#jo's personal

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Quick video update.

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Our son got name Liam Henry Samuel 💙 (🤭) Henry is actually coming from my father's side, there is heritage to give son middle name Henrik (my brother, father and his father all have second name Henrik, and I think this is going all the way til 1800') . But because Liam is having his father's surname, not mine, and the fact he was born on my father's father birthday, I wanted to honor my grandpa, who was fighting in war to protect Finland's independency, so I chose Henry. I realized connection to Henry Avery later 🤣

Samuel. Well. I love that name. 🤣

And in the end of the christening, Jigu kneeled front of me and proposed. And I said yes ❤️

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I finally got time and inspiration to write but when i started to do so, i realized I can't because yesterday I got cut to my fingertip and everytime I press the keyboard with the finger it feels like a million tiny knifes goes through my finger and arm.

It didnt even help when I covered the fingertip with bandage.

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My dress to two wedding next weekend.

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❤️

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You know what this is? What these are?

These are the keys to our apartment.

Yes.

Me and Jigu are moving in together.

We can start our life together.

Yes, we haven't been dating more thab like four months, it is fast, maybe it is rushed.

But when it just feels right, it feels right.

Right now we have 130km between us. We can see only during weekends. It's killing us both.

For me, I feel alive, stress-free, anxiety free and happy whenever I am with him.

On thursday evening, I got major anxiety attack, I was gagging and I felt like I'm losing my mind. We made a videocall, and soon I was totally calm. Just when I saw him and heard his voice.

I cannot wait that I can leave my place and came to home with him forever.

He is everything what I was always looking for, what I was always dreaming of, and what I was always waiting for.

I never imagined I would find him. But now when I did, I feel like my life have finally started.

Love, Jo

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Is it love? Is it fate?

Who am I? Who's to say?

Don't know exactly what it means

Is it love? Is it fate?

Where it leads, who can say?

Maybe you and I were meant to be

What are the chances that we'd end up dancing?

Two in a million, once in a life

That I could have found you, put my arms around you

Two in a million

Like once in a life, yeah

What are the chances?

Two in a million, once in a life

What are the chances?

Two in a million, once in a life

What if I never run into you?

And what if you never smiled at me?

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The day I met you, it changed my life

You gave me love, you made me alive.

Im sure you are the one, who I was waiting all my life.

People might say, it's too early to see

But I know how I feel, that this is meant to be.

I always wondered, where do I belong,

Is my place here, where should I go?

But now I know, I know it for sure,

my place is here, right here next to you.

"Is it love? Is it fate?

Where it leads, who can say?

Maybe you and I were meant to be."