i am loved.

❧ remi , they/them , 26 , cw: flashing lights ❧ 18+ / rules ❧

[introloves]

— 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐏𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐋𝐃.

[introloves]

everyone may have moved on but im still thinking about the fact that aone is so so prone to put you in the meanest full nelson. he justifies it with knowing how prone you are to grab at him when hes making you take a cock that too thick, and almost too long- he doesnt want you to hurt those precious hands of yours. the ones he loves to kiss every day right before leaving for work, and right after coming home to you.

justified, because he knows if he truly admits it- he knows what it would look like if he admits that seeing you helpless, suspended by nothing more than the rocking of his hips. thighs catching all you drip down onto him, almost limp while bulging thick arms and biceps keep you up might be too shameless for someone like him.

[introloves]

guys what do you do when your partner cosplays and looks exactly like the character they’re cosplaying and you’re suddenly shy and flustered by them help help help

[introloves]

ppl on tiktok talking about how durable choso is is so hot to me like yeah… ofc he is

[introloves]

luv pairing choso with someone who’s got a mean mouth on them, bitchy— just plain rude.

he’s unmoved by your lashing out, knows it comes from a place of frustration. but even if it isn’t, he doesn’t mind. thinks the snap of your voice when you whine about something ‘oh so unfair’ is cute, makes him want to fix whatever is wrong right away.

but of course, you take more than needed— and here he is at your beck and call. watching you swallow down inch after inch, pulling away when the width of his fat cock stretches the corners of your lips in an uncomfortable manner. tears welling up in pinched eyes, squeezing shut like you couldn't even be bothered to look at him.

the pitiful state of you made him wish he was smaller, easier to take. sitting up straight when you pulled off completely, hissing at finally being able to relax your jaw; bracing himself for the quip you were going to throw his way and looking forward to it.

"fuck you and your stupidly thick cock."

ah, there it was.

something so harsh said with honeyed lips, glazed over with the leftover struggle he'd painted over your mouth. bringing forth a winded laugh, wondering how you could be so cute.

[introloves]

love coming out of my writing hibernation that seems to happen every 2 years, ive been typing like god is after me

[introloves]

Omg this is my first time seeing you on my feed in a MINUTE 💔 I thought we lost a diva fr

I needed your writing for my kitty seshs and you weren't there 🫰😔

a bad bitch never dies! unfortunate for everyone they’ll have to pry tumblr from my cold dead hands… i’m too degenerate to keep my thoughts to myself 😼

[introloves]

Wait was i anonymous just now or 💀💀 um ☝️

Anywho WELCOME BACK REMIII

LMAAOOO i can delete the ask if it was a mistake, no worries!!! i luv putting faces to asks, im just happy you’re here!! once again thank u thank u thank u!!!!

[introloves]

I JUST REALISED YOU'RE BACK. HENLOOOOO I THOUGHT I WAS HALLICINATING

not hallucinating !!! i’m very much here LMAO, thank you!!! it’s very nice to socialize and yap about the things i’ve been thinking up in my day to day <3

[introloves]

very random life update now that i see you are back (which im very happy for🩷🩷) im applying for medical school:) so the future's oncologist is being very deranged on your profile rn and cant wait to read your equally deranged thoughts on haikyuu and jjk men😝

MEDICAL SCHOOL? oh you’re smart smart,, i’m so proud!!! thank you for being happy for my humble return, tumblrs a platform i can’t kick 🚬

n thank you!! i have many ideas and many things i wanna say so the future for my writing is lookin hopeful!!!

[introloves]

hi hi !! yk when people say they’re awestruck by a theme ? that was me when I clicked onto your blog wheeewwwwww

oh my god THANK YOU! i’ve had this layout for years now so im glad it’s still enjoyed 😩

[introloves]

luv pairing choso with someone who’s got a mean mouth on them, bitchy— just plain rude.

he’s unmoved by your lashing out, knows it comes from a place of frustration. but even if it isn’t, he doesn’t mind. thinks the snap of your voice when you whine about something ‘oh so unfair’ is cute, makes him want to fix whatever is wrong right away.

but of course, you take more than needed— and here he is at your beck and call. watching you swallow down inch after inch, pulling away when the width of his fat cock stretches the corners of your lips in an uncomfortable manner. tears welling up in pinched eyes, squeezing shut like you couldn't even be bothered to look at him.

the pitiful state of you made him wish he was smaller, easier to take. sitting up straight when you pulled off completely, hissing at finally being able to relax your jaw; bracing himself for the quip you were going to throw his way and looking forward to it.

"fuck you and your stupidly thick cock."

ah, there it was.

something so harsh said with honeyed lips, glazed over with the leftover struggle he'd painted over your mouth. bringing forth a winded laugh, wondering how you could be so cute.

[introloves]

hybrid! choso who can’t help but steal your panties n is only found out when he so casually walks around with the fabric of one of them hanging out his mouth while he’s chewing on it

[introloves]

MAAM IVE BEEN FOLLOWING YOU FOR AGES (3 years ago?¿

It’s so nice seeing you still on tumblr I honestly love reading your haikyuu fics and I still do 😭

Hope you have a wonderful 2026 and may your wishes always be fulfilled MWAH MWAH MWAH

THANK YOU!! can you believe i’ve been here for that long… i’ve reached what the kids say “unc status”

i hope your 2026 is fruitful and WONDERFUL and everything you hope it is 🫶🏼

[introloves]

hi! your theme is literally so cute 💚

hello!!! thank you, i’m in love with yours it’s so shiny n new n nice

[introloves]

What about bondage loving Choso, tying you up in pretty satin bows and maybe chains ?

— choso x fem! reader (no pronouns used) + overwhelming, doting love + overstimulation + creampies + messy sex + bondage + pet names galore.

— word count; approx 1k

pretty. was there anything less that choso could have conjured up in his mind to describe you as? he’d normally regard you with lidded eyes, pulled down by nothing but infatuation and love— he was still looking at you like that, but there was something else fractured behind the pretty brown eyes that raked over your body.

“choso.” his name spoken through already pouty lips, wiggling slightly against the unforgiving satin wrapped delicately around your wrists. pulled back, resting along the curve of your lower back while he worked at finishing the tie at your ankles. he said nothing, lifting those love filled eyes to look at your face. eyebrows furrowing at the sight of anything less than happiness written on your face.

“are you almost done?” patience had never been a virtue, and nothing that needed to be worked on because choso indulged you to never go without. being at your beck and call, doing whatever you wanted felt good for both you and him, so this was taking some time to getting used to.

“yes, my love.” gracing your ears with that unwavering devotion he so easily gave you. palms smoothing up your thighs, pinching the softness there between splayed fingers digging into the dimpling flesh— bringing his palm to lay against the narrowest point of your body and hooking his fingers into the band of silky pink wrapped around your middle; just cause it was pretty. looking over at the rougher, colder— heavier steel he had brought just to indulge you but ultimately thinking against it.

the delicacy looked better upon your loved flesh, he couldn’t even swallow down the thought of metal digging into you. not unless you really wanted it, because he was at your beck and call. whatever you keened for, choso would indulge. and even you thought this was enough for now, it had taken so long to set up what was laced around your wrists and ankles so far that you grew impatient, never having been denied made you needy and a bit spoiled. but that was fine, because as soon as he noticed you squirm again— he was quick to pick your locked ankles to his shoulder and hike you down the bed to nestle you close.

weepy length twitching, yearning for you too. hitched breath and a palpable accelerando of his usual steady heart, huffing out something like a smothered whine when he slipped that thick length inside. responding to your own squeak, so pretty and excited. there was nothing more to want while he leaned down, caging you in and picked up your already limp wrists up to the level of your neck so he could see that soft ribbon digging into your twisting hands. that bite from earlier, impatiences all but melted away because you finally had his cock.

watery eyes squeezing shut, clipping in barely there glimpses at him peering down at you with something like a pinched lip. not knowing how close he was to giving you a soft smile at how docile you’ve become. shivering with the sound of wetness rolling down the seam of your ass, or the sharp slick of your arousal coating his stupidly thick length while you sucked him in over and over. the haze of pleasure keeping that band of ink a constant in your vision, curtained by his hair let down while he made the effort of squeezing you down even smaller. like he was making a point of how well you fit in the space between rounded out muscle and the bed.

“better?” he pushed, glancing down at the twitching spasms of your clenching and unclenching fingers. no where to go, rotating against the confinement of pretty pink and for a second he wanted to lean down to bite at the tail of his work— so close to undoing the ribbon keeping you right there. but even he knew the bite of disappointment that would come from you if he stopped indulging a request you’d perched on his shoulders.

your eyes rolling was all the answer you could give, head tilting away from his overbearing gaze— bottom lip quivering because he was unrelenting. the bend of your lower half bringing you up to just take and take and take his length, nothing stopping him from wetting his cock or hitting spots that made you want to curl up and twitch from how good it felt. “f-fu-“ the squeak of unsaid words truly a testament to how good he made you feel.

and it wasn’t easy on him either, you sounded good— the struggle of you speaking nonsense in pitchy noises like a gut punch and choso was excitable. cumming before he even had the chance to think about holding back, grunting with the slowed and brutal push of his hips to yours. giving himself mere seconds before he was back at it. it didn’t matter that he was breathing in grunts of overstimulation over and over, strong arms shaking not of their own right. he would be damned if something as silly as pain and sensitivity would stop him before he could make you cum too.

“ah, god.” he groaned, leaning in to kiss you silly. sloppy, uncoordinated. nearly all teeth and no lip, but he needed it to keep him tethered to you still. hot pussy dripping down his pubes and thighs let him know his baby was close, he could feel the burn of your body underneath muscled arms. watching every twist, listening to every cry— eyes on you when you did it. when you finally came all pretty and messy against him, limbs twitching, body bending like it was trying to get away and press itself to him all at once. arching up and up until your tired body flopped down limp against the bed, those pretty hands still confined reaching for the cut of his jaw. looking at him with all the love in the world.

catching another pretty pet name, he finally let himself relax when you smiled like you’d gotten everything you wanted. working to pull the ribbon keeping your hands apart, he made quick work of the creased satin. legs coming next, your ankles faired better. they weren’t subjected to your squirming nearly as much, thanks to being pinned against his shoulder with how he folded you down.

eager to see the glistening wetness against the tender spots of you— still pulsing thanks to the stretch his flaccid cock still provided. pouting when his thumbs zeroed in on the plushness of your lips, pulling them apart like they weren’t already swollen thanks to him. “choso.” you whined, cutting his ogling down. ears perking up like a dog being redirected, lost eyes focusing on your soft face.

“come to me.” you insisted, arms open to receive his eclipsing figure, beckoning him like he would be anywhere else willingly. moving like his body was not his own, once again dutifully listening to your every whim.

[parasiticheart]

ways sex can be improved:

- clothes on

- no penetration

- dry humping