#jdmarie

[jdoemarie]

a princess for the day

[jdoemarie]

water weighting my alcoholism away

July came and went without saying goodbye

who’s to hold a heavy girl with heavy thoughts?

it’s really not a lot

but i know for you to carry me will take a great deal of sovereignty

will you be my shining knight in the pouring rain when i call out your name?

or will you capture me into an eternal rest without my consent?

i know that to have is to hold

but can you hold me and make me your dream?

i try to be polite without harboring white lies but you’ve got the best of me

i cannot lie

i write beautiful excuses in my journal why we would never fall in love

but it was you not wanting me

i know this time it can be different

i have faith

i won’t believe in the tales that the princess should suffer but that love can conquer

my demons are my shadows

i’m the blackest girl with the blackest heart

please don’t shiver when you fall

i will lift you up in my love and make you anew

believe me when i say I’m blessed

and i can bless you too

my idolatry for love has gifted me to place unwavering grace upon thee

let’s fall in love

it’s fairly easy

i hold you while you hold me

and i’ll walk with you through a tunnel of darkness with no end in mind

if you will allow me to be by your side