only pain
wc. 2.2k summary; monster jinx, she has claws, nipple clamps, reader is a freak, bottom reader, top monster jinx, pussy slaps, squirting-- happy kinktober!
jinx was well, a shimmer addict or you would cal it, but this was much much worse.
After maybe 2 years on shimmer it had start to take affect, it was much much more than just having twitches of her hands or body— no this was a whole mind and body thing.
she was uncontrollable; a monster as you would call her.
she yearned for blood, or at least hurting people, and powder? oh she was long gone buried under the layers of this new jinx; a monster, a uncontrollable shimmer monster.
it changed her in many ways, her skin was slightly pink now from the shimmer and would burn anytime it was directly in the sun or anything hot, she had lines on her body; purple ones.
her skin was much more than pale, every time she touched more shimmer her skin was translucent, her eyes were lifeless, it has even turned her eye color pink; she was a mindless monster now.
the shimmer had even starting affecting her limbs, meaning they were getting weaker and even falling off; her skin was much more tight now, meaning she got cuts easier now, yet she didn't get infections.
the shimmer has lead to her losing her finger and gaining a scar on her right cheek, so it was harder to use a gun but honestly— she used her claws on her hands now; and her strength.
but for nights she felt calm her head was spinning, it was like she was in a constant hell being beat repetitively— people just see her as a human killing machine but not you.
you and jinx had started dating a year ago when she had a little bit of human left in her, you had met when jinx had found you wounded from an enforcer; who had mindlessly shot you only because you wanted food.
jinx had brought you back to silcos hideout, and her room— well it was less of a room and more of a old plane, but it was working— it was uncharacteristic of jinx to help someone but she felt something with you.
a spark? no, no it was something more— fucking jinx was overthinking it now to the point she accidentally dug into your skin making you wince, shit she fucked this up already.
but after she had finished patching your wound up she had offered you to stay the night, and that had led to more and more nights but you slowly watched her fade, the part that fell in love with you was falling.
it was hard watching her fade— so you knew you had to confess before it was too late,
honestly? you didn't expect jinx to like you back at all, hell she was a monster you didn't even know if she was capable of feeling anything.
but she did, and you started dating and even helping her build her bombs she used on enforcers and inside piltovers places— it was you and her fucked up way of bonding.
as her human started to fade she started getting more.. aggressive in a way, well with other people— because no, no she would never hurt you, or even touch you.
that's why she was scared of having sex, she didn't wasn't to accidentally hurt you or cratch you because god she would hate herself for years if she accidentally hurt you.
but there was one thing she didn't know.
you liked pain, loved it during sex— loved being rough,
*baby— the fuck are you doing?" she mumbles out, turning over on her side to look over at you, you were basically rutting against her thigh— in response she let out a small giggle.
"Please mommy i need you so fucking bad please ill beg please." you groan out, pathetic— rutting against her thigh like a pup in heat.
she grabs your thighs, slowly pushing you onto the floor so you were on your knees, looking up at her with those pretty big eyes of yours that she loved— was she being to harsh?
"then beg toots, i wanna see it." she giggles out, biting her bottom lip and looking down at you— god her perfect tooth gap being visible.
you rested your hands on her thighs, whimpering in response, her skin as so cold.. and perfect you wanted to cum right there. "please mommy.. please fuck me please hurt me—
she cut you off.
"hurt YOU? no toots i could never..* her words fade into the cool air, did you seriously want her to hurt you? "you're.. serious." she adds on, her brows furrowing.
"yes yes! yes please smack me bite me hurt me i want you to do it pleas oh my god please!"
you shifted on the floor, knees staring to go numb from how long the rough of the floor, but didn't mind at all— it felt good.
honestly your clit was fucking hard, pussy soaking as you thought of you hurting you, tying you up and using you— god you wanted to be hit by her.
she smiles again— grabbing your hair and pulling you up— letting out a breath chuckle. "okay baby. you wanna be fucked like a dumb slut? got it."
she throws you onto the bed, forcing your head onto pillow as she gets on the bed behind you— burying her face in your neck, sniffing your oh so great scent.
she lets out a muffled sound, between a growl and a moan as she licks the sweat off of your neck, she could smell the fear in you too.
"don't worry baby i wont actually hurt you." she reassures— her hand sliding down your body as when sh gets to your stomach lifting git up so your bottom half was up in the air, grabbing your head and pushing down into the pillow.
"mmph-" you seqeel out— letting out a muffled moan into the silk pillow as her rough tongue explored the sweat on your neck, removing your shirt as she sits you up.
"my pretty whore arent you?" she growls out— getting your shirt over your head and moving your bra with her teeth, landing a sharp smack on your breast and pinching your nipple with her strong fingers
"yes— yes mommy im. your whore—" she cuts you off, grabbing your face roughly and turning it to her, kissing you with force and sliding her hand down your chest.
she breaks the kiss just for a moment to spit on your chest, the spit landing directly in between your breast— fuck your nipples were hard, both from the cold and arousal.
you could feel your pussy pulsating every time she spat or hit you, this was pleasure for you.
"aww.. pretty babys tits are so red arent they, does that hurt hm?" she taunts, forcing you too look at her again, squeezing your cheeks so your mouth was wide open.
as she looks at you she squeezes your cheeks harder, spitting into your mouth and forcing you to close it and swallow. "swallow bitch, say you're my bitch, please."
you let pout a slightly groan from deep in your throat as you swallow, grinding on the bed slightly to get some friction— a little friction at least something jinx wasn't giving you t giving you.
"im your bitch mommy im your wh—" you get cut of as you let out a slight scream.
she put nipple clamps on you.
she pulled on the chain a little bit so it pulled y our nipples with it, letting out a low laugh at that— she then moves her hand closer to the actual clamp and spits on it before pushing down on it.
you turn your face back into the pillow— arching your back further as she grabs the ropes to tie your hand sup, but first she flips you with one hand, over so she could look at you.
"theres my pretty baby, okay you know just to tap on my thigh if it is too much or just mumble okay?" she says, running her hand down your stomach once again before getting to your pants.
she grabbed the rope from the side drawer, leaning over the side of the bed, a little bit of her shirt riding up as she does so, her lines were bold. she was fucking horny too, honestly she wasnt much into pain— but she wanted to do this for you.
"okay— im gonna tie you up.." she mumbles, sitting next to you as she sits you up, grabbing your and moving your wrist by the head board— before she tied them up she left a little kiss on your wrist— accompanied by a lick.
"taste so good sugar, you taste so good i wanna fucking eat your pussy so good mama." she groans out— tying your wrist to the headboard— tight.
she slides down the bed again, you let out a little moan, her hands were cold on your stomach but god did it make you feel like you were seeing stars, or like it was the first time you meet, the butterfly's and the way she would do anything for you.
"jinx" you whine, thrusting up into the air trying to get some friction or anything, your juices were filling your panties now, the ache in your tummy was starting to hurt the longer she edged you without pleasure.
she looked at you, resting her hands on your hips as she licked your bottom lip— opening it up so she could kiss you, as she kisses you it was wet, and messy— she sucked on your tongue before sliding her own in your mouth.
jinx slid her hands up to the chain of the nipple clamps— pulling on it but biting your bottom lip before you could let out a noise— shutting you up.
she licked your bottom lip where she had bit it — accidentally drawing blood. "sorry baby" she mumbles into your mouth. " you still okay with this?" she pulls back to look at you one hand going down to slide your pants off.
"yes." you say, shivering at the feeling of her hand going down your body, the cool air hitting your sopping cunt through your panties as she takes off your pants
"my sweet whore is so wet isn't she?" she slides her fingers over your clothed clit— rubbing it in slow circles— it was torturous— but then she quickly pulled her fingers away with a laugh.
"need to eat this." she grumbles out pulling your soaked panties to the side to reveal your needy cunt whose juices were spilling out;.
she digs her nail into your thigh, burying her face in your cunt just to smell it— you smelled so good and intoxicating she could eat and smell it all day.
she ran a finger through your folds, slightly digging her nails into your thigh once again as she picked up the juices of your sopping wet cunt, she slid one finger in— looking up at you as you arched your back,
"yes! yes mommy jinx yes oh my god baby fuck!" you groan out, lifting your back off the bed as your hands tug at thew rope.
"just like that my little whore— repeat it." she challenges, curling her finger inside your cunt finding the spongy part and digging her nail into it earning a scream from you.
"yes! harder—" she slaps you, digging her nail into your thigh.
"bitch, i said repeat it, not say that." she growls out, moving her finger faster.
she slaps your cunt once, looking at you. "say it." she repeats again, your cunt getting another slap. "say it." she repeats again.
"im!" im your whore!" you groan out as her harsh tongue meets your hard clit, sucking at it like she was drinking from a bottle.
she lets out a little "mm!" noise as she pumped her fingers in you faster, her rough tongue now running through your fold slurping up all your juices, slapping your cunt once again.
"your close arent you?" she dig's her nail into the spongy part of your clit again just to hear you scream, still slurping up your juices.
"yes!" you moan you, pulling your hips up to get more friction— it wasn't enough but the pressure on your tummy was getting bigger.
"dumb fucking whore, yeah squirt all over me right now please, that's an order squirt in my mouth." she begs, pumping her fingers in harder as your cunt started to get irritated form all the slapping and her harsh tongue.
and you do.
you squirt everywhere— your legs shaking as she pushes them down to catch all of your perfect juice sin her mouth— swallowing.
"you did so good my baby, so good." she got up, untying your wrist and looking at you, planting a kiss on your forehead.
"my pussy hurts." you say with a whine, rubbing your wrist.
without another word jinx gets up and puts freezing cold water on a rag and puts it in your cunt trying to do— something.
"im sorry baby." she praises.
god why were you so in love with this monster? ugh.
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