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My significant other is the best. He just... he's so tender and sweet. We laugh together and he makes me forget that I hate life for just a little while. I want this to last as long as possible because I might... you know, have the L feeling for him.

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Tonight was another first, but in a new way. Everything was going great, we were relaxing and unwinding after work and dinner. We were messing around and something triggered him yo aggressive pull my hair, not in a sexual way. It was forceful and ill-natured. He apologized instantly and let go, but didnt quite understand. I instantly shut down, I submitted and hid. He knows ive been abused before but he's never seen the real damage it did mentally. Well, until tonight, that was his first. He quickly pulled me into a reassuring cuddle and apologized repeatedly while telling me itd be okay. At that point I was crying and shaking violently. None of my abusers have ever apologized to me before. That was my first. I never knew that decent people would realize their mistakes so fast or that they would apologize and admit to them. He's such a great guy. I love him.

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Wow.... id been doing so good you know? Like, I saw the light and it was gorgeous, so close but so far away. I legit wanted to slice my throat open about an hour ago. Just because a man whom I loved told me to do something in the same tone my abuser used to. What he said wasnt aggressive or abusive at all, just something about his sleepy/sick voice sounded like the old one and woah. I just sat in the basement crying for 1.5 hours.

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My significant other said he loved me last night and that's so amazing but also really terrifying. I've never had someone love me back. Ive never had someone who loves me for who I am, not because they have too. I am so scared because he means so much to me. I love him too, I just dont know how to show it. But I'm going try and be fearless about it.

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