I feel like an explanation is needed...
My latest one for "Shooting Star" has stirred up some really interesting conversations in comments. Discussing the episode with fellow viewers is always my favorite part of making these videos, so first of all, thank you!
Second, I sort explained this in the description box at the end but if you know me at all I'm the most inarticulate person I've ever known. Words are difficult and frustrating for me. That's just how it is. Every time I try to express my thoughts with words in a way that will actually mean what I want, I end up rambling forever and it never seems to get my point across (this entire post will be an example of that).
Third, my reactions are my genuine, first time ever reaction to the episode. 99% of the time my first impression is completely different from how I ultimately end up feeling. But that's also kind of the point of the glee-actions, they're not meant to be polished and perfect, they're literally my knee-jerk reactions. If they were going to be perfect and have all my thoughts in order, they'd be reviews, not reactions.
Actually if you want to get a good idea bout how I really feel you should watch Lauren's Glogs. Everything she says expresses exactly how I ultimately feel about the glee episodes. She's a million times more articulate than I can ever be. Those are reviews, which isn't what I do, but they do express how I end up feeling (most of the time). I'm reacting at the same time as watching so I don't have a lot of time to process before the next scene or song starts up.
I'm not trying to apologize for my videos or how I react, I'm trying to explain that what you see in the videos may not be how I end up feeling. So, please ask me (if you want) and I will let you know after I've had time to process and really think about what I just watched.
Whew! I'm really proud of you and touched that you made it this far into the rant. Actually no, this wasn't a rant, it was an explanation, an expression. Which reminds me, again Lauren's VEDA from yesterday, she talks about rants (in the second half) and how she hates that word and what a rant is and...it's just really good, so watch that as well as her Glogs. Just watch all her videos because she's amazing.
Okay, that all for now...I'll probably think of a faster more accurate way of saying all this in about 30 minutes and regret making this entire post.
