#jaw ramble

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soon i will harness the power of drawing genji so i can give him better shoes HES ROCKING FUCKING SIMPLE SKETCHER SLIP ONS! HOW IS HE CLIMBING WALLS IN THAT? STUPID CUSTOM JACKET! DIE DIE DIE! Zenyatta gets a pass with his crop top because he's master zenyatta.

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I think Rammatra and Zenyatta's love towards each other are very mundane yet consuming. I'd say labelling it is too shallow, you can try to describe their relationship yet there is no words that can fully make one understand. Zenyatta is the only one who Ramattra think understand him, and values him as Ramattra, not Ramattra the Ravenger or Null sector leader, just Ramattra, my brother. Ramattra is the person who Zenyatta followed, despite being on separate paths and learning mondatta's teaching. He still have some of Ramattra's beliefs in him, I believe he still holds Ramattra in high regards.

The version of great love to each other exist, just in their memories when both are young and learning who they are after the war together. The question is as the world change, as they themselves change, do they still love each other in the wake of everything terrible that has happened? Do they still love each other as they are no matter what has happened? Or are they merely trying to fit who they loved onto a stranger? Does Zenyatta watch suffering families from null sectors invasion and wish he could hate Ramattra? Does Ramattra wish he could feel anger at Zenyatta's inaction against the injustice omnics face?

They are like the sky and sea to me, two lonely blues forever separated by others or a thin invisible line both don't dare to cross. I hope I describe what I think of them well enough

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DRAWING A COMIC IS HARD WHY IS IT BEATING MY ASS??? I am not a writer nor english's my first language i'm so cooked

my planning of the text:

Zenyatta: Brother, oh my brother Zenyatta: In the wake of all the violence/destruction done out of love Zenyatta: I still find myself Zenyatta: —missing you In flashback: Ramattra: Zenyatta Ramattra sits up in left panel. Ramattra: I wish to leave Shambali

Zenyatta: I always wonder, if I had follow you. Would things have been different? Zenyatta: no matter. Zenyatta: There is no happy endings for us—like the movies— not anymore. Zenyatta: But please, come home.

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im going to rip the overwatch universe apart. It just came to my attention for mirror watch RAMATTRA DIED IN MONDATTA'S PLACE. Why can't the three be alive together???? Why cruel world why! Is it the fate of an omnic to always have a love one die to violence? Or is it just them? Will it always be this way to have one of the three brothers be killed like a sacrificial lamb?

In the vastness of the infinite possibilities, will there ever be a universe where the three can have a good ending together?

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my very self indulgent OW oc

Behold Qirui/Baja. he's probably going to get a revamp/redesign. He's a Shambali monk who's trying to find his place in the world.

He's much more shy and unsure of himself, although with much work in the shambali monastery he has become much less anxious all the time. He likes weaving, textile art, dancing and DDR alongside sight seeing nature.

Maybe I'll post about his best friend Amadi next. Not very Shambali names but I think the monks get their shambli name thing like a dharma name He's also very skilled in driving in his tiny car.

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My friend asked me to count the number of times I drew this one specific middle aged man oc over the two years. I have realized he (the oc) is a mental illness, I have drawn him 100+ times. I mean, at least that oc help me improve? my art? I guess? oldest drawing I can find of him vs my newest drawing of him

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It's a little scary seeing my first time posting fandom art and it blowing up on twitter. I made a throw away account to post it and i did not expect people to like it so much