Jun 10, 2016
In your eyes, I found the most broken soul. I wonder if you know, that with me, you’ll always have a place to go.
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In your eyes, I found the most broken soul. I wonder if you know, that with me, you’ll always have a place to go.
NAME: Jesse. BIRTHDAY: June 11 1996 RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Much taken by Kento ZODIAC SIGN: Gemini SIBLINGS: Younger sister. PETS: A dog. TIME: 10:52am PHONE: iPhone LOVE OR LUST: Hm. With the right person, either can be great. LEMONADE OR ICED TEA: Mint tea over ice. Cats or Dogs: Dogs. COKE OR PEPSI: Coke. DAY OR NIGHT: Night MEET A CELEBRITY: I know a lot of them. (keeping) CHAPSTICK OR LIPSTICK: Chapstick. CITY OR COUNTRY: Country LAST SONG PLAYED: Sexy Zone -Shouri No Hi Made.
Tagging- @diosrico, Hokuto - @bakaleya-buddies, @nanxmin, @mvjou, @tamamxri, @xtaitai.
@almostedible
Nakajima, your reply to “Are you in love with Jesse?” - actually just the question. I read and re-read that question for waaaaay longer than I probably should have; and then after I read your reply, I was stunned and even speechless and there are not too many times that one can say they rendered me speechless. Congrats on that. You sure did manage that, and easily. Too easily.
The answer, your answer, stupefied me to the point of feeling like I was literally struck by lightning. Holy shit! I don’t know about you at all. You make me feel things that I swore I would never feel again. You’re like a summer day when it is so hot and humid that you just feel electrified. My whole body is charged with little currents when your close to me. You are humidity, you are jolts of light into my senses again; like when you die and they have to shock you back to life - that’s YOU! You was my shock back to life. I wasn’t expecting you or this when I asked about your user name and me being the smartass that I am I was just expecting .... no. I didn’t know what I was expecting. Maybe I wasn’t expecting anything at all, and there was my shock back into life.
You gave me something that was long ago taken from me - you gave me ME, you gave me that crazy wild kid that never questioned just jumping in head first without a helmet. There was no guards up with you, no safety net. When we first started the whole “Here we go...” I’m not even gonna lie - I was scared half to death. I was afraid of being hurt again. I was afraid of letting all those protective walls that I had so carefully built down. I was afraid of being that vulnerable to anyone again, but there was something in you that made me feel like, just one more time, dropping them.
I’m not going to say that this will be easy and I’m actually pretty sure, with our personalities and past[s] it won’t be easy at all, but I’m willing to try, this one last time - with you. I’m still scared. I won’t say I’m not and there will probably even be times that I may get .... weird, scared to lose you. Hell I’m already scared of losing you and I barely have you yet. I might, at times, even seem like I push you away just to pull you back. I promise you I will do that. I will test your words and probably even you, but only because I am scared that I will lose you. I can’t. There is already something in me that says ‘I can’t lose you. I won’t lose you..’ so please just stay.
And I love you too.
Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. Tagged by: Taiga said to do it. Jesse | 19
• WHAT WAS YOUR: Last Beverage: Cherry Cola. Last phone call: Baa-Baa. Last text message: ‘I don’t think I can’ Last song you listened to: Mighty long fall - one ok rock Last time you cried: It’s been a long time.
• HAVE YOU EVER: Dated someone twice: Yes Been cheated on: Yes. Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes. Lost someone special: Yes. Been depressed: Hasn’t everyone..? Been drunk and threw up: No.
• LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: Blue, Green, red.
• LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: Made a new friend: Yes. Fallen out of love: No. Laughed until you cried: Yes. Met someone who changed you: No. I’m not changing for anyone ever again. Found out who your true friends are: Yes. Found out someone was talking about you: People talk, no matter how good or bad you are.
• FIRSTS: First surgery: My tonsils out. First piercing: My ears and belly button. First best friend: Taiga. First sport you joined: Soccer. First vacation: Las Vegas. Family goes there every Christmas. First pair of trainers: I have no idea.
• RIGHT NOW: Eating: Nothing. Drinking: Cherry cola. I’m about to: Do homework. Waiting for: Starting Uni.
• YOUR FUTURE:
Want kids: No. I don’t really like kids. Get married: I don’t know. Career: Our debut.
• WHICH IS BETTER: Lips or eyes: Lips. Hugs or Kisses: Kisses. Shorter or Taller: Most are shorter than me anyways. Older or younger: Older...? Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous. Nice stomach or nice arms: Mm, Stomach. Sensitive or Loud: Loud. Hook-up or relationship: I’m not looking for a relationship right now, hook-up. Trouble maker or hesitant: Trouble maker
• HAVE YOU EVER: Kissed a stranger: Yes. Drank hard liquor: No. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes. Sex on first date: Uh. Maybe. Broke someones heart: Yes. Been arrested: No. Turned someone down: Yes. Cried when someone died: I haven’t had anyone near me die but I would. Yes. Fallen for a friend: Yes.
• DO YOU BELIEVE IN: Yourself: Yes. Miracles: No. Love at first sight: Yes. Heaven: Yes. Santa claus: Not anymore but I pretend for my sister. Kiss on the first date: Yes. Angels: Yes.
Tagging: Anyone who wants to do it that hasn’t done it yet.
I’ve opened and closed a tab to talk to you at least a million times and always end up closing it again. Why do you have this affect on me?
white day delivery~
-leaves a small box with a note-
Jessi hey i’ve made some treats for white day so i’m giving some to you! i’ll be waiting for your message on how much you liked it ne!
💋
-Yugo
Jesshi I think you are... in need of a lot of shirt. Why do you keep taking off the one's you already have?
*laughs as he reads it..* In need of shirts? I always like getting new clothes, and shopping. Johnny-san said I should take them off, since I am older now.