Alejandro, baby boy
Jans was born April 6, 1995. I remember clearly holding him, falling in love with this tiny little boy that lived inside me for 9 months. I remember endless conversations telling him how much I loved him.
Jans has always been a mama's boy, my best friend, my safe place. He shouldered a lot when he was so young but has grown to be a wonderful man.
He's getting engaged today and I find that I'm an emotional mess. I keep thinking about Papi, how he would love this. I think about Cindy.... Cindy would be so involved. Manny! Manny would be parked outside to watch it all. I miss them all so much but I feel, very strongly, that they are watching all of this. They are cheering Jans on, they are loving and supporting him.
God, please hold Jans tight, please guide him, guide his life... and keep your blessings flowing. God is so good to us.