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Personal Post 25.7.17

So today life was like PLOT TWIST when a huge curve ball got thrown my way. Let me just say, something that springs to mine: "Got here by running my mouth" - Kesha, Your Love In My Drug. Gotta admit, it's the shake I needed but I wasn't really expecting an earthquake. 2 months earlier than I would have liked too, though who doesn't love surprises. Another quote that springs to mind now I've had chance to absorb and reflect on my options: "When you’re backed against the wall, break that god damn thing down.” - Harvey Specter, Suits. So that's what I'm going to do, I'll play on my terms and do it gracefully. I mean, I'm bound to land on my fight somehow.

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Life Update: 5/10/15

So I just came out to my mum because even after she saw photos of me in drag on Facebook from a night out on Saturday she still asked "did you meet your Cinderella?" (Her way of asking if I pulled a girl) So I said "Not quite, he wasn't interested 😂" AND NOW SHES NOT BEEN ON WHATSAPP FOR 50 MINUTES I THINK I GAVE HER A HEART ATTACK! 😂😂😂 Ps: she mentioned Cinderella because I went as an Ugly Stepsister 😂

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Currently hating life after I went out last night. Basically I had a crush on a guy, and this week we've been chilling just as mates and I thought I'd got over the crush, however when we were out last night the guy and his gay housemate started kissing, a lot. And yeah it basically felt like someone punched me in the chest. And now I don't know what to do.

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Lately all of my silver linings seemingly come with clouds...

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I had such a cute day today. Finally had a chance to meet up with a cute guy I've kinda had my eye on for the last 6 weeks or so and it was awesome. Started with a Starbucks at 10am, lunch at 12pm, and finished with a wander around town until he caught the bus at 3:30pm. The conversation was flowing for the entire time and he's just lovely, so many shared interests and he seems so genuine and such a laugh. I had a brilliant time and I hope I'll be seeing him again soon. If he doesn't see anything happening between us then I definitely want him as a friend at least. Plus he's hot as hell!

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Who wants to see one of my nudes from 4 years ago?

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Whenever I seem to be getting anywhere with my self image, something else has to come along and fuck things up. Once an ugly duckling, always an ugly duckling? It seems like it.

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When the guy you've got a crush on messages first and then suggests you hang out 😁😁😁 Granted he then said about getting the group of us back together that went to Pride but still!!! I'm so smiley 😁😁😁