#jerrard

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Mar 12, 1989 Mike Vellucci vs Paul Jerrard

Mar 12, 1989 Mike Vellucci vs Paul Jerrard

Indianapolis Ice vs Kalamazoo Wings

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88 89 Paul Jerrard vs Chris McSorley

88 89 Paul Jerrard vs Chris McSorley

Kalamazoo Wings vs Indianapolis Ice

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[slushpuppee]

Jerrard is gone. I cried a lot Sunday because it was all ending. Im glad I said what I said. Im glad that his soul heard me even though I might have been saying too much for him in the moment. He said he cried about everything on the plane and wrote an entry in my journal for me before he left. Im still crying.  We talked for awhile about the weekend and his only regret was not playing guitar with me enough and sharing long moments of silence. The best moments with my favorite people are always in the silence. It meant a lot that he cherishes those times just as much as I do. Cuz honestly that silent car ride listening to all his favorite songs was the best part of going back home for me.

My favorite part of Saturday was watching him dance/sing along to Destroyer. I hate that he missed seeing the band to be with me. But I love that it shaped the mood of the weekend and now that one Destroyer song will always remind me of him. 

Also find it funny that he secretly just wanted to do everything I wanted to do, but I was too busy trying to make it fun for him. Couldve just made guitar loops all weekend and listened to all my playlists. Next time. 

[slushpuppee]

Am I going to cry every time I hear this song?

[slushpuppee]

Best part of Detroit was driving around the city listening to Jerrards cd mixes. I miss my friend. I miss not having to talk and just sitting together listening to music. 

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I want to play Desire Lines with Jerrard and then hug for hours. Or like smoke and end up laying together so it’s less weird. Couch lock did this to us not feels!

And I don’t care if he takes the solo part cuz he’s better at it. I can let go lol

[slushpuppee]

I miss smoking with Jerrard and going to the art museum. I miss smoking with Jerrard and just doing random shit in Detroit. I miss smoking with Jerrard and then hanging out with my family lol. I miss smoking in his van and driving to nature preserves to sit by the water.

I miss smoking with Jerrard period. I miss Jerrard.