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01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
He's always just been so nice to me. He goes out of his way to make people smile, and that was one of the first things I noticed about him back when we first got to know each other. Plus, he has all these cool hobbies and I just thought (and still think) he was the coolest guy.
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
Um. My back. My back always hurts after work.
04: what are you listening to?
Streetlight Manifesto! All day e'ery day.
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
In Denver still, I think.
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
Yessir.
09: kiss on the first date?
Definitely.
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yeah, actually. I always like being with people, I'd almost always take being with people over being alone. Right now I'd be down to hang out with Chris.
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
Peppermint Trident.
17: what is on your wrists right now?
Henna.
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
Who hasn't? I've wasted my time on too many people to count.
25: what is wrong with you right now?
Lotsa stuff. I guess i'm not a big fan of myself. I don't know if we really wanna go into that. Haha. I mean, I don't hate myself or anything, but there are certainly things I'm working on changing.
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
Um. Let's see. I think we were really destructive towards each other. We both dealt with self-harm, depression, self-hatred, etc., and I think we almost encouraged it in each other because we got caught in this crazy cycle where neither of us wanted to stop, so we didn't want to encourage healthier behavior in the other so we wouldn't be forced to stop ourselves. I loved him a whole bunch, and he made me the person I am today in a lot of ways, and we were together a long time, but in the end, we weren't right for each other. I still care for him and hope for the best for him, and wish we could be friends sometimes, but romantic love just isn't there anymore.
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
Warped Tour! And my sister coming in from Germany! And hopefully a new job, the interview is soon! *fingers crossed*
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope. I'm about to head to sleep.
37: did you have a dream last night?
Yeah, but I don't remember it, I just know that I slept a bit, woke up still drunk and with a bad feeling from my dream, and started inconsolably crying. Ah, drunk Shelby.
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes, definitely.
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
Both.
Thank you for asking me questions c:
