she hated when he did that. when he would shut her out, push her away and keep her at arms length. it was an agony that was so gut wrenching it felt like losing a piece of her soul. a believer of soulmates . . . platonic or romantic . . . some people were just meant to exist in each others lives. why couldn’t he see that? [ @johnstrode : ❛ you deserve better . ❜ ] “ stop saying that. stop. ” red - golden hues glow as the kitchen slightly shook; emotions always got the best of you. “ i know what i deserve, john. why are you holding back? ”
