#jimmy's notes

[miracle-roses]

[Just note. I don't want to write date]

Does anyone still remember me?

Does anyone still remember me?

Does anyone still remember me?

...

My birthday... is so close.

I don't know how to feel about this.

The only thing that worries me the most is F R I E N D S.

They won't forget about my birthday, right?..

[miracle-roses]

[Note from ??.??.????]

I didn't want to write anything at first, but I have one thought.

About Other Jimmy (I'd rather call him Marcel, since that's his middle name) from an alternate reality. I have this feeling that he has fallen in love.. with me?

There were of course moments when he wanted to kiss me, and one time it happened (thanks to Erry). But is he really in love with me?

I know that love yourself and self love are important, but.. But what did he see in me that made him fall in love? I'm.. such a troublemaker. I seem to help people, creatures in the dream world, but... I get into trouble. I'm so annoying.. and not special person..

I don't know whether to show feelings for him or not. I don't love myself.. And I don't think I can love myself from an alternate reality.. Maybe I don't love myself enough..

And.. do I really deserve to love another me..? A confusing opinion, to be honest...

[miracle-roses]

[note from ??.??.????]

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Why do I feel lonely..?

Why do I feel lonely..?

Why do I feel lonely..?

Why did I write this three times? I'm not lonely, I have friends..

I don't know why I even started writing this. Again, strange thoughts.. Okay, I'll leave it as is.

I need to calm down and rest...

[miracle-roses]

[note from ??.??.????]

nightmare surrounded me..

I know of course that I am bait for nightmares, but why has this nightmare been tormenting me for the second day already?

maybe I'm afraid or not confident to talk about my nightmares, but...

why do I have the same nightmare, only the second time it's slightly different?

I don't know why I'm afraid to talk about this... to my friends...

no, I can tell you about some dreams (even strange ones), and some nightmares too.

but.. this nightmare.. is this a hint at something? or is it just trying to scare me? even if it was a hint, why did it show up in the worst possible way..? if this really happens, will I really not be able to avoid it..?

[angxl-radio]

He fell asleep like halfway through the day watching shows.

He’s gonna end up waking up at like 2 am at this rate.

[angxl-radio]

Only now has he gotten out of bed.

A+, Jimmy.

[angxl-radio]

He plans to sleep the day away again.

Because he’s a lazy motherfucker.

[angxl-radio]

He has attempted to do what Cas asked. He's gotten to bed at a vaguely decent hour. A for effort?