#jaysartrambles

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

I love when my art is described as disgusting/gross/weird/dark/messy/ect

Yes, it is, thank you ❤️

Highest compliment you can give me by the way.

Thats the goal.

I can do realism. I can do fancy shit. But like, y’know what? Thats the reason i didnt get into graphic design as a career, i wanna do what i want. And thus, i shall.

I hope to get out of this creativity drained hole soon ❤️

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

I need to also un-sans my dealer.

Most of the doodles and drawings are good enough but. A few of them. Too much sans in the face, y’know?

I just gotta fuck around.

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

I made the mistake of only posting dsaf for a bit again and now literally if i try to talk about fucking anything except dsaf or post it gets nobody seeing it at fucking all. Even when i try to do the bets of both worlds

Which, ngl, im not happy about. I love dayshift, its a special interest, im still drawing it n shit as we speak but also like i want to be able to post OTHER things. And its not on tumblr really i know i dont have traction here much but its mostly with. Other places 🧍‍♂️And im gonna be doing a lot of oc shit this summer so i dont want it to be ignored.

Ok thats my rant of the day (i say as the wip i posted the other day got ONE note and it was my boyfriend [i love you] but im still unhappy about the fact not a singular other person saw it)

Y’all are still gonna get dayshift though and like the askblog n shit planned once i figure out exactly what i want do with that. (Still thinking seb, cause i can do a mix of drawn and sprite replies)

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

Fun fact the inconsistency with The Dealers clothes was on purpose. Vest? Jacket? Tie? Bowtie? Who knows how he’s feelin’ that day. An essentially immortal entity can make his own decisions.

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

Pal, don't rush yourself over Dealer. We can wait. You already did an amazing job with those WIPs. I adore your Dealer a lot. Whatever you have in mind to change in his design will be spectacular, I am sure about it. You have a cool style. I literally started simping for Dealer because of your design.

And as a fellow DSAF enjoyer I am saying: you dropped this 👑

Take your time, you are doing amazing enough. Wish you a great week 🌻

This was the last thing I was expecting 10/10 thank you mysterious anon 🙏 I very much appreciate it.

People dont usually leave asks or comments and I love hearing that people really do enjoy my art :]

Even if I cant crank it out like most people. Cause goddamn was that week of motivation nice but having like mutliple weeks of none is 👎

I think im reviving though. Luckily. Slowly but surely.

Just as a little tease for y’all heres the current plans.

Obviously we got the buckshot. I wanna show y’all the au i was working on with some silly stuff. And i wanna finally fucking figure out the colours for mr. Dealer for there because i havent had a damn clue.

Y’all are also getting more dayshift content because look thr autism wont let go. And will lives rent free in my head

As part of this content… a dayshift askblog for a certain phoney of mine may be in order. Followed by some other in the future dayshift things. Lore reveals? A server? Who knows! Y’all dont ✨

Who knows. Motivation willing and sanity lacking is what produces my unhinged shit so thats the goal

Rambles aside, thank you again, and sayonara from your favourite local corpse once again (for the time being)

[jaybehindtheslaughter]

Augh.

Also. Im gonna. Maks thT dealer ref i started

But.

Not bad.

Bc the first ome turned out BAD

But thats ok i was fucking around with colours anyway so i have that as some form of.. base.. but.. i got other stuff planned if

If. Motivation allows 👍