Fear never wins
Type: One shot | Imagine about Justin Bieber Rated: Rated R for Sexual Content Warning: There is abuse the first part of this imagine BUT its not by Justin Word Count: 4,111 Enjoy! I could feel the air escaping my body. My feet slowly leaving the ground as he tighten his grip around my neck. I reached out gripping a knife in my hand lunging it forward into his side. I pulled my arm back as the knife exited his body blood running on the floor. I thrusted my hand forward again hitting his stomach as he finally let go. He collapsed to the ground holding his stomach as he started to go in and out. I backed away as my heart started to race again, trying to catch my breath. I ran into our room trying to fit as much as I could in my bag. I swallowed hard as I tipped toe back downstairs, walking in front of his body. He was lifeless as I finally got to the front door, I ran out of the house. I started to run down the street, holding my bag close to me. My feet hitting the ground as the neighbor started to call the police. I just wanted to be free I wanted to get away, the lights started to edge closer. I stood still like a deer trapped in headlights. Two cop cars trapped me in as I looked at the lights. I finally dropped my bag as they moved closer to me, pulling my arms behind me. Everything was silent as they handcuffed me moving me to the car. The tears filled my eyes and fell onto my cheeks as they closed the door of the car. I was lead to a room as they finally released the handcuffs. I grabbed my wrist rubbing it slightly as the cop sat down across from me. "Im Andy and I need to ask you a few questions" he broke the silence in the room. "What questions" I looked up. "Why were you running down the street with a knife and blood all over you" he asked. "I stabbed him" I admitted. "We found him and he's at the hospital" he nodded. "Is he dead?" I questioned. "We don't know yet" Andy said. "Im sorry" I looked down at my arm. "Why did you do it?" Andy asked. "He had his hands around my throat" I mumbled. "It was self defense, we will get things taken care off" he nodded as he got up from the table. They took pictures of my bruises before I was released. I grabbed my bag and left the station, I was down town and I questioned what I wanted to do. I started walking down to the bus station. I bought a ticket and hurried onto the bus as it was just about to take off. I sat down in the seat finally relaxing as the bus took off. I wasn't sure where I was headed but I knew I was finally safe. I drifted off to sleep on the bus and really didn't know anything until I felt the bus stop. I finally went through my bag and slipped on my flip flops before getting off the bus. I followed people into the local store, I grabbed a bottle of water and checked out. I walked down towards the pier and looked out towards the water. The sun was coming up as it was finally a new day. I sat down on the beach as the bus pulled off with everyone else, this is where I felt like I needed to be. I pulled my laptop from my bag and checked all my messages. Of course, there was a message saying something about Alex and that he was in the hospital. I knew that lifestyle or that live back there was something I couldn't go back to. "New here?" someone asked. "Uh?" I jumped as I heard their voice. "Sorry, didn't mean to scare you, " he said as he moved in front of me. "You didn't, just a rough night" I nodded. "You came off the bus, " he said. "Yeah, just wanted some time away" I put my laptop back in my bag. "That's nice, " he smiled. "Know any place where I could get something to eat?" I asked. "I know a place, come on, " he reached for my hand. I grabbed his hand as he helped me up. I grabbed my bag as I followed him to the local restaurant. It was a small town so everything was really in walking distance. We got a table for two, he pulled out my chair before sitting across from me. I smiled as I sat down, grabbing the menu as I started to look at it. Everything looked good, but I just couldn't decide on what I wanted to get. "What's good here?" I finally asked. "Having trouble, " he chuckled slightly. "Everything just looks so good" I smiled. "The fish is really good, " he nodded. We ordered our food and drinks as well. Once the waitress walked away we started to talk and just enjoyed each other. It was nice to actually have someone I could talk to that wasn't Alex. We finally got our food and that was the only time things got quiet between us two. He ordered dessert as well, but I didn't want anything. I reached for the check when it came but he beat me to it. "I'll pay for mine" I nodded. "Don't worry about it, " he took out his wallet. "We just meet, you don't need to pay for mine" I said. "I got it, it's the least I can do for the newbie" he smiled. "Thank you, " I gave up wanting to pay. He got up from the table and paid for the check. Once again, I grabbed my bag before getting up, I followed him out of the restaurant. We went back down to the beach sitting on the shore. I pulled my hair back in a bun as I rested my bag between my legs. Leaning back in my arms as I watched the waves crash onto the beach. The breeze was blowing and it has been just a peaceful day, plus I had good company. We mainly stayed on the beach all day. I guess I didn't realize how fast the time was actually going. Before I knew it the sun was going down and the air started to turn cooler. I finally pulled out my phone and saw that it was nearly 8pm. I also saw messages from a lot of people, I just didn't want to deal with it. I turned my phone off and shoved it into my bag, pulling my legs up to my chest. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing, Its getting pretty late" I responded. "Yeah I know, will you be ok?" he looked at me. "Yeah ill be fine, you should go" I looked at him. "Today was nice, I hope we can do it again sometime" he got up from the sand. "I would like that" I smiled as I got up. "Good night" he leaned in kissing my cheek. "Night" I bite my lip as I watched him walk away. I grabbed my bag and walked towards the breakfast and bed inn. I checked in and got to me room, laying back against the bed. The next morning I woke up bright and early. I went down getting brekfast before going to change my number. Of course I had to buy a new phone witch I didn't mind if it meant that I could get away from my past. I went back to the restaurant we ate at last night and asked for a job. It was my lucky day since she was actually looking for help. I started to settle in this new place and I could say I really started to like it. I kept hanging out with my new friend as we grew closer together the reason why I was here started to melt away. "I see that you work here now, " he smiled as he leaned against the bar. "I needed a job, got to have money to live" I looked at him. "True, " he chuckled slightly. "What are you doing here?" I asked. "Just enjoying this beautiful day, " he responded. "I get off in an hour, " I wiped the counter down. "I'll be on the beach, come find me?" he questioned. "Sure" I turned to get back to work. I finally finished my shift hanging up my apron on the hook. I punched my time card, before leaving going towards the beach. I looked through the people trying to find him. I just couldn't seem to find him so I started to think that maybe he ditched me. He sneaked up on me, placing his hands over my eyes. I jumped at first, but then calmed down once I heard his voice. "Guess who" he whispered in my ear. "I know it's you" I laughed as I pulled away from him. I turned to face him, I didn't realize how close he was to me. My hand bumped into his chest as he stood looking down at me. I bite my lip as our eyes meet, just wanting to kiss him. He placed his hand against my cheek as he leaned down slightly. Placing his lips against mine, I leaned up on my tippy toes keeping the kiss between us. I placed my hand on his arm as he kept his hand on my cheek. I smiled against his lips as I felt him pull away, resting my forehead against his. I eased back on my feet as I looked at him, his hand against my hip. "I have something planned for you" he said. "Oh you do?" I asked. "Yeah, trust me?" he questioned. "I do" I looked at him. He grabbed my hand, leading me to a boat. I was hesitant at first, but finally got into the boat with him. He got behind the driver seat and we were off, I took a seat behind him. The breeze caught my hair as it started to blow, it was nice but a little chilly. He nodded to a blanket next to me as he looked back towards me. I wrapped the blanket around me as I got up moving to the seat next to him. He wrapped his arm around my shoulder as he turned the engine off. We were just floating in the middle of the ocean just us, which was nice. "Cold, " he rubbed my shoulder. "A little bit, but I'm sure you can keep me warm" I smiled as I looked at him. "It will be my pleasure, " he smirked as he pulled me closer to him. "I'm sure" I wrapped my arms around his waist, resting my head against his shoulder. "Just us and the fishes" he kept me close to him. "Fishes are interesting" I chuckled slightly. "Not as interesting as you are, " he kissed my forehead. "Not interesting" I looked down at my hand. "You never told me where you are from or why you are here" he said. "Just from Charlotte" I nodded as my heart started to race. "Whoa, just calm down, we don't have to talk about it, " he rubbed my back trying to calm me down. "I-I just don't like talking about it, that's why I moved here" I sighed. "Its ok, im sorry I bought it up" he titled my chin up, placing his lips against mine. I smiled into the kiss, placing my hand on his chest. We kept the kiss until the boat started to rock, there was a shark under it. He tried so hard to get the boat to start but the engine was dead. He pulled out his cell phone and there was no service since we were so far out. He called for help on the boat radio hoping someone would come and help us. "What do we do?" I questioned. "Don't panic, they can sense that just tried to stay calm" he said. "I'm trying" I took a deep breath in. "It will be ok" he rubbed my back. I leaned up kissing his lips softly, keeping my hand against his chest. His hands gripped my hips, pulling me onto his lap. I placed my hands on his cheeks, keeping the kiss between us. His hands slipped from my hips onto my ass squeezing slightly. I pulled against his lip as the kids started to get intense. I pulled away again as the boat started to rock once more. I moved off his lap as he got up and tried to restart the boat. He kept trying to restart it and finally it did. He returned us back to shore and I was glad that my feet were back on the ground again. He got off the boat and wrapped his arm around my waist pulling me closer to him. I leaned into him as we walked back to the restaurant. "You want to go back to my place or I could drop you off" he said. "Maybe we could head back to your place, watch a movie?" I questioned. "Sounds fun, " he smiled as he grabbed my hand. He leads me back to his car, opening the door for me. I got into his car as he did as well, buckling my seat belt before we took off. We headed to his place, its a plus to be in a small town because we didn't have far to go. He unlocked the door as he held my hand in his leading me into his place. He kept my hand in his as he pulled me close to him. Leaning back against the wall as he placed his hands on my cheeks. I smiled as I looked at him. He titled my chin slightly placing his lips against mine, softly kissing me as I stood on my tippy toes. He lifted me up slightly allowing my feet to be on top of his. I ran my hand down his chest resting it against his stomach. I kept the kiss between us, his hand slipped down to my neck. As soon as I felt his hand against my neck I pulled back. I gasped for air as the memories started to rush back to that night. "Hey, hey" he titled my chin up so I looked at him. "Sorry" I sighed as I looked away. "Don't be" he turned my chin back towards him. "Its complicated" I whispered. "We will take things on your pace, how about that movie?" he asked. "Yeah" I nodded. He let go of me as he walked towards the den. I finally calmed myself down and caught my breath before following him. He had laid out a blanket on the floor with another one so we could wrap up. He also had the movie ready to go with the popcorn, he stood there watching me at the door. He reached out his hand for me, I walked towards him. I allowed my hand to slip into his hand as we sat down on the blanket. I rested back against the wall as he pulled me closer to him. I kissed his cheek as he wrapped the blanket around us. I rested my head against his shoulder as he pushed play. I played with his fingers as he held me close to him. About halfway through the movie I started to get bored and wanted to make things interesting. I threw a piece of popcorn at me and it started a popcorn war. I laughed as he threw a bunch on me, his laughter joined in with mine that filled the room. "You wanted this" he laughed. I laid back on the floor as my sides started to hurt from laughing so much. He moved over me resting his hands above my head, leaning down slightly. He hovered over me allowing his lips to barely touch mine. I slightly leaned up allowing our lips to meet, he smiled into the kiss. His kiss was soft but intense, I wrapped my arms around his neck. He moved a piece of hair from my face as he pulled away from the kiss. He looked down into my eyes as he started to try to figure out my story. "What are you looking at?" I finally asked. "You, your eyes are memorizing" he said. "Thank you" I bite my lip as I looked at him. "I love the way you do that" he leaned down kissing me. He pulled against my lip as he pulled me to him. He sat up allowing me to sit on his lap, keeping the kiss between us. I started to grind my hips down against him, his hands resting against my hips. He tighten his grip on my hips as he started to get hard. I started to pull against his bottom lip as I felt him get hard underneath me. I finally pulled away from the kiss as I knew it was getting to intense. His hand slipped up against my side, moving to my neck pulling me back against him gently. I kissed him softly but also in a teasing way as I wanted to make him work for it. I felt his hands slipped down to my his again. Gripping my shirt as his hands started to move up, I raised my arms so he could remove it. Throwing it on the floor, moving his hands around my back. As I kept the kiss between us I felt him unsnap my bra removing it from my shoulders. He pressed his lips against my neck slowly moving it down to my collar bone. I let out a soft moan as he started to move down, wrapping his lips around my nipple. He ran his fingertip along my other nipple as he flicked his tongue around one. I leaned my head back as I started to moan, his arm around me keeping me on his lap. He started to switch back and forth between my nipples. Making them hard also turning me on as I wanted more than ever. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he got up, wrapping my legs around his waist. He took me upstairs laying me down on the bed moving his body over mine. Leaning down to kiss me softly as he rested his hands above my head again. "You ok with this?" he questioned. "Yeah, I'll let you know you if I want to stop" I nodded. "Ok, I'll only do what you want me to do, " he peeked my lips. "Thank you for asking" I smiled. He moved his lips back against my neck. Kissing down my body to my belly button, looking up at me. I nodded slightly for him to continue down, he started to undo my jeans. I lift my hips slightly, allowing him to pull my shorts off. He also pulled off my panties so I was fully naked on his bed. He stood on his knees as he pulled his shirt over his head. I bite my lip as my eyes wondered over his body, waiting for him to remove his pants. He grabbed my hand pulling me up to him. I placed my hands on his waist band slowly moving towards the button. I looked up at him as I started to unbutton his pants. He tangled his hands in my hair, slowly placing his lips against mine. I slowly started to kiss him back, tugging gently at his bottom lip. As I kept the kiss between us I pushed his pants down and his boxers. I wrapped my hand around his shaft as I felt him moan against my lips. His thumbs brushed against my skin as he pulled away from my lips. He stood up allowing his pants and boxers to fall to his feet. I moved to the edge of the bed grabbing the back of his neck. Pulling him closer to my body, placing my lips against his neck. I pushed him down on the bed moving over top of him. He pulled me close to his chest placing his lips against mine. I reached over to the night stand grabbing a condom, opening it without breaking the kiss. I slipped over his tip as he moved his hand down. He finished putting it on before moving my hips over his. I smiled against his lips as I felt his tip rub against my slit. I wrapped my hand around his shaft as I lined it up with my entrance. I slightly started to sit back allowing him to enter me, sliding fully into me. He groaned as his hands gripped my hips tighter, I slowly started to move. He started to thrust up into me as I moved my hips down towards his. I leaned my head back as I started to moan. He sat up wrapping his arm around my waist, his hand against my neck. He titled my head forward placing his lips against mine. He kept me moving against him as I wrapped my arms around his neck. He thrusted his hips up as he moved me against the bed, opening my legs wider. He smirked as he looked down at me, moving faster and deeper. I gripped the bed sheet as I arched my back, edging closer to a climax. He thrust a few more times and took me over the edge, I clinched against him as I screamed out. He held his movement as he allowed me to fully experience my climax. He started to move again, thrusting deeper as he started to get close to a climax. He gripped my hips as he thrust harder bringing himself to a climax. He groaned as he filled up the condom, slowly removing himself from me. He lay beside me as we both tried to catch our breaths. I pulled the cover over us as we finally started to calm down. I moved the closest to him, resting my head against his chest, tracing my finger along his body. He smiled as he leaned down to kiss my forehead, pulling me closer. Somehow I felt as if I was right where I was always meant to be. We both slowly drifted off to sleep. I started to shuffle in the bed as I started to toss and turn. My breathing started picking up as the scenes ran through my mind. The bloody knife, his hands around my throat. I had nightmares about that day and I just couldn't never seem to shake them. "Hey, wake up, " he rubbed my shoulder. I gasped for air as I shot up in the middle of the bed. I placed my hands around my neck as I slowly started to realize where I was. I took a deep breath in and looked back meeting his worried eyes. He leaned up pulling me close to him, trying to calm me down. "Are you ok?" he questioned. "Yeah, just a bad dream" I nodded slightly. "You're safe, " he said. If only he knew how much hearing that meant. I knew I was safe with him I never questioned that. I knew I was buying in this town for a reason and maybe that reason was to start over. I was falling in love with Justin and I could tell his feelings were mutual. I lay back in his arms and fell back to sleep with him. In the morning I woke up when he moved out of the bed. I watched him walk into the bathroom, then into the kitchen. I got up putting his shirt over my body and pulling my panties on. I walked up behind him, wrapping my arm around his stomach, kissing the back of his neck. He smiled to himself before turning around peeking my lips. He made breakfast for us and we sat down to eat before we went our separate ways. I had to work and so did he, I walked to the restaurant from his house. I wrapped the apron around me as I walked to my first table of the day. I took their order and while I was putting the order on the board I heard someone come up behind me. "I found you" the person said. The sound of his voice froze me in place. I could feel my heartbeat faster as my breathing picked up. I couldn't believe that he actually found me, I was scared to turn around.