Hungry for More (for jawsonsblog)
She didn't know why she was back; no, she knew what excuse she used.
'Oh, I'm making something for Kid and Zulf for Lemagin's day, I need to get some flowers and feathers from the Bog. I'm sure I'll be fine,' she thought as she passed by the familiar trees and plants, recounting her last time at the Bog.
Her shoulder still hurt from it, too; it had been a good few weeks now, and she still had nightmares every now and then, although not as often as she had when coming back for the first time.
And yet, why was she back here? Why did she willingly let herself come back when she was still afraid? She pushed herself through it, though; she'd dare not let something stop her from making this first holiday on the Bastion wonderful.
She was smart; she snuck out late at night so she wouldn't get scolded by Rucks; so Kid wouldn't see her leave for the Wild Unknown and Zulf wouldn't worry. She remembered to take a lantern, although she knew the fireflies would be light enough.
It started to rain; she forgot to account for the weather, and she sighed as she stuffed what flowers and feathers she had collected into her pocket.
Hopefully they wouldn't get too ruined in there; she'd hate to have to come back and search for more. Besides, the holidays were close, and she didn't have much time left.
She kept her wits about her; every sound made her jump, look around at everything that caught her eye, and wonder if the Bog was toying with her. No, just get what you need and leave, she told herself.
And yet, she somehow hoped she'd see those figures again; That Kid . . . he looked scared, too. She wondered just how cruel their Rucks was. She couldn't help but be curious, yet every time the thought crossed her mind, she was reminded of her shoulder by a surge of pain.
As her thoughts wandered, Zia stopped paying attention to the Bog; she stopped for a moment to look at what she had gathered so far: a couple feathers and just two flowers. Maybe they'd know where the prettiest flowers would be.
Or maybe not. Maybe they'd take that opportunity and break her, finish whatever business they wanted to those weeks ago; without the Storyteller or Siren to stop him, the Doppleganger could-- . . .
No, no, what was she thinking? Zia shook her head and trudged on, determined to get what she needed and leave.