Author Notes: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! I hope you treat and love yourself, whoever you spend time with or spend alone! I offer a special one: Makoyuma Valentine's Day headcanon!
Makoto made ridiculous romance gestures, giving big rose bouquet and danced before he kissed Yuma. Other he decided to make reservation at fancy restaurant with Yuma. Yuma was so nervous and wasn’t use to fancy restaurant. Yuma didn’t know what he should act, but Makoto told him focus on him and food he ordered to. “Enjoy it.”
You can tell Makoto might bad at how he express his real feeling, but he enjoy watching Yuma eat and make face like that.
For Yuma, he enjoyed taking care of a person, he love to spoil and pamper Makoto because he want to help Makoto for relieve the stress. He believe in Makoto deserve attention he never have before. Makoto secretly love it, especially enjoy being touchy by Yuma.
Makoyuma showed each other their love language. Makoto does gift giving, and Yuma does acts of service. They surely spoil each other, as their desire for physical touch.
Makoto grows clingy and possessive over Yuma, as he won’t let go of him, after Yuma accepts him as a friend. People and Yuma's detective friends stare at Makoto's clingy behavior in a weird way. Yuma wasn't bothered by Makoto's clinginess, but felt embarrassed at the same time.
Makoto could take rejection well, but hid his hurt feelings when it came to Yuma. He acted normally well, too, but Yuma’s attention was on others for once. He didn’t know how to express his emotion. He once held pain back longer, but he finally lost control; he would rage out of jealousy. He would do anything to win Yuma’s attention. Makoto even cut or made people who were close to Yuma (and Yuma’s friends, too) disappear. You didn’t want to see Makoto’s rage.
Author note: After finishing Master Detective Archives: Rain Code last month, MakoYuma entered my brain. I can't help thinking of how Makoto has a weird affection for Yuma.
I'm going to make MakoYuma (マコユマ) headcanon threads below. I warn you, there will be dead-dove content depending on the day or when I feel like it.
You may notice I use Japanese ship tags. I'm open-minded to both positions, although I may lean toward top Makoto and bottom Yuma, lol.
Here's my first headcanon:
I noticed Makoto knew everything in Kanai Ward, even that Kurumi was being informed. Makoto being a stalker, lol, but I imagined he watched and stalked Yuma in his obsessive affection, heheheheh.
Makoto grew bored of watching people and Kani ward daily; nothing changed. He knew he had to protect the city and people. He had to do his job out of love. Until Yuma arrived in, he started to enjoy it. Yuma became his favorite “TV show/movies”. His life started to glow.
Since Makoto wanted and stated he would be friends with Yuma, but Yuma continued to distrust and reject him. Makoto was impressed by Yuma, who was wary of him, but wondered whether they could become friends under different circumstances and how Yuma would feel about him as he got to know him better, without threatening his master plan.
Yuma can’t figure out which Makoto makes jokes or expresses his real feelings for him, in how he talks weirdly. Makoto comments that he would date Yuma and then claim it's a joke. Other, Makoto touches and embraces him with his affection. Yuma may never find or see through Makoto’s true intentions toward him.
Note: I’m sorry for posting my fanfic so late one day! I hope you enjoy to read it!
Warning: Crappy Grammar Errors! It might hint on NDRV3 spoiler implied in chapter 6.
Talent / Pre-game:
A boring world was really so existing in the society where people have to go to school and work in their whole life. Parents made their high expectation for their children must get so successful in order to get fit into society. They faced their challenge in their schools that they would get stressful and frustrated so much. All students had free times, but still hadn’t enough time for getting relax a lot. Their mind kept to tell them, “Study! Study! Study! You have to be successful or else, you’ll lose everything!” It would get a perfect life if they managed to become successful to get a good reputation for the society. They feel they served their Emperor for good. It will get so perfect world where everyone is fit into the society, right?...........
NAH! Nah! Nah! It would become so boning world where they keep to doing it in common sense. Unlike a purple flick hair boy named Kokichi Ouma, an orphan boy who distrust people in the world expect his own group. They lived in an orphanage together since they were children. Ouma got bullied a lot for being so weak, but a few males happened to appear in front of them and yelled at a group of bullying. When bullies left, they asked if Ouma was okay and brought him to their group. They introduced each other since they shared a common sense about having no friends. Then, they started to get warm to each other and spend time together even agreed to go to the same school together. While they formed a chess club, the group voted Ouma for becoming president based on his skill. Ouma often played chess with them and explained how he had a strategy well with make on his move. Chess club was a very important to them about having a fun and developing the skills that might lead them might become a good team on someday. However, Ouma was still so weak and got bullied a lot. He won’t tell his friends about his problem because he didn’t want to make them so worried although they noticed he kept to have injured a lot on his face. A weak boy really pleasured his friends always stay at his side, but something missed so deeply in his own heart.
One day, Ouma walked on sidewalks around the city in the crowd after his school over. He kept thinking himself about what his life would look like in the future. Will his life keep like that forever? Will he always a weak boy forever like his bullied kept to say it? Many people walked past each other a lot without contact eyes with each other. Ouma sensed a boring atmosphere of them seem to be unhappy, tired, and stressful have a nothing life at all in the general. He walked so slowly such as he observed people’s emotions and behaviors. People seemed to have no freedom, but just followed the rule of the society. Will he go to become like them? Ouma started to get so scared about his future. He found a spot of the bench behind the water fountain and sat there. A peaceful finally started in his mind until he heard the sound of tapping on the glass. Ouma turned to look at someone turned out a beautiful boy although he had a creepy face, sat next to him. A beautiful boy happily watched it on his smartphone while listened to the music. Ouma wondered why he was so happy since it was so rare to see people were so happy here and took to look at what the video he watched. Oh, it’s Danganronpa. Ouma often heard people talked about a reality television, Danganronpa although he never watched it yet. Ouma took his times to asked so courageously to him if it was a really good show. A beautiful boy quickly turned around his face to face and grabbed Ouma’s hands, nodded himself, his eyes were so swirls, and yelled, “Yes!!!! IT WAS SO AMAZING SHOW!!! YOU MUST WATCH IT!!!”
Ouma got startled at beautiful boy’s loud voice and his face got close to him while his hands started to get sweat a lot now. A nervous boy was unsure what should he say in next and tried to get his hands off from a beautiful boy’s hand, “ummm….I’m so glad….but….you…hold….my….hand…so tight…and your…face……”
A beautiful boy noticed Ouma’s hands were shaken, finally let go of his hands, and apologized for startling Ouma. Ouma stated it was okay and he was very curious about Danganronpa. A hat boy offered Ouma to watch it together and then, Ouma accepted it. They hadn’t realized they didn’t introduce watch other yet. He finally introduced himself, Shuichi Saihara and offered his hand. Ouma did same one, took and shook Saihara’s hand. They watched the video on Saihara’s smartphone while Saihara explained what the game about, what the parpticlae will do, and ultimate talent. When the video, they made their agreement about meet at a water foundation for hanging out. When Saihara said bye and left, Ouma touched on his chest and felt something so strange like never before. Next day, Ouma ran toward to a water foundation as being late because of playing the chess took a bit longer. He noticed Saihara sat on the bench that he felt so bad for making him wait long. Ouma apologized Saihara for being late, but Saihara admitted he was late too because of his school. They again watched the next episode of Danganronpa, discussed who’s the murder, talked about their hobbies, and were so happy something they never felt before. They started to get know and warm more with each other when they often spend time with each other. It was really different much than spending time with his friends. It wasn’t that, but…..um………Saihara was a really special person Ouma couldn’t be explained other description of him. He really felt so guiltily about didn’t make time with his friends that he was always left so quickly when they were going to ask him. Must make time with them on someday. One day, Ouma gave the movie ticket to Saihara for the weekend and thought Saihara might like it about a detective. Saihara happily accepted it. They went to the movie theatre, bought snacks, and watched it together on the weekend. While still watching the detective movie, Ouma took his time on eat the popcorn, turn around at Saihara, and wanted to see his reaction by curiosity. Saihara’s eyes showed so spark and happiness too that make Ouma’s feeling of happy much! The detective movie finally over, Saihara praised a lot about the storyline and mystery in his expression of love a lot and thanks Ouma for inviting him to the movie!
“No problem, I’m so happy”, Ouma was blush and strangely found happiness so deeply in his heart.
Before Ouma was going to return his home, he heard Saihara’s voice, “Hey, you invited me to the movie. I’d like to return the flavor. Would you like to participate with me in next Danganronpa game?”
It was really unexpected ask he ever heard! Saihara continued to explain an audition is coming soon, he thought it would be wondering about his friend like Ouma join together, and believe it would be so fun. Ouma had few minutes to think himself and told him, “I will think about it.”
In Ouma’s room, he watched a copy video of Danganronpa Saihara gave him on television. Will it change on his life once he would participate in Danganronpa game? He admitted he agrees with Saihara it would be fun with a friend together until the loud sound coming from someone yelled. Ouma looked up at his television and saw that was horrible scene…….of…..execution……
Is it’s fake, right? Danganronpa game was reality show…….people…..really….enjoy…..to…..watch
……real..people….died. No way, it was impossible, right? If participators really died in television, he remembered Saihara’s explained how people died in the way. Does that mean Saihara or him will die there too? Ouma’s body began to shake and thought how it was scary. It may be so boring life in the world, but die…………….
Ouma met Saihara again at water foundation, Saihara insisted Ouma check out the scene of an extraordinary murder in his excitement. A fanboy was so ready to take his figure it out, but Ouma asked him so unexpectedly in his fearful, “Are you really okay you’ll die in television?”
Saihara looked up at Ouma and his eyes were so shocked, but calm down himself, “So? It’s my dream of participating in Danganronpa game since I first watched the first game.”
“Is it’s really okay like that?!??!?! What’s about your family and friends? They surely worried about you!” Ouma tried to wake up Saihara about reality world.
“I didn’t care, my parents really mean nothing to me as they persisted me to keep study for getting successful. They don’t understand my feeling. I haven’t had a time for making friends. Why? STUDY! STUDY! STUDY! All I have to is study it! I can’t stand out anymore! I thought you’re finally my first friend who understand me well” Saihara explained what he hated his life about.
“Is your life really unworthy to you? It’s suicide mission” Ouma became more fear.
“I didn’t care about life or die, but I have a good idea. Let me tell you, I want to be detective become the culprit who will kill. It’ll be so dark twist I can!” Saihara started to act more strangle and his eyes were a swirl in very much crazy that Ouma never saw him so worse before. Ouma made her decision to reject on Saihara’s ask and ran away from him. Saihara was so shocked at Ouma’s answer and heartbreak himself alone.
A few days later, Ouma never meet Saihara there again, had to focus on his school, and had to get prepared for his future. It would best for him, right? He didn’t need to worried about Saihara, right? A purple-hair boy heard the group of girls rumored about Danganronpa. They discussed if their boyfriends asked them to join with them that’s game, their mix feeling about what’s the consequences will bring, and had a hard time to make their decision. However, they said their boyfriends changed their mind because they didn’t want to lose each other in their love dedication. Ouma once heard “love” could lead to putting the last puzzle piece in his heart and sighed himself.
Ouma met his group friends in chess club after his class end, wanted to make his announcement to them, and explained he was really so glad to meet them. He announced that he will audition for next Danganronpa game. His friends’ reactions were completely so shocked! A few male friends against his decision wanted to know the reason, and asked if Saihara were more important to him than them! Yes, Ouma told them everything about Saihara since he first met him. Ouma explained his reason, “I always replied on you guys for protecting me from the bully. I’m so weak. No, it’s not that. I never meet wonderful people like you and you put your faith in me being president of the chess club. You both guys and Saihara are special to me. However, it’s time for me to change. The truth is I don’t understand something miss in my heart, but I finally find it. I’m sorry I can’t describe how do I feel, but I know I want to protect him. It will be so risky, but I will take it to do anything to keep him alive. I know what’s kind of person I want to be in the game. It’ll be my last moment with you, I won’t forget about it. I’m sorry.”
His male friends were going to convince Ouma must stay, but a girl who had big breast stopped him and realized Ouma’s feeling was love for Saihara, “I understand. I will support you.”
Few female agreed with her and stared at male friends like Ouma made his decision. They stated their agreement although they were still unhappy. Ouma hugged them together as a group hug and share emotion and crying a lot. Ouma gave his farewell to his group and left them like going to disappear…….
Ouma ran on the sidewalks while he hoped Saihara would be there like always. He spotted someone sat on the breach in the long distance which is so hard. Ouma increased his speed in a run toward someone and got so close to spot on someone until clearly confirmed to be Saihara at all which Ouma was so relieved. Saihara heard his name got called and turned around at Ouma in unexpectedly way. Ouma had breathed so hard from running too much. Saihara asked him what he was doing here. Ouma apologized, “I’m sorry for my behavior earlier. I change my mind, I will join with you in Danganronpa game.”
“Really?!?!??!” Saihara in fanboy mood!
Ouma nodded himself and Saihara took out the paper of his school bag and showed it to him. It signed up of an audition for Danganronpa game. Saihara yelled in so excited and slowly became so crazy, “Let’s make an interesting game they would never see before! Let’s do it together!”
“Yes,” Ouma smiled at him although he still so scared of Saihara’s behavior. He shook his head, I have to do it. It’s my decision. Saihara-chan, I will do anything to protect you. I’m sorry, but I won’t let you die in the game………
Note: I’m sorry for being very late! I hope I can continue to do more days in late time!
Warning: Crappy Grammar Errors! It’s R-15 at the times. It might hint on NDRV3 spoiler in chapter 5.
Love/Hate:
A situation appeared to be a depression than they thought so and everything was so pretty mess up. Some survivors sat alone in their own room, didn’t know what to do themselves and felt the killing game might never end. Wishing someone like Kaito would bring a positive energy out of their body, but unfortunately, he was captured by a liar man like Ouma. Ouma revealed himself to be a mastermind and warned them would likely get killed if they plan to try to save Kaito. His malicious laughter couldn’t be forgotten and become their nightmare. There now was a detective boy, Saihara was lying down on his own bed depression who couldn’t sleep and his depression got to increase. His hair got messy and his eyes got a black circle when he woke up while still too tired. Thinking about what Ouma revealed everything about being the mastermind and the truth about killing game, is that it? Yes, Ouma was a pretty suspicious person since Saihara couldn’t catch up with his lies, but Ouma possibly didn’t be a too oblivious mastermind. A gloomy boy couldn’t help but thought it might a lie for a good reason, but at the same time, worried about what he will do with Kaito. Is Ouma really mastermind at all since he stated the truth about everything? Will he kill us when we will try to save Kaito? What’s the purpose of a killing game?!?!?!?! If Ouma going to hurt, Saihara would surely kill him for it! Murdering him isn’t an answer, but just….Kaito……was……
That was enough, his headache began since he thought himself too much so he had to get relax although his body didn’t feel like it. What will he do other beside sleeping? He tried to get sleep right now and his eyes slowly closed…….
In the dark blank background, it was like someone was lost and couldn’t find anywhere either anyone. No one was there to help them. It was Saihara’s thought while he was still sleeping. Is it possible his dream? No, it was just his dark thoughts in Saihara’s feeling right now. How long can they keep to play a killing game? Is that game supposed to end like this when mastermind appeared to? It didn’t make the sense at all…..forget it. He didn’t want to do it anymore. He started to think the way is…….end…..his……..life……
It would better to die than keep to able be alive and suffer so long until someone voiced that interrupted him, “Hey! Wake up!”
Who is it? His eyes started to get open to see the blurry slowly become so clearly to reveal be someone had curly purple hair. “Oh no, Saihara-chan had a black circle under his eyes! You must be so boring for stay your room longer!”
Oh, that was Ouma. Wait a minute. Is Ouma really here in his room?!???!!?! Is it’s dream, right? Saihara pinched on Ouma’s cheek and Ouma whined, “Ow! You’re so mean, Saihara-chan!”
It wasn’t a dream at all. Saihara started to get jumpy and back away from Ouma, “What are you doing here?!?!? How did you enter my room??!?!?!”
“Boo. You can’t forget it. Remember how I did it to Angie’s research room?” Ouma tried to exercise on Saihara’s memory and pointed out there. Saihara realized he forgot Ouma did lockpicking it once he looked at his door. He asked so coldly what Ouma want to. Ouma claimed it was nothing and maybe it was a lie.
“If you want to do nothing, go play outside and do what you want with a killing game,” Saihara said so harshly and didn’t want to see him again.
“Awww come on. Be nice to me. Or maybe you hate me” Ouma complained about how Saihara treated him like that.
Saihara was so frozen once he heard Ouma said a word, hate and was unsure if it would be the correct answer. He took his blanket covered himself in his bad mood, wanted to be left alone, asked so politely Ouma to leave his room. Ouma pouted at Saihara won’t play with him, “Fine. I’m going to leave now. However……”
Saihara got a bad feeling once he heard a word, “However” and Ouma would always do unexpected something. A mischievous boy pushed a detective boy against his own bed. Saihara looked up at Ouma lick his lip that gave him feel so goosebumps and asked him what he will do. A leader grinned at him, stated he wants to do his last thing, and his finger touched on Saihara’s smooth lips. Oh, no……....a spider…….caught…..a…bug. Ouma’s hand slowly moved on Saihara’s lips to a chest, but he grabbed on Ouma’s wrist, “It’s like I let you do what you want to, mastermind!”
Saihara's sharply glaring eyes against on Ouma’s heart, but Ouma hadn’t shown his emotion, “So? Do you believe in me saying it? Hahahahhahahahahahahahahha. I never expect it! I will give you a deal. Do you want to know what’s happening to your space-man friend? I will tell you if you let me do it with you.”
Of course, Saihara didn’t want to let him do it but worried about Kaito although suspicious Ouma might lie again. Oh well, he gave up since he couldn’t keep up with Ouma’s game so he nodded himself and let go of Ouma’s hand. Ouma touched on Saihara’s beautiful cheek, his lips against Saihara’s in his happy mood. Did Ouma play with Saihara’s feeling at all as he seemed rather be happy instead “evil”? Saihara was surprised when his tongue feels so weird from Ouma makeup on his kiss! They finally have done their kiss, Saihara’s body began to get weirder like he couldn’t move on his own, had drool on his lips, and looked up at Ouma’s facial expression.
“Be prepare for it”, “king” boy wipe his drool off his lips, his dominate power turned on in the sense of his power come inside his body. A detective boy now couldn’t escape from Ouma captured him well.
Later, sometimes passed they did it with each other on the bed in their heat and unpleasant moment at the same time. It could have heard Saihara’s moan voice that could feel so good but covered his mouth with his hand. A short boy asked politely him to cover off his mouth so he would like to hear out his pleasant voice, but Saihara shook his head and refused it with his glared coldly at him. Ouma asked another question if Saihara hate him at all, “Because I took your space-man away from you?”
Saihara quietly didn’t answer it, unsure about how he feeling about a liar like Ouma and was so confused while still covered his mouth. Ouma became so impatient, insisted Saihara answer his question, and voiced so scary “Is he’s worthy friend to you? Did you trust him at all? Remember I told you, it might be dangerous to work together?”
Looking at his scary facial expression and behavior, Saihara never saw him act more childish like a spoiled child. Ouma finally shown his emotion not acting, is it Ouma’s true color? It was so hard to tell him being honest show and his mask “liar” taken off since he never told about his past. He started to get frustrated with Ouma kept to insist it, didn’t know what to think anymore, and had to express his feeling out, “Yes! I hate you. You so jerk! You’re always alone in the end! You never let anyone get so close with you!! I never understand why you prefer a lie instead of the truth! Kaito was there for me during my tough time, pulled up me, and supported me during the class trial! The truth is I admitted I think you might not a bad person at all, but you kidnapped Kaito, I get it back! Why…..you……I…hate….you...Ouma-kun….”
He started to crying, was very scared for Kaito, and didn’t know what to do anymore, but he noticed Ouma became so quiet. His tears fell down his cheeks that surprised Saihara. Did it hurt Ouma’s feeling from Saihara said “hate”? His frown turns into an evil smile, he slowly finally started to malicious laugh scared much Saihara never heard before, “Hahahahahahhahahahahhahahaha!!!! Wow! I’m right in the end, he really hates me! I can’t believe a man who had strongly believable become your friend!”
Ouma’s wide eyes become more dark tone which is scary make Saihara’s body was shaken more than he thought. A short boy touched on Saihara’s shoulder, praised on how smooth skins he had, wondered how Saihara take care of his well. Ouma told him to be prepared to make him won’t forget “hate”. Feeling bad about what Ouma will do next. Saihara felt so sharply on his owns shoulder as it was really bad hurtful from Ouma bite it so hard! When he has done it, Saihara’s shoulder had a black bruise and red almost a blood could come out. Ouma pointed it out and was so excited, “I now marked mine on you will never forget a person like me you hate.”
Now Saihara couldn’t erase his mark even it will disappear soon and his mind got struck about Ouma. He started to fall into an unconscious, must ask a few questions he needs to know, “Please tell me Kaito will be okay. Why you do it with me?”
Ouma stared at him, seem to refuse to answer his questions, but did it, “Oh well, I will tell you the truth this time whatever you believe in me or not. Don’t worry, I won’t kill a spaceman and will bring him back to you if possible.”
Saihara’s eyes slowly closed as he struggled to keep to open his eyes, wanted to keep listening to Ouma said words, but he fell into unconscious right now before Ouma was going to explain his reasons. Ouma looked at Saihara slept now, talked with himself how’s the bummer for him need to hear out his true reason, but he was glad and it wasn’t like him being honest at all. When it was over, Ouma tucked Saihara in his bed, fixed on his clothes, and was going toward the door. Ouma turned over his shoulder and looked at Saihara was lying down so peace on the bed. He remembered on Saihara spoken of harsh words.
It could lead….to….werid…..his….feelig…..was…so….painful when he touched his chest inside so tightly. Is it’s his true feeling? Who’s know He grinned, “I didn’t understand my feeling, huh. I’m a pretty complicated person, hehehehehe nishishi. I can certainly tell you my reasons you won’t hear out. I’m so jealous of Kaito, I saw you spend time a lot with Kaito and Maki. I can’t believe you hate me in the end, I want to make the clear with you, but I can’t. I have to stick to my plan.”
Ouma turned back from the door, walked toward him, touched Saihara’s cheek and kissed on Saihara’s forehead. He finally let his emotion out and crying, “I’m sorry, my beloved Saihara-chan. I love you. It’s the truth. Good-bye.”
Ouma left Saihara’s bed toward the door, opened it, turned over his shoulder to look at a beautiful boy one more time, and closed the door. He really left Saihara in complete so confused and dark at the same time, it felt something tell him couldn’t stop Ouma at all. Saihara thought it was a dream he once heard Ouma’s last words………..
