i can't explain in words how proud i am of you. you have shown me what it's like to stay strong even when millions of people are after your neck. you have shown me the meaning of true friendship and love. you have shown me what it's like to be happy. and for that, i owe you forever and ever. you are truly an angel and the epitome of kindness. you mean more to me than anything ever will, i will be willing to give up my life for you if you ask. you're not reading this, i know that, but some part of my heart hopes that you somehow get this message and get reminded of how special you are and how much we love you. all the people who have undermined your talent are psychopaths at this point, you deserve nothing but pure happiness. you have gone through so much and it breaks my heart that you're turning 25 today because this is a whole year you've gone through. a year that was so tough but you still overcame. no, you are not favoured, no you are not spoilt, no you are not lazy. you are as close to perfection as it gets and i could not be more proud of you. you have overcome so many channels and inspired so many people including me to go on, i love you more than the world. you have given me NOTHING but happiness and a smile escapes my lips everytime i look at you. you are a work of art, your eyes hold so much substance, your story is still being written and it holds so much power for everyone. everyone including the dusty crusty haters. you are truly a gorgeous strong powerful woman who has shown everyone that you're not afraid to stand up for yourself. i know it's hard for you to open up, but you're slowly overcoming your fears. and i love you so much for it. i have nothing but affection in my heart for my hard working, talented queen. you are gorgeous and deserve so much love. i'm sorry they hurt you, nini, i really am. but you have an army of jensetters who adore you to death. you are our sunshine and it's time for us to be yours. we love you to death and beyond. i don't know where to end this, i know i cant end it because i love you so much, that my letter would never end if that were possible but it's not. i can't change that but i hope you go to bed feeling happy tonight, feeling worth it, because you are that and more. love you <3
