her future endeavors and respect her decision.
i'm glad that i can still continue reading her brilliant writing.
thank you, janie, for making my tumblr experience so awesome.
Wow...Janie is gone. I looked forward to her posts everyday. I'm really going to miss her. Anyway...I really do hope she succeeds in all her endeavors. She has always been a very true ELF and I know that all ELF who knew her here on Tumblr and Twitter will feel her absence and hope for the best for her.
Thank you for all that you have given us, your opinions, your insight, your humor, your confidence, and your wit. Knowing you was a good experience.
janie6789 replied to your post: hm, it’s my birthday tomorrow (well…technically in...
awww!! Happy early birthday!!! I really genuinely hope you have a good time. I know the first birthday away from home feels SO weird, but spending it with your friends is fun too! :)
thank you >.< haha yeah, it's probably because I don't know what to expect tomorrow, since it's always been the same :) I'm sure I'll end up having a great time though, hopefullyy. hehe thanks again janie <33
that "kyuhyun looks like Jonghyun" thing was so mistranslated and taken out of context... Kyuhyun really said "Jonghyun, you're a lot like me" because neither of them shone through on stage in the midst of the team...
I'm not sure what you are referring to o.o but I was referring to the resemblance app.. tweet. ;; This~~
EDIT: oh wait, when Jonghyun was on Radio Star? I wasn't talking about that at all, but I don't know if that's what the anon was talking about but ahh you've reminded me I still haven't watched that ep yet, haha ;;
