You know what? 5am yap fest. I will yap about stuff because I wanna.
Tbh I think the way I got into Pressure is kinda funny!
Friend knows I like Doors a LOT
Friend is really into Pressure
Friend convinces me to play Pressure and tells me it's similar to Doors!
Friend talks about it a lot and how much he likes it in the process of trying to convince me to play it and tells me about how there's some attractive sassy fish man in it
Due to the lack of description of "attractive sassy fish man" I imagine some sort of fish man creature that has a man bun and large circular glasses. I was wrong, yes, but Sebastian would so rock that shit
I go into the game blind (which if you know me I will NEVER DO in a horror game because I am a CHICKEN) and play and get freaked the hell out.
I die and hear Sebastian's voice for the first time
I call his voice annoying and say he's only slightly less bad than Licorice Cookie
I play a few more times with friend while going in blind even though I am a scardy cat
I decide to Google everything about the game and how to play it and it's entities so I am able to properly play it without having so much anxiety that I explode
Friend starts telling me about his pressure ocs
I become more interested
Pax and Angela
I have constantly compared Curious Light to Sebastian and have had friends play a game to guess which line comes from which character and friends got more wrong than right. I stand by the stance of them being similarly sassy
I continue being interested in it but don't really super duper get into it. I am still normal. I have not gained the new hyperfixation of the century.
Another friend dms me
Friend wants to roleplay
I say sure, expecting to be asked to do CRK
She asks if I know Pressure
I say yes, I'm interested in it, but I am not super big in it and don't know a lot
She pleads for me to roleplay it
I oblige
I start roleplaying as Sebastian and pressure entities
It's going well
It's not too hard
I find it to be pretty fun actually, and find that I transitioned into it pretty well
I do lots of work to gain as much information about pressure and Sebastian and everything else as I can
It's fun
Suddenly trying to be such a good Sebastian backfires and I get fried and now he is the hyperfixation
Pressure is my new brain explosion
I feel like I am losing my mind
Is this what I felt like in 2020? I forgot what it feels like to be in a really large fandom that's really active its been 4 years
I can't stop thinking about this stupid fish and stupid computer
It's less funny when I type it out but eh