#jaydurt

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I Can't Help Myself || Jaydurt

Characters Involved: Kurt Hummel, Jayden Smythe

Timeframe: Friday night

Status: Complete

Notes: None yet.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laid on his bed, staring at the ceiling as Dr. Dillamond laid on his stomach. Kurt couldn't help but feel anxious knowing that Jayden was on his way to his room. Ever since he and Aiden had broken up, Kurt had found himself coming to the realization that he was sincerely attracted to his best friend. The only problem was was that Jayden was dating Kurt's brother, and Kurt had practically pushed the boy into it. He had kept his feelings bottled away, telling himself that as long as Jayden and his brother were happy - then he would be happy for them. He would force himself to move on if he had to. He had been starting to move on too, and then the two of them almost kissed in Kurt's bed and everything changed. Before, he had been willing to move on because he thought there was no way someone like Jayden could like him, and now...well now he didn't know what to think. All he could think about was the feel of Jayden's lips brushing against his own, and he often found himself wondering what Jayden's body would feel like pressed against his own. He had always pushed the thoughts away because Jayden was dating his brother, but now...well now they had broken up. But. No. They couldn't do anything. Kurt could never do that to his brother. He could never date someone that Cam still had feelings for. Torn from his thoughts as he heard the knock on the dorm door, he pulled himself up and pushed his husky puppy from his legs. He had almost forgotten the fact that he was only wearing a pair of loose fitting pajama bottoms; he was just lucky the encounter he'd had earlier with his brothers hadn't left any marks on his porcelain skin. Moving to the door, Kurt pulled it open and smiled anxiously up at Jayden. "Hey," he said, pulling the door open the rest of the way so he could come into the room. Though, he couldn't help but laugh softly when Dr. Dillamond bounded from Kurt's room and slammed into Jayden's legs before he could actually walk into the dorm. <br

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed softly when Dr. Dillamond crashed into his legs. He let out a small 'awww' and reached down to pet the little husky puppy, smiling up at Kurt lightly, biting his lip. "H-Hey, Kurt." He nearly whispered. "So uhm...yeah. We need to talk." He muttered awkwardly, mentally punching himself for being so stupid.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed as he watched Dr. Dillamond run stumbling into Jayden's legs, and shook his head with a grin. He could hear the nervousness in Jayden's voice when he greeted him, and raised a brow when he said they needed to talk. "Okay, why do I feel like I'm about to get into trouble or something?" he asked with a soft laugh. He waited until Jayden was inside the dorm before closing the door and locking it behind him. "We just have to be quiet, we don't need any reason for the DA to come here frequently," he said with a soft laugh as he watched Dr. Dillamond run off to grab his tennis ball and then jump onto the couch, chewing at it.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head frantically. "God no, no trouble, I'm the fuck-up here." He chuckled bitterly. Biting his lip, he nodded again and mumbled "It's not like we weren't used to hiding from DA." A faint smile spread on his lips. "And I'm sorry but Dr. Dillamond is the most precious thing I've ever seen." He laughed and sat down on the couch, looking up at Kurt. "Next to Bubbles..." he added and petted the dog's head.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt couldn't help but roll his eyes when Jayden said he was the fuck up in this situation. "I really wish you'd stop saying that," he said with a soft sigh as he moved into the kitchenette and yanked the door open. "Do you want something to drink?" he asked, ignoring the comment about having to ignore the DA's. The last time that they had been ignoring a DA, they had almost kissed mere moments later. He was't sure where exactly Spence was, but the kid was seventeen and he could make his own decisions. Then, for all he knew, his roommate could have been passed out in his room. Grabbing a bottle of water from fridge, he turned around to face Jayden and laughed softly at his remark about Dr. Dillamond and Bubbles. "I dare say, there are times that he's even more precious than Bubbles. They're rare because Bubbles is damn precious, but still," he said, laughing as Dr. Dillamond slipped and fell off of the couch in an attempt to catch his ball before it fell. "Like now," he said with a grin.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head again. "It's true though Kurt. I never wanted to hurt Cam, you know...I hate hurting people." He said with a frown. "Yeah...do you have some coke maybe?" He asked, looking up at Kurt again. Jay chuckled softly. "Well...I think it's because he plays a lot...Bubbles is more of the sleeper." He poked out his tongue. He laughed loudly when Dr. Dillamond fell from the couch. "Oh my god! Okay, that was precious." He grinned, his eyes trying to find Kurt's. "Anyways...I - I really don't know how to tell you right now..." he paused. "You know you're my best friend right?" He asked. "And...you wouldn't judge me if I brought our...whatever-almost-kiss up again?" He asked, rubbing the back of his head.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt sighed softly and shook his head. "I'm sorry, Jay, but nothing you say is going to convince me that you're a fuck-up or an asshole or some other crap like that. I love my brother, but he's a big boy. Sure, he's a little hurt, but he'll get over it eventually. You're only human, you're allowed to make mistakes," he said trailing off as he turned around with a soft huff. "Yup," he said when the boy asked if he had a coke. "I've still got some from when we made pizza," he said with a soft laugh, reaching into the fridge to grab a can and making his way to the couch. Kurt laughed when Jayden said that Bubbles was more a sleeper, whereas Dr. Dillamond tended to play a lot. "I'd be concerned if he slept a lot. With a dog his size, over sleeping isn't healthy," he said with a small shake of his head. "Especially for a puppy," he added. Hearing Jayden's loud laugh, Kurt instinctively placed his hands over the boy's mouth to muffle the sounds and he slowly pulled back a few minutes later, sitting on the couch where Dr. Dillamond had been moments earlier. Looking away from Jayden nervously, he bit his lower lip as his heart pounded in his chest and he watched Dr. Dillamond trying to fit under the couch to reach his ball. "Hey! Sh!" he said when the puppy began barking at the couch. "Come 'ere," he said softly with a laugh as he patted his lap. The dog jumped up onto the couch beside Kurt and laid across his lap, snuggling into the older boy's warmth with a soft huff. Looking back up at Jayden when he said he didn't know how to tell him something, Kurt raised a brow with a small smile before it fell a bit at the reference to their almost-kiss. "I-I thought we had moved on from that, Jay...it's in the past...I thought we agreed it was a mistake..." he said softly, swallowing hard and refusing to look at his best friend once again.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden jumped a little when Kurt's hands pressed over his mouth. He brought up his own to put them down. "Sorry..." he whispered, giving him an apologetic smile. He frowned when the older boy looked away and he looked down as well. "W-Well I'm not over it, Kurt...I'm not over it at all." He whispered, looking at him again but eyes quickly flickering away. Jayden bit his lip before turning his body, placing his hand on Kurt's cheek softly, leaning in so their lips met in a soft kiss, there was hardly any pressure, just the brush of soft lips against each other. He pulled away with furrowed eyebrows. "How can this be a mistake, Kurt...? It felt so right...it scared me so much...it still feels right to me..." he choked out, tears welling up in his eyes. "I just...I couldn't forget it just like that. I really couldn't. And I know it doesn't mean something to you but still...I - I thought you should know." He said.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt couldn't help but laugh softly at Jayden's reaction when he covered the boys mouth. "It's okay," he said back before shaking his head. "I'll just do that whenever you get too loud," he said with a laugh. His smiles had disappeared when Jayden brought up their almost kiss and soon enough he found himself unable to look at the boy. It still hurt that Jayden had wanted to just think of it as a mistake, but he had agreed to make the boy happy. He couldn't look at Jayden when he said that he wasn't over their almost-kiss at all, instead he found an increasingly interesting patch of fur on Dr. Dillamond's back and studied it. He was taken by surprise when he felt Jayden's hand on his cheek, not expecting the boy to lean down and kiss him softly. His brows furrowed a bit as he tried to figure out how to react. Though, before he could actually do anything Jayden pulled back himself with furrowed brows as well. "J-Jay, we can't," he whispered softly, his eyes lining with tears before he forced himself to look at Jayden and was surprised to find tears in his eyes as well. He listened silently as Jayden talked about how it felt right and he couldn't forget it, but when he said that it meant nothing to him, Kurt shook his head quickly. "N-No, that's not true," he whispered as he reached up and placed a light hand on Jayden's cheek. "I-I want it...I do..I've never felt anything that felt more right, b-but..." he shook his head as a tear rolled down his cheek. "I can't hurt him like that..." he whispered, referring to Cameron.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden nodded with a bright grin. "Okay...please do. I can't hold back sometimes." He chuckled. When Kurt said that they couldn't do this he bit his lip and frowned even more. "I-I know - we shouldn't but...I-I can't do this anymore either. I can't just be your best friend and act like I wanted nothing more. I want to kiss you and I want to cuddle up next to you when we watch a movie. I want...I just want everything with you. Hell, I didn't sleep with Cam because I knew something wasn't right..." he admitted. They looked at each other and the younger boy held back a small sob when Kurt told him it wasn't like it didn't mean something to him. "F-Fuck...you're right...I hurt him enough and you're his brother and we really shouldn't...I...please Kurt...please tell me that we won't stop. I'll give you all the time you need but I just...I care about you so much. I always did. Ever since...I first saw you and it's ridiculous...I even told the other's but you were with Aiden and then there was Cam and...I didn't lead him on at first. It was never my intention! I just didn't - I didn't know." He choked out, leaning into Kurt's hand, a tear rolling down his own cheek now.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt nodded, laughing softly before shaking his head a bit. He stayed silent for the most part as Jayden spoke about how he felt and what he wanted. He couldn't deny the fact that he wanted all of that too. He wanted to be able to just cuddle with Jayden, to just lay in the boy's arms and fall asleep with him. He wanted nothing more than to lose his virginity to the boy that he loved, but he always had Cam's voice in the back of his mind, telling him that he should have never gone for Jayden. He could hear the pain in his brother's voice, and it was like he could see the pain on his face if Cam found out that they were together. He also didn't want anyone thinking that he had tried to sabotage his brother's relationship somehow. Though, he had to admit he was extremely surprised when Jay said that he had never slept with Cam. "I-I thought you...I thought you said you were ready.." he said softly, conflicted emotions raging inside of his body. "I..I just thought you guys had done it already," he said softly, shaking his head a little. It was an image he hadn't wanted in his mind. When Jayden began rambling and crying, leaning into his touch, Kurt felt his heart breaking. He wanted nothing more than to pick himself up from the couch, straddle the boy beside him and just kiss away all of the tears and pain. Though, on the other hand, there was Cam still. "Hey, shh, shh." he whispered softly as he couldn't stop himself. Moving a little closer, Kurt wrapped his arms around Jayden and pulled him closer and buried his face into the top of Jayden's head with a soft sigh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head with a bitter laugh. "I wasn't ready to do /everything/ Kurt...we uhm...we never went all the way." He whispered, tears falling now. The boy cried harder when Kurt tried to calm him, wrapping his arms around him protectively and Jayden nuzzled close to Kurt, his own arms wrapping around him. "I just...I'm so confused and I feel terrible and I get that - that you c-can't just b-be with me..." he stopped, trying to calm down a bit first. "He's your brother...I get it." He whispered helplessly, hiding his face in the crook of Kurt's neck.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt sighed softly and shook his head a bit, he hadn't known that Jayden and Cam had never gone all the way. He had always just assumed they would, mainly because he knew how much they liked each other. He had assumed that Jayden would want to try 'new things' with him, including sex. Despite it all, he couldn't help but be happy that they hadn't slept together; knowing that they had had sex orally was torture enough. Seeing the tears falling down the other boy's face, he couldn't stop himself before he reached out and wrapped his arms around the boy, holding him close and trying to comfort him softly. Feeling Jayden's arms wrap around him as the boy nuzzled into his neck, Kurt bit his lower lip and closed his eyes for a moment, burying his nose in Jayden's hair as he listened to him continue talking. He nodded a bit as Jayden said that he understood why Kurt couldn't just be with him, but that didn't stop Kurt from feeling horrible that he had reduced his best friend to tears at the thought of never being happy without him. The thought crossed his mind of just saying 'fuck it' and being with him in secret, but somehow that felt wrong. Jayden deserved so much more than that, he deserved more than being someone's dirty little secret. "I...I just...god I don't know," he whispered as he lightly ran his fingers through Jay's hair with one hand and rubbed his back with the other. He wanted Jayden, more than anything he knew that he wanted to be with him, but the fact that Cameron was actually broken hearted over this break up just killed him. "I don't know what to do..." he whispered as a few tears fell from his own eyes.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden let out a small whimper when Kurt wrapped his arms around him, holding him tightly and he mirrored the action, letting out a shaky breath. This whole situation was hell. They liked each other and yet they couldn't act on it. Jay just nodded softly, unsure of what to say. "I know..." he whispered. "Me neither...it's hopeless." He laughed humorlessly, pulling back to wipe away Kurt's tears, unable to hold his own. "I really wish I wouldn't have been such an idiot to give up on you..." he mumbled. "I really do...then we wouldn't be in this - mess."

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled lightly when he heard Jayden's soft whimper and pulled the boy even closer, kissing the top of his head lightly as a few tears fell from his eyes. Everything was just so fucked up, but he didn't even know what to say to try and make things easier or better. He wanted so badly right now to just take Jayden's face in his hands and kiss the boy until he couldn't breath anymore. 'But you can't,' the voice of reason in his mind shouted. Sniffling lightly as Jayden pulled away, he didn't know what to say in response to his words. Their situation really did seem hopeless. "It's not fair..." he whispered as Jayden wiped his tears away, leaning into the boy's touch. "No, we wouldn't. So this is all your fault then?" he asked, joking with a soft laugh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden smiled softly when Kurt pulled him into his arms more. He felt a light kiss on his head. The younger boy was overwhelmed. He didn't know how to act, how to talk, just what to do. Jay let out a breathy sigh and sniffled a little too, looking right at Kurt. "It really isn't..." he whispered and smiled at the other boy sadly. "It really is, Kurt..." he mumbled, leaning his forehead against his.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled lightly, knowing just how Jayden was feeling. Something in the back of his mind told him that he had feelings for his best friend when he was dating Aiden, but he did what he could to ignore them. Then when they had broken up and Jayden agreed to help comfort him, just hold him while he cried, and he realized he couldn't ignore what he felt any longer, but by then it was too late. He was talking and flirting with Cameron, and thus the whole dirty mess had began. Smiling weakly as Jayden looked at him, he wiped his eyes a bit as Jayden leaned his forehead against his. Looking across at the boy, he was incredibly tempted to just close the distance, but he didn't. Instead, he pulled back and pressed his lips to Jayden's forehead in a light kiss. "Now what do we do?" he asked with a soft laugh as he pulled back once more.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden would lie when he said that he hadn't just longed to lean in and kiss the other boy again but he knew it wasn't the right time. Not at all. He smiled back softly and let out a deep breath when Kurt kissed his forehead. "I have no idea." He said with a chuckle. "Can we just...I don't know...not worry about that now? I mean...we can't be together...at least not...now and you clearly don't want to either so...we might as well just watch a movie or something? Can I stay?" He asked.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt bit his lower lip when Jayden remarked about how he didn't want to be with the younger boy. That was far from the truth. "I-It's not that Jay, and you know it.." he said softly, his voice filled with pain. "Y-You know I want.." he trailed off after a few moments and shook his head lightly. "We just...can't.." he whispered, though the more he said it the more he found himself having a hard time sticking with what he said. "Of course you can stay," he said with a curt nod. "What do you want to watch?" he asked with a small smile.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head. "I know, Kurt...I know..." he said, frowning at the pained tone of his voice, his hand rubbing his arm. He just nodded silently, biting his own lip. He smiled a little when he got told he could stay. "I really don't mind." He said with a shrug. "I'll probably fall asleep anyways...emotions are exhausting." He joked and nudged Kurt's side. "I...c-can we...can we cuddle though? Or is that...awkward?" He asked carefully

KURT HUMMEL Kurt nodded a bit when Jayden told him that he understood. He shivered a little when felt Jayden's hand rubbing his arm, but didn't let it get to him. Looking at the other boy, he swallowed a bit when he saw him biting his lip before smiling and laughing softly. "I will agree with that," he said, laughing and twitching his body a bit as Jayden nudged his side. "I.." he chewed on his lower lip before nodding a bit. "I mean..it-it'll be awkward yeah but I do..I want to.." he said softly with a nod.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden 's eyebrows furrowed. "Only if you're comfortable..." he whispered, lowering his gaze. "I hate to know I'm making you uncomfortable." He said.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shook his head quickly, reaching up to stroke Jayden's cheek lightly. "No, it's not going to make me uncomfortable," he said with a soft smile. It would make him long for something more, but it would not make him uncomfortable.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden smiled and leaned into Kurt's hand a little. "Good...so it's really okay?" He chuckled and nudged Kurt's side.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly, inching away from Jayden's nudging hands, trying not to laugh or let it show that he was ticklish, before nodding. "Really, it's okay," he said with a smile.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden grinned widely. "Hold up!" He said. "You're ticklish???" He asked, excitement sparkling in his eyes as he nudged Kurt again.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shook his head, but his eyes widened a bit as he saw Jayden come to the realization that the older boy was ticklish. "No!" he said, shrieking a bit with a laughter as Jayden nudged him again and moving further away from the boy, trying not to laugh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed. "Oh you so are!" He said, moving closer as he started tickling Kurt's sides, giggling dorkily.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed loudly, jumping out of Jayden's reach as he tried not to start giggling and instead to get away from Jayden's reach. "Oh my god, no!" he said with a laugh as he shimmied towards the end of the couch.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden grinned and followed Kurt, poking his side lightly. "This won't save you!" He warned.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed again before jumping backwards even further, managing to shimmy off of the couch accidentally and fall onto the floor. Though instead of laying there, he quickly tried to get away from Jayden's hands as the laughter passed his lips.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden winced when Kurt fell to the floor but chuckled when he figured he was okay, going after him, crawling over to poke him again. He laughed and tickled at his side. "Just give it up!" He said with a grin.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt huffed a little when he hit the ground but soon began shimmying away from Jayden until the boy followed him. "Nooo," he said through his laughter, trying to push the boy away, but he was laughing too hard to actually suceed.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed and finally succeeded to straddle his thighs when Kurt tried to push him away. He took his flailing hands in his and pushed them down next to his head gently. Letting their fingers intertwine. He was breahting heavily from his laughter but his face relaxed, lips twitching into a soft smile. When did Kurt get so close? He asked himself, his eyes flickering down to his lips and up to Kurt's eyes again. Jay could feel the other's warm breath ghost over his face and he shivered lightly, still panting.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed, trying to get away but never really succeeding. Before he knew it, Jayden was straddling him and pinning his arms over his head - which he had to admit was one of his biggest turn ons - and he smiled as he felt their fingers intertwining. He was breathing heavily as well from his laughter, and a few more giggles escaped his lips slowly. He felt his body relax a bit and the laughter stopped, replaced by a simple soft smile on his lips. Just when had they gotten so close? When had Jayden straddled him? He found himself asking these questions inwardly as his eyes flickered between the boy's lips and eyes. Licking his lips slowly, he panted softly as he stared up at the boy above him.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden couldn't hold back. He pressed his lips to Kurt's gently, kissing him deeply. His tongue sliding against his lips. Jay squeezed Kurt's hands in his, leaning in further.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt let out a heavy sigh through his nostrils as he felt Jay's lips press down against his own. Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath through his nose before kissing him back - unable to hold back any longer. He'd wanted to feel this for so long, and he couldn't contain the soft whimper that escaped his lips as he felt Jayden's tongue sliding against his lips. As he felt Jayden's hands squeezing his own, Kurt's reality suddenly came crashing down and he shook his head breaking the kiss. "N-No, wait.." he whispered, shedding a few tears before staring up at the boy above him. Panting softly - from the kiss and the laughing from earlier - Kurt closed his eyes for a moment. Cam would want him to be happy right? He had said that he knew they liked each other, right? Staring up at what he was sure was heartbreak in Jayden's eyes, he shook his head again. "Screw this," he whispered before lifting his head off the floor and crashing his lips to Jayden's once more, kissing the boy passionately.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden whimpered as well when Kurt broke apart appruptly. He looked at him with wide, sad eyes, biting his lip, cursing himself for being stupid like that. He stared at Kurt before letting out a soft chuckle when Kurt crashed their lips together again passionately. He didn't hesitate to kiss back longingly, humming into the other's mouth. "We'll be okay." He panted, kissing Kurt again, letting his tongue slide against his full, red lips again, urging him to part them.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt couldn't help the smile that graced his lips at Jayden's chuckle, though he couldn't help the soft moan that escaped his lips and muffled into the kiss. Pulling his hands from Jayden's grasp, he lightly placed one of his hands on Jayden's cheek while wrapping his other arm around the boy's neck with a soft sigh. Nodding a bit against the kiss, Kurt smiled lightly. "We'll figure it out," he murmured against the boys lips before kissing him back, humming softly as he felt Jayden's tongue sliding along his lips. Eager to finally taste the boy he'd been longing to be with, he parted his lips and darted his tongue from between his lips and massaged it against Jayden's with another soft moan.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shivered at the soft moan that escaped Kurt's lips, vibrating into his mouth. He groaned and hummed contently when he felt his warm palm on his cheek and his arm around his neck. He smiled into the kiss, whispering a convinced 'We will!' before kissing back again, moaning a little when his tongue met Kurt's in a soft kiss, twirling and lips meeting in wet smacks, parting against each other as the kiss grew deeper.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shivered lightly as he heard Jayden's soft groan and pulled himself a little closer to the boy. He couldn't help himself as his instincts took over and he found himself entangling one of his legs with Jayden's and groaned softly as he felt Jayden's tongue massaging against his own. The sensations that he felt rushing through his body were driving him insane. He had waited for this for so long, and now that he actually had it he felt like he was on cloud nine. Breaking the kiss a few moments later, Kurt smiled up at Jayden with a soft blush, panting softly. "So...w-what about that movie?" he asked with a cheeky grin. He was afraid that if they continued he would end up doing something sexual and he wanted to take things at least a little slower than some kind of sex on the first day.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden hummed a little when Kurt got even closer. A soft smile spreading out on his face when the other boy tangled his legs with his own. The groan that came from Kurt made him shiver lightly, his head was spinning with emotion and he whined softly when they broke awayr. He smiled back at Kurt and pecked his lips one last time, chuckling lightly over the way he was stumbling over words. "Right...the movie..." he whispered and laughed softly, sitting up a little, clearing his throat. "So...this..." he gestured back and forth between them. "This is okay?" He asked carefully, trying to make sure the older boy was comfortable.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt groaned softly as he felt the vibration from Jayden's soft hums against his lips, and soon enough he forced himself to break the kiss. He couldn't help but chuckle softly when he heard Jayden's whine before nervously asking about the movie. He returned the quick kiss, and sighed softly with a small smile when Jayden asked if all of this was okay - what was going on between them. Reaching down, he took Jayden's hand into his own and began playing with his fingers a bit, staring up at them while playing with them. "It's...I couldn't ask for more," he whispered softly as he looked up at the boy and smiled lightly. "J-Just let me talk to Cam before we go entirely public okay? That way he doesn't hear from the stupid gossip blog or something," he said with a shake of his head as he finally sat up as well.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden smiled softly when Kurt played with his fingers. The soft touch making his chest flutter and eyes gleam with affection as he looked at the other boy. He nodded softly. "Of course..." he said, loweing his gaze. "I hate the gossip blog..." Jay chuckled, nudging Kurt's side. "But I like you." He said, smiling warmly.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly as he listened to Jayden speak. "I hate that stupid blog too. It won't be much of a secret long, I just need to talk to Cameron and I'll do it tomorrow," he said with a smile as he moved and crawled a little closer to his...his boyfriend? Furrowing his brow a bit, he sat back on the balls of his feet, leaning on his knees as well. "S-So...are we.." his voice trailed off as he tried to ask if they were dating now.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden froze and blinked at Kurt. "W-Well...if you want us to...then yes?" He laughed, sitting back so his weight was resting on his arms now.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt couldn't help the grin that broke out across his lips when Jayden said that they were if he wanted. "D-Do you want to?" he asked, suddenly fearing that Jayden didn't want to be with him publicly.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden beamed and poked Kurt's cheek. "Are you kidding me???" He asked with wide eyes. "Of course I want to, dummy...I just wanted you to be sure first." He laughed.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly, pulling back a little when Jayden poked his cheek. He grinned as he listened to Jayden's response and found himself throwing himself into the boy's arms before he could help it. "I've wanted nothing else for a while...probably since the night Aiden and I broke up. I just didn't see it until the night I taught you to make pizza," he said softly, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend. "You're amazing," he whispered softly.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden huffed a little when Kurt threw himself into his arms, wrapping them tightly around him, holding him close. He nodded softly. "I didn't see it until I saw that I couldn't have you...and I was kinda oblivious too...I really wanted to be with you since the very beginning. I told everyone how I liked you and they were all telling me you were with Aiden...it sucked but now - look at us." He chuckled, kissing his cheek gently. "You're more amazing." He smiled

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly and pulled back a little. "Why didn't you just say something? I was only with Aiden to make Ev jealous," he said softly, frowning a bit. Again, he hadn't been someone's first choice. Granted, it was something he suggested, but he had thought Aiden really liked him. He laughed softly and nodded. "Just look at us now," he said with a smile, leaning into the soft kiss on his cheek. "I refuse to believe that," he said with a grin as he moved back in and buried his face in the crook of Jayden's neck.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head. "You seemed happy. You were in New York and...I thought you were in love so I left you alone...I wanted you from the very beginning...I mean - you were one of my first best friends I made here." He chuckled. "Then I may have to tell you everyday from now on." He laughed. "You're amazing." He whispered into Kurt's ear, smiling into his hair.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shook his head a bit. "New York was great, but I would have rather been there with you, or even at that time Zayne," he admitted with a sigh. "It's never fun thinking you have a boyfriend and hearing him talking to the guy he really likes about how turned on they make each other.." he said, trailing off with a frown. "You should have said something, Jay," he said softly with a gentle laugh when he said that he had wanted him from the start. Kurt laughed softly when Jayden told him, again, that he was amazing. "Nope, still don't believe it," he said with a grin as he placed a soft kiss on the boy's neck.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden froze. "H-He did that...? But he was with you, why would he...wow." He looked at Kurt and bit his lip. "I didn't know better...I was scared." He confessed. "I better had though." He laughed and grinned at the soft kiss. "Hmm...you're amazing, Kurt." He tried again, pecking his lips. "Amazing." Kiss. "Amazing." Kiss. "Amazing." Jay, smiled warmly, nudging his nose against the other's.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shrugged a little and sighed softly. "He really wanted to be with Ev, he was just using me to make Ev jealous," he said with a sigh. "It was my fault. I suggested it..but I still honestly hoped he actually felt something," he said looking down for a moment. He couldn't contain the soft giggles that left his lips as Jayden continued to kiss his lips, repeating that he was amazing with every time. "How about I'm amazing to you," he asked with a grin.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden looked at Kurt and frowned, stroking his fingers over his cheek. "I'm sorry." He said. They laughed and he nodded. "To me, of course but also in general." He grinned and rested his forehead against Kurt's again.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt shook his head a bit and smiled lightly. "It's okay, it's not your fault," he said with another shake of his head. He laughed softly with his boyfriend and rested his forehead against Jayden's as well. "Nope, still don't believe that," he joked with a soft laugh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden shook his head. "You really should. It's all true. I swear." He mumbled with a grin. He had forgotten about the movie again, his whole world was centered around the other boy at that point and he couldn't help the flips his stomach made. "You're amazing to me." He said finally and pulled back again a little.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled and shook his head a bit. "I guess you're just going to have to work harder to convince me," he said with a smirk as he placed another soft kiss on Jayden's lips. Scooting a little closer so that he was practically sitting in Jayden's lap, he wrapped his arms around the boy's neck and smiled. "I'd better be amazing to you," he joked with a grin.

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JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden chuckled and kissed back as good as he could. "Oh, I will...don't worry." He laughed and grinned at him widely when he was so close to him. Jay let out a deep sigh. "I'm really glad." He said, looking at Kurt warmly.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly at Jayden's reaffirmation that he would work harder. "And just how do you plan to do this?" he asked with a grin as he got comfortable in Jayden's lap. "A-As weird as this sounds..." he said softly. "I feel kind of like I'm on cloud nine," he said with a smile and a soft laugh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden grinned. "I'll find a way. And for now...I'll keep telling you everyday." He said with a small nod. The younger boy listened to Kurt's rambling and smiled brightly. "Not weird...adorable...and exactly how I feel too."

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed with a grin on his lips. "Well then I suppose that it'll sink in eventually. Maybe one day," he said with a grin. Resting his head on Jayden's shoulder, he pulled himself a little closer and sighed with a smile. "I feel like things are finally perfect," he said with a soft sigh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden nodded firmly. "Yes. It better does." He laughed and rested his head on Kurt's. "I know right? I do too..." he enjoyed the intimacy for a little before rising his head again. "Did you know Sofia was rooting for us from the very beginning?" He laughed.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly at Jayden's mention of Sophia. "She was?" he asked as he lifted his head from Jay's shoulder. "I never actually knew that. I thought she was cheering for you and Cam," he said with a small shrug, biting his lower lip a bit.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden nodded again. "Yeah...oh, she did because I'm her best gay and she wanted me to be happy...but she was actually...well - not glad but cheering a little when I told her it was over...she said she wanted us together because she loves both of us and we're her best gays and it would be perfect." He laughed and nuzzled his nose against Kurt's cheek.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly and shook his head. "She was cheering a bit when you and Cam ended things? Well..." he paused, trailing off with a soft laugh. "I can't say I wasn't doing the same thing," he said, biting his lower lip with a soft blush. He couldn't help but grin though as Jay nuzzled against his cheek. "Well, we're together now. That should make her happy, right?" he said with a grin.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden chuckled and kissed Kurt's cheek gently. "I was just an idiot." He mumbled. "We are...and it should. It makes me happy for sure."

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled and leaned into Jayden's kiss with a content sigh. "You weren't an idiot. You just didn't realize until it was too late," he said softly, shaking his head a little. "It makes me more than happy," he said with a grin. "I'm downright blissful," he said with a soft laugh as he kissed the boy softly once more.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden let his eyes flutter closed at Kurt's sigh. He nodded. "Not possible." He smiled and kissed back gently. "I really, really like you Kurt." Jay said sincerely.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled lightly as he pulled back a bit and looked at the younger boy. "I really, really like you too Jay..." he said softly, a genuine smile on his lips. He would have gone so far as to say that he was in love with his best friend - now boyfriend - but he didn't want anyone thinking they were moving to fast; he especially did not want Jayden thinking that.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden grinned widely when Kurt said he liked him too. Though he wasn't sure about the extent. He would've probably popped the 'I love you' if he didn't know Kurt's backstory. He loved the other boy but at the same time he figured he wouldn't be able to say it back so he settled for this and another soft kiss before pulling back to lay his head on his shoulder.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt grinned when he saw Jayden's grin. Returning the soft kiss, he wrapped his arms around the man's neck and pulled himself closer until he felt Jayden's head resting on his shoulder. "So," he said softly with a smile. "Why don't we go watch a movie in my room. That way I can cuddle with you," he said with a grin.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden chuckled and nodded frantically. "Perfect idea." He got up a little, kissing Kurt's cheek before standing, offering the other boy his hand.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled up at Jayden as he watched the boy get up. "I thought it sounded rather perfect to me," he said with a smile as he gladly took the boy's outstretched hand and pulled himself up off the floor. When they got into his room, Kurt found himself closing the door behind Jayden and then practically jumping onto his bed. "So, what do you want to watch?" he asked with a smile as he laid down on his side.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed and pulled Kurt up. He smiled at the other boy lovingly. "Something Disney or a musical?" He asked. "I could go for Rocky Horror." He laughed.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled as he was pulled up and then made his way into his bedroom. "I find myself slightly intimidated that your brother is my roommate," he said with a soft laugh as he looked over at Jay from where he was laying, returning his loving gaze. "Hmm...Rocky Horror is good to me," he said with a smile.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed again and shook his head. "Oh god, don't be...why would that intimidate you in first place?" He grinned, sitting up to get to his DVD collection, skimming through it until he pulled out the right disk, putting it into the player. He cuddled back against Kurt's side, wrapping his arms around his stomach.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed and raised a brow. "Seriously? The moment Spencer finds out we're dating he'll never leave us alone if he's here," Kurt said with a laugh. "I half expect him to walk into the room - or kick the door in - and shout 'HAND CHECK!' or something stupid like that," he said with a grin as he buried his reddening face in one of his pillows. He watched Jayden over the edge of his pillows going through the DVDs and putting the right one into the player before smiling as he felt Jayden cuddle against him and wrap an arm around him. Cuddling back into the boy, he kept one arm firmly around his pillows and put the other one over Jayden's. "This is amazing," he whispered as he looked from the television over his shoulder to smile at Jayden.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden laughed loudly and nodded. "Oh god...you're actually right...fuck...he so would." He shook his head and smiled when he noticed the blush on Kurt's face, kissing his head. "It really is." Jay said when he was cuddled up with Kurt, his head in the crook of the other boy's neck.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed and grinned before shaking his head a bit. "I know he would. It's odd. I obviously have a thing for Smythe's," he said with a smirk as he looked over his shoulder at Jayden. "One is my boyfriend, the other is my best friend.." he said with a grin. Turning his head back towards the television, he sighed contentedly as the movie started.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden raised his eyebrows as he looked over to Kurt, grinning. "We are kinda awesome." He joked and leaned in for another kiss. He just couldn't get enough of Kurt. He cuddled closer, his eyes fixing the screen.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly and couldn't help but grin. "You are entirely awesome," he joked back with a smirk, returning the the soft but quick kiss. God, he could honestly do this all night long. Smiling, Kurt sighed softly and turned his attention back to the movie as he snuggled back closer while Jayden did the same. "I swear, it's like I'll never be able to get close enough to you," he murmured with a soft breathless laugh.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden chuckled. "You're cute..." he said lovingly and smiled into the kiss. He laughed softly when he felt his boyfriend cuddle even closer. "I know...it's just not close enough." He laughed and kissed Kurt's neck gently, nuzzling his nose into the soft skin.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt laughed softly. "You're cuter," he murmured against the kiss with a smile as he nipped at Jayden's lower lip lightly with a smirk. He laughed softly and pulled away as he felt Dr. Dillamond jump onto the bottom of the bed. "We're not allowed to be alone," he said with a smirk before cuddling back into his boyfriend's embrace. "I doubt it will ever be close enough," he said with a soft laugh. At least not with clothes on, he thought to himself, finding himself starting to blush again. He let a soft, barely audible groan escape his lips as he felt Jayden's lips on his neck before turning his eyes back to the movie with a slight yawn.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden smiled and shook his head." Not possible." He said and hummed in approval when Kurt nipped on his lower lip as they kissed. He chuckled at Dr. Dillamond and grinned. "He shall be forgiven though...I mean look at him." He laughed and cuddled closer again, nodding against his skin softly. Once they had turned their attention back at the TV, Jay could feel his eyes droop. He was surrounded by Kurt's warmth and his smell, relaxing in his arms as his eyes fell shut. He drifted off slowly, his head on Kurt's chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled and turned onto his back, wrapping his arms around Jayden with a smile. "Totally possible," he said with a grin as he leaned up and pressed another soft but quick kiss to the boy's lips. Looking down at the puppy who was already dozing at their feet, Kurt laughed softly. "I can tell he really likes you; or at least he trusts you with me. He wouldn't go to sleep so quickly if he didn't," he said with a nod. Smiling as he felt Jayden cuddle closer, Kurt tightened his arms around his boyfriend and sighed softly as he turned his head back towards the television. Listening to Jayden's breathing as the movie continued, he noticed the boy's breathing seem to even out and slow down. Smiling a little while later, he turned his head to look at his boyfriend and noticed he was asleep. Lightly running his fingers through the boy's hair, Kurt sighed softly and closed his eyes as he slowly began to drift off to sleep himself, listening to steady breathing of his boyfriend.

JAYDEN SMYTHE Jayden grinned. "Nu-uh..." he insisted and kissed back as good as he could, giggling at the puppy. His eyes lightened up to a bright green when Kurt told him his dog trusted and liked him. "I'm glad he does..." he whispered and let out a content sigh when he felt the other boy's strong arms wrap around him tighter. He fell asleep quickly as soon as he tried to focus on the movie again. Kurt was warm and safe and his heartbeat soothing. He nuzzled closer in his sleep, making a small happy sound when he felt soft, long fingers drag through his hair, smiling in his sleep.

KURT HUMMEL Kurt smiled as he listened to Jayden's breathing, sighing softly as he watched the boy sleep. Carefully, so he wouldn't wake him up, he grabbed the remote and turned the movie and the television off. Pulling the boy a little closer, he sighed softly and allowed his eyes to fall closed. He sighed softly as he felt himself falling into a soft sleep, but he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on Jayden's forehead. "I love you..." he whispered softly, knowing that it might cause problems should Jayden not really be asleep yet but he couldn't help it. He couldn't keep it to himself any longer. He smiled lightly to himself before finally allowing himself to fall into a deep sleep.

[daytonhummel]

Midnight Musicals → Jaydurt

Characters Involved: Jayden Smythe and Kurt Hummel

Time frame: Wednesday night/Thursday morning, around midnight, February 21, 2012 

Status: Completed

Notes: Again, this is the entire roleplay. Much shorter. XD The kiss that takes place at the end of this para is widely ignored. They try to act like it didn't happen.

Kurt: Laying in bed, Kurt sighed softly as he buried himself back under the covers and stared at the television playing one of his favorite musicals. Jayden should be there soon, and he really should put a shirt on but he didn't want to move. He was buried under the covers anyway so it wasn't as if Jayden would see too much of his skin. Pulling one of his pillows back to his head, he curled up with it with a soft sigh as he watched Roger and Mimi interacting for the first time. Jayden: Jayden was slowly becoming an expert at sneaking out. He quickly got out of his room, shutting the door without any noise and rushed to Kurt's room, pushing the door open, singing quietly. "Got a light?" Before laughing and getting in. "Hey bud." He greeted Kurt with a wide grin. Kurt: Kurt was so focused on the movie that he barely noticed when Jayden snuck into his room, only noticing when he heard Jayden singing softly. He grinned before singing "I know you...you're...you're shivering," back and watching as Jayden climbed into his bed. "Hey, buddy.." he said with a grin as he looked from the television and then to Dr. Dillamond as he jumped up onto the bed as well.

Jayden: "You got a great voice you know? I wanted to tell you since last Glee club." Jayden chuckled, settling next to him on the bed, slipping under the covers. They had grown comfortable around each other and he enjoyed it. He petted Dr. Dillamond lightly and looked back to Kurt. "Soo what have you been up to today?" He asked with a small grin.

Kurt: Kurt smiled when Jayden complimented his voice. "Thanks, Jay.." he said with a smile. "You've got a great voice too. I was a little surprised to be honest," he said with a grin and a laugh. When he suddenly slipped under the covers, Kurt's smile faltered a little at just how close they were. Kurt was only wearing his pajama bottoms and was quickly becoming aware of their proximity - now more than ever. Kurt smiled when he realized that Jayden had asked him a question. "Not a whole lot. I went to classes, did some homework, tried to get some songs together for the Glee assignment, then played with Dr. Dillamond for a while," he said with a laugh. "I've been watching musicals for a while now. Started with Funny Girl, then Wicked, now RENT," he said with a laugh. "What about you?" he asked, looking over at Jayden as he tugged the pillow closer to himself in an attempt to hide the fact that he wasn't wearing a shirt

Kurt: *shirt.

Jayden: Jayden laughed at Kurt's compliment. "Thank you...and why is that? I mean...I don't have a really great voice but I try." He said with a shrug. The younger boy noticed the other's smile fade a little, his eyebrows rose and he wanted to say something but Kurt was already smiling again, telling him about his day. "Well, yeah classes." He chuckled. "I hung out with Sofia today aaand watched some TV, homework as well and yeah I made a list of a few potential songs but nothing great." He said. "And I've been watching some Grey's Anatomy...don't judge...it's my guilty pleasure." He laughed. "Are you okay though?" He asked, tilting his head when he noticed how Kurt pulled his pillow closer. "A-Am I making you uncomfortable?" He asked, frowning, shifting a little.

Kurt: "I don't know, I didn't think you would join the glee club at first either," he said with a laugh. Kurt couldn't help but laugh as he listened to Jayden go on about his day. "Hey, I love Grey's," he said with a grin on his lips when Jayden told him not to judge. "And I'm sure whatever songs you guys chose will be awesome," he said with a grin on his lips and a wink. When Jayden suddenly asked if he were okay, Kurt nodded quickly though began shaking his head a bit when Jayden asked if he was making him uncomfortable. "No! No..." he said with a smile. "It's just...I'm not..I.." he paused for a moment before sighing and laughing softly. He moved the pillow so that the boy could see that he wasn't wearing a shirt. "Not used to being shirtless and this close to someone other than my brothers," he said with a laugh. "So it's not really you...it's me," he said with a laugh.

Jayden: "Well...me neither to be honest but it seemed like fun so...I joined and I love it." Jayden said. "Thank you..." He mumbled, grinning back at Kurt. Jayden was glad when Kurt said he didn't make him uncomfortable and laughed loudly when Kurt revealed he was shirtless. Though he couldn't help but stare at the pale, smooth skin. He was more toned than he thought and he quickly looked up at Kurt again. "It's okay, don't feel weird, it's just me here." He laughed. "I don't mind, relax." He whispered.

Kurt: Kurt laughed softly when Jayden said that he didn't think that he would have joined either, but it seemed like fun so he did. "Well, I'm glad you did because like I said, you've got a great voice," he said with a grin. When he revealed the fact that he was shirtless, Kurt's eyes widened a bit and he immediately threw his hand over Jayden's mouth when the boy began laughing loudly - moving closer for a moment to do so until Jayden stopped laughing. "Are you trying to attract the RA's?" he asked with a soft laugh. "Or worse, wake Everett up and start all kinds of rumors?" he added with a grin before laying back down where he had been before; he hadn't even noticed the boy's staring. 'That's the problem, it's just you here,' he thought to himself for a moment when Jayden told him to relax, but he put on a smile and laughed lightly before nodding in response. Grabbing the pillow once more, Kurt wrapped his arms around it and snuggled into the thing as he turned his attention back to the television. "Oh I love this part," he said with a grin when Mimi began to sing 'Out Tonight'.

Jayden: "Thanks again, Kurt. But yours is really...I don't know. It's so unique and beautiful. You just really got a great voice." Jayden said with a small laugh. He winced when Kurt covered his mouth, his body shaking with even more laughters but at least they were muffled now. He stopped eventually, looking at Kurt, raising his eyebrow. "N-No, not at all...it's just really funny that you make such a big deal out of it. I mean...it's just a shirt." He shrugged. Jay smiled back at Kurt softly, eyes wandering over his body one last time before he turned and looked at the TV again. He laughed. "Oh, me too. She's hot. Like, I mean not as in 'I'm totally attracted to her' because obviously I am not but damn, she's hot." He laughed, quieter this time.

Kurt: Kurt laughed softly and smiled. "Well, thank you I guess. But your voice is great too, so.." he trailed off with a laugh. When he put his hand over Jayden's mouth, it only took a few moments for Kurt to realize just how close he was to Jayden but he couldn't take the chance of an RA overhearing them or something like that. When the boy seemed to calm down a bit and stop laughing, Kurt finally lowered his hand and moved back to where he had been laying. Sure, the body heat radiating from Jayden was tempting but Kurt also knew that Jayden was interested in his brother. They were just friends, and he couldn't help but wonder if there was any way that he could ever just be friends with another gay guy. Shoving the thought from his head, he laughed and shrugged a bit when Jayden had said it was only a shirt. "Guess I'm just not used to it," he said with a laugh as he turned his attention back to the television, still completely oblivious to any looks he might have gotten from the boy. "She is definitely beautiful, I'll say that," he said with a grin as he watched Rosario Dawson dancing around the screen. "But Roger is definitely hot," he said with a smirk.

Jayden: Jayden nodded. "Yeah, I guess that's weird then...I don't know. I walk around shirtless a lot so...it's not really weird for me to be honest." He shrugged with a smile. He nodded. "She sure is..." He mumbled, eyes still fixed on the TV, looking back to Kurt before flickering his eyes away. "He is. Yep, you're right with that one." He chuckled, breathing in deeply.

Kurt: Kurt bit his lower lip a bit before shrugging lightly. "I don't know. I'll get used to it," he said with a laugh, trying not to picture Jayden walking around without a shirt on too much. Turning his attention to the screen, Kurt licked his lips a bit as he watched the scene between Mimi and Roger and listened to them singing. "God I wish my voice was a little lower sometimes," he said with a sigh. "It would make it much easier for me to get a role on Broadway," he added with a nod. "Some people think I'm not masculine enough for real roles," he said with furrowed brows.

Jayden: "You will. It's okay with me. That's for sure." Jayden frowned at how suggestive that sounded, he shook his head lightly. He gave Kurt a confused look and nodded at his explanation. "You know...you don't have to be more masculine. You're perfectly fine like that. You got an amazing voice and yeah, it may be a bit higher but it's still an amazing voice and I bet people would go crazy after that new sensation that is Kurt Hummel. I don't see why you wouldn't get those roles..." He mumbled.

Kurt: Kurt raised a brow at just how suggestive Jayden's words sounded but he didn't say anything about it. Kurt laughed softly when Jayden complimented him. "Well, thank you..." he said with a laugh before shaking his head a bit. "I just...I don't know if people would ever see me in the roles like Roger or Fiyero or Raoul or something," he said naming off a few of his favorite characters from RENT, Wicked, and Phantom of the Opera.

Jayden: Jayden shook his head. "They won't but you could teach them otherwise you know...that it doesn't always have to be the same, black and white. It would be great to see you as them...I'm sure."

Kurt: Kurt smiled in Jayden's direction. "Thanks, Jay...it means a lot that you could see me in a role like that," he said with a soft laugh. Looking over at the television, he smiled as he watched Maureen and Joanne interacting. "I have to say, as much as I love Mimi...Maureen's probably my favorite," he said with a laugh as he watched Idina. "I absolutely adore Idina..." he whispered as he put his chin on the pillow and watched her singing. "She's also the perfect Elfie.." he murmured with an awed smile.

Jayden: Jayden grinned and nodded. "It's okay...I'm just being honest." He chuckled and nodded. "Oh yeah, Maureen is awesome." He agreed, smiling at how captivated Kurt was by the actors. "Yeah, she's epic..." He said, shifting in the bed. Jay laughed softly. It was kinda endearing how Kurt loved her.

Kurt: Kurt smiled and nodded a bit when Jayden said that he was just being honest. "Well, then I approve of your honesty," he said with a laugh. "She really is...I met her when I was in New York with Aiden. She's absolutely gorgeous and she's really nice," he said with a smile. Hearing a knock on their suite's door, Kurt's eyes widened as he realized it was the RA and mere moments later the person would be at his door. "Crap, get down!!" he whispered in a hushed voice as he threw the blanket over Jayden's head. The boy didn't have enough time to hide anywhere else, and Kurt was very much aware of the fact that now Jayden was probably even closer to his bare, pale skin.

Jayden: Jayden echoed the laugh and his eyes widened when Kurt told him that Aiden and he met Idina. "That is amazing!!! Wow!" He said with a wide grin. He jumped at the knock and looked around in horror. "Fuck!" He breathed, huffing when Kurt pretty much pushed him under the cover. He blinked at the darkness and he could feel his nose brush against something soft, smooth and - oh. He closed his eyes, trying not to freak out. His cheek was being pressed against Kurt's soft, lean stomach. He was so close he could feel the warmth radiate from him and he could smell him. Really smell him. His skin smelt clean yet boyish with a slight hint of vanilla and god he really shouldn't be thinking about it but he wanted to kiss this smooth, pale patch of skin, feel the muscles shift and - okay, no, he couldn't do that. He shifted lightly so he wasn't as close anymore, his eyes still closed.

Kurt: Kurt laughed and nodded with a smile when Jayden said that it was amazing he and Aiden had met Idina. "It really was! We met her, Kristin, Adam, Anthony Rapp, and Taye Diggs," he said with a soft laugh. Though when he heard the door, Kurt had acted quickly and practically shoved the boy under the covers. "Sorry," he whispered before turning his attention back towards the television. His eyes widened a bit when he felt Jayden's nose brushing lightly against his stomach and it took all of his will not to let his mind run away with just what the boy could do. 'No,' he thought to himself firmly, reminding himself that Jayden liked his brother. Focusing on the television, he lifted his head when the RA opened his door. He winced a bit and inched down into the blankets more, accidentally brushing against Jayden again as he did so. "Do you mind not flashing that in my eyes?" he asked as the RA checked the room and nodded, satisfied that no one else was there. A few minutes later they left, closing Kurt's door behind him and Kurt waited until he heard the suite door close as well and then Everett's door close before he uncovered Jayden with an apologetic smile. "Sorry," he said again with a small smile. "But at least they didn't find you," he said with a laugh.

Jayden: "God...and now I'm dying with jealousy..." Jayden mumbled. He held back a whine when Kurt's skin brushed against him one last time before he moved up again. "I-It's okay. They could've seen me so hiding under the covers always works." He laughed.

Kurt: Kurt had to take a few deep breaths to keep himself under control as he felt Jayden's skin pressed against his own, but as soon as the person left it became a little easier to deal since Jayden was no long pressed against him. "Hiding under the covers seemed to work at least," he said with a soft laugh. "And you should totally be jealous," he remarked with a wink.

Jayden: Jayden laughed breathlessly, shaking his head at the other boy's remark. He froze a little when he noticed how close they were, wrapped up under the same blanket and Kurt shirtless and beautiful and there. Jayden bit his lip, leaning in carefully, acting before thinking.

Kurt: Kurt grinned at Jayden, though his grin faded a bit when he noticed the just how close they were and then Jayden seemed to be moving closer to him. Kurt's mind was reeling. Here he was, shirtless and wrapped under the same blanket with Jayden and the older boy was leaning in. Was he doing what Kurt thought he was? Biting his lower lip, he stayed frozen where he was and just watched the other boy to see what he was going to do.

Jayden: Jayden's breath hitched and their lips brushed against each other. He stilled, blinking his eyes open.

Kurt: Kurt's breath caught in his throat as he realized what Jayden was doing. Feeling Jayden's lips, soft and smooth, brushing against his own, Kurt started to move in so that he could actually kiss him more until a single thought stopped him: Cam. "N-No.." he whispered lightly against Jayden's lips before pulling back and shaking his head, tears lining his eyes a bit but he quickly blinked them away. "We can't...you're with..well you like Cam. And Cam really likes you and..and I can't do that to him.." he said softly, quickly shaking his head. He couldn't hurt his brother like that - no matter how much he liked Jayden.

Jayden: Jayden shivered when he felt the brush of Kurt's soft, full lips against his when suddenly his mind started screaming at him. He couldn't. It wasn't right. He wasn't one of those guys. He frowned when Kurt pulled away and he shook his head, trying to understand why Kurt was crying. "N-No Kurt don't cry - I - we...it's not right, we - I should just go." With that he got up and stormed to the door, his heart thudding harshly in his chest, feeling like bursting. What was he even thinking? He liked Cameron. Only him.

Kurt: The next few moments happened so fast that Kurt hadn't really even had time to say anything. While part of him wanted to call Jayden back, he knew that he couldn't. He couldn't consciously be in the same bed with the boy whom he was starting to grow serious feelings for - the same boy who had almost kissed him a few moments ago - without either betraying his brother or crying in front of the boy and confusing him more. "Why am I always so fucking stupid?" he asked softly as he buried his head in the pillow once more as the tears began to fall. Why did he always start to like the guys who were either taken or unavailable in some way? It was like he was cursed. This was exactly what he had been talking about the night before when he said that it was almost as if his romantic life was cursed. Grabbing the remote, it hadn't really even registered in his head that he hadn't heard the door to his suite with Everett close, but he turned the television off - plunging the room into darkness. The only light came from the moon shining onto his lightly paled skin as he turned onto his side and settled in with Dr. Dillamond to cry himself to sleep once again. "I'm so...so stupid," he whispered as more tears fell from his eyes.

Jayden: Jayden was rushing back to his room as fast as he could. He just needed to get out, not really caring about getting caught at all in that moment. He had made Kurt cry. Beautiful, amazing, best friend Kurt and he felt like screaming. What had he even be thinking? It wasn't fair. Not to Kurt, not to Cam, not even to himself. He opened his door, throwing his keys into the corned and let himself fall into his bed, cuddling Bubbles close to him, allowing some tears that had welled up in his eyes to fall. Jay was shivering, confused and absolutely devastated. He had promised himself to never be like that. He wasn't a cheater, he didn't lead people on. A small sob shook through his body and he cuddled Bubbles close to him, the kitten yawned and rubbed her head against his cheek, making him cry even more. "Fuck..." He whispered, burying his head in his pillow, trying his best to fall asleep but he knew that this night and the next few days would be hell.