#jesse chang

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Source “Starbase ZZT” by Jerry Hsu/Jesse Chang (1992) [STARBASE.ZZT] - “Pusher Puzzle :)” {🔫: 0} Play This World Online ---- Discover More Information About This World on the Museum of ZZT

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Source “Space Station ZZT” by Jerry Hsu/Jesse Chang [STATION.ZZT] - “Boulders” Play This World Online

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Source “Time: Disrupting the Continuum” by Craig Boston/Jesse Chang (1995) [TIMEDTC1.ZZT] - “*City* Wrong Way” {🔫: 0} Play This World Online ---- Discover More Information About This World on the Museum of ZZT

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cock warming

includes ִ ࣪𖤐⋆ jesse, tommy, joel

note ִ ࣪𖤐⋆ idk why but this was so much harder than the strap warming one

jesse

cock warming with jesse is a full time job

he expects you to sit pretty on his lap with his cock buried in you the entire time and gives you such a sad look when you have to get up

maria gave him a camera soon after he joined jackson and he uses it for a myriad of different things but the ones he keeps hidden in his bedside table are selfies with you both smiling as you sit on his lap ;)

will sometimes slide it in while you're both sleepy so he can fall asleep with your warmth wrapped around him

has you sit facing him so he can suck on your nipples and have you play with his hair while you two talk about your days

tommy

isn't into cock warming as much as some other men, it ends up hurting after a while

he doesn't have the same issues as joel but it still takes him a while to get hard again so hearing you babble on about random shit while you shift and twist on him causes his cock to ache

he'll never admit it but sometimes when council meeting get too long his mind wanders to what it would be like to have you sitting on his lap right now with his cock buried in you

memorizes your curves and edges from the outside in so he can imagine you warming his cock during patrol in the winter months

bonus

if you're maria and tommys third you'll get stuffed full of his cock and her strap to keep you pliant and whiny

joel

cock warming is strictly for after sex

treats cock warming as a personal punishment when he doesn't think he deserves to cum

it takes a while for him to get hard in between sessions so cock warming is something that keeps you both satisfied

teases you with gentle touches around your clit so he can feel you jump and squeeze around him

he can't draw but he does have wooden figures stashed away of you naked and will use them while imagining it's actually you

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I'm sorry but I can't get Jesse's death out of my head, I just wished that he was just shot in the shoulder and survived all this. But I also imagined the reader waiting for him to come back to Jackson to finally tell him how they feel after weeks of walking around it, then the others come back with his body...

words never said tlou tv show jesse

note ִ ࣪𖤐⋆ i may have gotten a little carried away

imagine coming to jackson with jesse, both of you tattered and exhausted kids who were running from a pack when you stumbled upon the gates. being rescued by a woman who heard your little screams. when you two were let in you clung to jesse like a lifeline. he was only two years older than you but he felt like an ancient wisdom standing talk beside you. a woman with long hair comes to kneel before you two. she takes a moment to take in your chubby cheeks and his scrawny arms before smiling.

"When did you two get separated?"

"I don't remember, over five months. I stopped keeping track."

"Well, you two are safe now. Do you want something to eat? We're having eggs."

you face lights up at the prospect of having something that doesn't come from a can. looking up at jesse your smile contorts into a frown, mimicking him.

"I'm not giving you them."

"Oh, god, honey. No, absolutely not. They won't leave your sight."

he hesitates but the woman doesn't drop her smile for a moment. you can't stop looking between them. an intense stare between two leaders. finally jesse gives a small nod and the woman stands with her hand out. taking it gently she leads you two to a house further into town.

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two years and three months later and the woman, maria, has made a home for you two. a small shed she converted into a mini house until jesse was old enough to properly take care of one himself. at 7 am you're both awake and ready for the day. by noon you're in the middle of your studies, despite jesse's complaints, maria insists that it's important. by 5 pm you're sitting at the diner with maria and jesse happily munching away on some chicken. at 9 pm you're tucked into jesse's arms as you drool against his chest.

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a few more years and jesse is finally old enough to not only maintain his schedule without interference, but he can properly keep up to date on house maintenance. when you move into the place you're just shy of your 15th birthday. for weeks he talked about a surprise for your birthday but never let you in on it until today. he wrapped his hands around your eyes and carefully guided you throughout town until you abruptly stopped. practically tearing his hands off you stare up in astonishment. you've never seen this house before and you wonder aloud who it belongs to.

"It's ours, well it's mine."

"Wow! Really?"

he nods and you look back up. tan and red masonry mixes with dark tiles. a white trim brings everything together with an assortment of different shaped windows littering the faces.

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when dina and jesse start dating you're still young enough to not understand the pain in your chest. you do nothing but smile and laugh alongside them even as your heart aches. the first time they break up you get a sense of euphoria that only dissipates when they get back together not even a week later. as you age you start to understand your feelings with the help of ellie. a few months after she joins jackson you both make an alliance. maintaining your personal friendship no matter the outcome of both your crush's relationship.

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when ellie and dina disappear a few months after joel dies you know immediately what happened. not even two weeks later and tommy and jesse end up disappearing. you're left utterly alone alongside maria who is doing everything in her power not to crumble. you help put around town trying your hardest to make up for everyone's absence. each day is grueling and you're left exhausted and empty. you count down the days, something you never did as a child. it never felt important enough but with nearly everyone you love being gone it feels right. you never lose hope even when one day you wake up in the middle of the night, your throat raw from screaming. the next few nights are spent consumed by nightmares and a feeling of dread that never goes away.

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the second those gates start creaking you're sprinting out of your home and onto the streets. pushing past the crowd you paise at tommy's broken face. a huge, half open mark runs from the top of his cheekbone down to his lip which splits open. ellie and dina are hunched over, their bodies spirits broken and bodies bruised as they follow behind. jesse's horse but no jesse. your heart drops as you push forward. popping out of the crowd tommy's eyes land on you instantly. shaking his head starts the tears but seeing the shaped blanket being dragged behind ellie and dina has you on your knees. you can't even scream, as much as you want to all you can do is sob.

[sombrashe]

zombie werewolf jesse chang aesthetic

[sombrashe]

the jackson crew and their scents

jesse

musk, shea butter, and sandalwood

he uses an old timey crystal container with a glass dabber for his scented oils

he read an old magazine on different ways to put on perfume and how to make it stick and by god did he take it to heart

he changes up his scents a lot but always sticks with ones that have sandalwood somewhere in them

while he does smell sweaty the scent he put on before leaving for patrol is always sticking to him faintly by the end of it

ellie

sweat, copper, and cinnamon

she doesn't use scents regularly and only prefers them when she knows she has to attend an event

will use floral scents with woodsy undertones because dina said she smelled like flowers and dirt "it smells nice" once when they first met

since she's always on patrol or working on the farm she maintains this cling of dirt and sweat emanating from her pores

on the farm dina learns to make her own scents and always keeps an undertone of rainy earth for ellie's

dina

lavender, vanilla, and baking bread

her bubbly personality allows her to make friends with nearly anyone and she uses this power to gain extra soaps and lotions

her favorite moisturizer is an oil with lavender and bergamot orange undertones

she prefers using her refillable roller on her pulse points but will also happily use a spray if that's the only way she can get it

she used to take bath and body works scents in between living with her family and living in jackson

[sombrashe]

your account has been a small obsession of mine the past few days simply bcs i adore your jesse writings, i hope you get more recognition within tlou's fandom soon!!! it's my first time ever requesting so i dunno if that's the right way to do it. i wish you a good day and a really warm and comfy bed! 🖤

so.. do u think u can write smth, just a angst to fluff sweet little piece, about reader feeling insecure over dina and jesse's old relationship? not only feeling like she is not good enough, but also bcs she is experiencing a relationship for the first time and jesse has already done all this with his ex. reader thinking it's just a matter of time bfore he realizes that she's too inexperienced and leaves so she chooses to leave first and spare the heartbreak but jesse doesn't even let her go? she rants to him abt her insecurities and yeah they live happily ever after lol (maybe a little kiss here and there too hehe)

do you see me? tlou tv show jesse

content ִ ࣪𖤐⋆ angst, feelings of unworthiness, attempt at a breakup, comfort, reader is a step-parent, 1 use of y/n because i didn't know what else to have jj call you lol

note ִ ࣪𖤐⋆ ahhh thank you for such kind words 🥹 i always adore it when people compliment my writing. as much as i love attention i love the little collection of fellow jesse lovers that have been following me recently!! thank you, i hope both sides of your pillow are cool and your blanket is cozy :3

god you feel pathetic. there he is smiling and laughing alongside dina. yet instead of feeling involved you feel like a third wheel. it's jesse's night with jj and of course he's going to converse with his babys mom, of course he is. so why do you feel so rotten inside?

"Are you going to teach him anymore tracking? He's getting pretty good at picking up the different animal prints."

dina looks over at you with the same smile she's been giving jesse. you know it is so you shouldn't feel jealous. you know this. smiling back you give a gentle nod. god she looks gorgeous today.

"Of course, I was thinking about getting into animal droppings next. Something a little more challenging."

she grins at that and ruffles her little ones hair. giving him a big peck on the cheeks she hands him off to jesse with a small goodbye. you follow behind, back to your shared home, thoughts plaguing you every step of the way. you haven't felt this way since jj was born and you hate it. the feeling of not being good enough having been missing from your life for several years. when you arrive home you go straight to the kitchen. your attempt to distract yourself only lasts for a little while. just long enough for you to slice a few apples and pour some fresh water out for jj as a snack. setting the plate in front of him you watch as he takes a small bite before absolutely devouring the plate. you do normal parenting things to help jesse. teach jj a little more about tracking while it's still daylight, give jj a little bath filled with wet clothes and lots of giggles, tuck jj into bed with two kisses to the forehead from daddy and y/n. slinking out of his room you sigh and beeline straight to your room downstairs. you're just about to start changing when strong arms wrap around your middle. without a second thought you shake them off and go back to your routine. at this point hoping anything will take your mind off the terrible feelings swirling in your brain.

"Are you feeling okay? You've been quiet all day."

"Just tired."

he knows you better than that. knows all your telltale signs. so it's mo surprise when he gently turns you around to look up at him. keeping your eyes low you attempt to keep a straight face. you give a nonchalant shrug despite the quivering in your lip.

"What's wrong? Talk to me."

"It's nothing, really."

the damn breaks and you're left sniffling. tears follow the curve of your cheek as they drip onto calloused fingers. you don't wanna do this, not with jj sleeping in the room above yours. pushing your way out of jesse's grip you start changing. soft plaid pants and an even softer plain shirt replaces your casual wear. rubbing harshly at your cheeks you turn to face jesse. seeing his face breaks you completely. he has this look in his eyes, pity and pain. a mixture that seemingly cements your thoughts.

"You don't deserve this, I'm too much for you. I'm sorry, I'll sleep on the couch tonight."

"What are you talking about? Is this a breakup? Are you trying to leave me right now?"

"If you think that's best. We can wait until JJ goes back to Dina's tomorrow night. That's probably best."

he looks gobsmacked, just utterly clueless. he's seen you like this before and just like last time he keeps his distance until given the okay.

"I don't think that's best at all, it's a terrible idea really."

he takes a step forward with full intent to comfort you after the waterworks start back up. pausing he wants to give you the opportunity to dent or embrace him. a back and forth you have with yourself as you attempt to make sense of the feelings surging through you. you want to hug him, feel his arms embrace you and remind you how safe you are with him. you also want to leave and never return to jackson, make it easier on the both of you. hiccuping you shake your head at him.

"Why are you with me? Is it because I was easy?"

"You're the opposite of easy."

"Exactly see. I'm a disappointment."

"That is not what I said, at all. I thought today was a good day."

"It was, I'm sorry. I'm being stupid. I'll go."

"No, you're not. Talk to me."

"As if you don't know. I'm just a charity case aren't I? I mean look at me. Over three decades into the end of the world and I'm nothing. You deserve someone as beautiful as Dina, not some frumpy thing like me."

"Where is this coming from?"

you shrug at that. you have no clue where this is coming from. nothing of note has happened to make you feel this lousy yet here you are spilling all your cards. jesse closes the space between you now. taking your hands in his he looks down at you with a serious expression. something he would use with a rowdy patrol partner.

"I wouldn't choose anyone else. Ever. You're the best thing to happen to me. You make everyday worth living. I love you more than you can even know."

your tears only worsen at his confession. every bad thought confirmed with the opposite superstition. he leans down to gently kiss your wet lips. resting his forehead against yours he speaks again.

"If you want some time alone I'll sleep on the couch, but I want you to know that I care deeply for you. More than anyone else."

you give him a slow kiss, something comforting. he leans back to look at you. he's looking at you like you've singlehandedly hung the stars in the night sky. a few broken sobs escape from behind your lips as you start to calm down. your frantic self hatred melting away as jesse holds you.

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be, you're just being you. I'm used to it."

"You shouldn't be."

"Just like you shouldn't have to comfort me after my nightmares."

"I do that because I love you, obviously I'm going to comfort you."

"Exactly."

exactly. snuggling into his chest he simply holds you until you feel comfortable enough to pull away.

"I'm tired."

"Crying will do that, let's get you to bed. We have to be up early tomorrow."

"Okay."

you follow him to bed. slipping under the covers you let him gather you into his arms. resting you cheek on his chest you listen to his heartbeat. so long as you continue hearing that sound you know you'll always be his.