#jax.speaks

[introloves]

/sigh/ hello everyone, i’m so sorry i haven’t been putting out content like i used to... i’m at home sick with covid and very weak sadly- and on top of that i’m still dealing with the after effects of my fathers death, so things have just been kinda piling on one another- but once i get my strength back i’ll be posting like i used to, just wait a little for me.

anyways i wanted to address a couple things-

1) i do not- DO NOT want my works shared or recommended on tik tok. please if you see my works on there, tell the person (kindly if you can) to take it down without my works.

2) DO NOT FOLLOW ME IF YOURE A MINOR, what the FUCK- i would have thought this is a no brainer, get off my page and unfollow/block me. i can’t catch every single follower who does, so please just get away from me it makes me uncomfortable and feel disgusting.

that’s all for now, thank you guys for being patient. i appreciate it.

[introloves]

um- i’d like to apologize for not being active.

tw: death tw: mentions of abuse.

i’m dealing with the death of my father- he died yesterday, and while i did not have a relationship with him as a daughter, a death so closely related still is not... fun.

i’m taking just a couple days to settle down after everything, i’m okay! once again he was abusive and i pretty much hated him and am relieved it’s something i don’t have to deal with anymore- his presence i mean, always felt like a dark cloud over my life; theres still some fallout if it makes sense!

anyways, i’ll see you guys soon <3 please take care- and know you all mean the world to me, take time to yourselves and remember you are loved and supported, if by no one else then by me.

[introloves]

everyone who’s sent me the blocklist for nsfw hq content i’ve seen it- and i’m not going to engage with them due to the fact that they’re minors, i’ve gone ahead and blocked and honestly they’re making my job easier, but once again i write nsfw content about the characters AFTER THE TIME SKIP- THE CANON COMPLIANT TIME SKIP.

[introloves]

okay something i’ve kept my mouth quiet about but immensely bothers me is people mass liking all of my works- and not reblogging. please- if you want to show support, at least reblog? it makes me feel like my works arent even worthy enough for a reblog, likes don’t do anything and while i’m so very grateful for the following i’ve accumulated- i really do pour my heart into what i write, i write because i like doing it, it’s cathartic for me.

however motivation does not equal incentive and what motivates me the most is knowing that there’s people that i can make feel things with what i write.

anyways, that is all. reblogs > likes.

[introloves]

happy valentine’s day everyone!

i hope everyone’s been well and i would just like to give everyone an update as to what’s going on for me today!

in a couple hours i’ll be posting a drabble i wrote for my server collab and after that a commission i’ve been working on!

love you all and be happy and safe and most importantly LOVED today!!!

[introloves]

i’m getting bored of this religious hate arc my blog has undergone, but just so everyone knows because aparently some are too stupid to realize this: there’s a little button available to those who have been offended about me shitting on those sending anon hate, it’s called the ‘unfollow’ button! cool isn’t it? and! to take it one step further, you can also do this little thing called ‘blocking’! wow! amazing!

anyways, send in thirsts please, i wanna write something nasty :(

[introloves]

hm, i’m feeling okay enough to write something,, so please send in thirsts 🥺 with whoever you guys wanna :p

[introloves]

hewwo, i am looking to gauge your guys’ interests in me putting out different types of content (still with hq characters) in regards of monsters!

i have ideas for demons/gods/abo type of things nd i just wanna see who’d be interested :3

take the poll here!