There are a couple fanfics I've been looking for but I read them before Tumblr did the whole "clean-out" thing.
One of them was B.A.P: Yongguk and Himchan with a female reader in an office with a leather couch. It was a smut. I think a B.A.P blog here put it up, but it could have been a Kpop or smut blog- I honestly don't remember.
The other one (and I only wonder about this one because I know I saw it but want to make sure I'm not crazy) was Taemin and the reader with Jonghyun. They basically share her. It was also a smut. I don't necessarily need to find this one, I just want to know either the name or who put it up so I know I'm not crazy. I probably wouldn't read it again if I find it, but maybe.
Both I found randomly on Tumblr whole looking for something else, but I would like to find them or find out who put them up.
If anyone knows, could you help me out? Not finding things really bugs me.
This is morbid as all hell but.....I want someone to write a fic where (I'll use Jongtae for example) Taemin has AIDS and he doesn't tell Jjong and of course when they end up having sex, Jjong contracts it too. Then when either Taemin fesses up or Jjong goes in to get tested and finds out he has AIDS, Taemin tells him he didn't say anything because he loves jjong too much and he wanted them to die together. That he didn't want to die alone, or leave jjong alone. From then on the author can write how he or she wants but...yeah...I wants.
Just watched the footage in Seoul of Taemin and Jonghyun singing Internet War :L
And I'm sorry, if Taemin and Jjong didn't want to do what they did, they wouldn't have done it. They were having some fun, and enjoying the reactions of the crowd. Doesn't mean Jjong forced Taemin into it, nor that they're in a relationship. It'd be fine if they were. I would ship it like crazy and find it adorably sexy. But if this is just playing around, then who cares?
So why are people asking the two of them to leave SHINee? Other bands have done fanservice like this too. SuJu have for certain. And why complain when we have two hot guys, who obviously trust each other enough to do this and be comfortable with it, giving their fans such a display? I sure as hell am not complaining XD
Doesn't mean I ship JongTae. I don't ship SHINee in pairings XD If they turn out to be dating, then I support it all the way. But to me, right now, they just seem like two close friends who are comfortable enough with each other to give their fans some delicious fanservice.
My thoughts about all this SHINee stuff...
keep in mind: It's 1:37am; I might not know what I wrote. LOL.
So...from what I've read;
JongTae is getting petitioned to get kicked out of the group of SHINee. smh shawols. smh so hard at all of you.
Yes it's understandable why people feel this way; but I personally feel like EVERYONE is taking this a little too seriously and over reacting about every thing. Yes, JongTae has been...very public and sexual with their fan service. I'm not a fan of it at all. I'm not a person to like such fan service but what can I do? IT'S FAN SERVICE. I can't tell them to NOT do it.
People also say that these people are stupid and idiots and morons for doing so...but what do you expect? You know fandoms; this consists of Biases, OTP Ships, and the innocence of pure children and people. South Korea is not very open with such sexual publicity like this, and to me it's very understandable why people would feel this way.
BUT; HOW EVER
THEY DO NOT NEED TO GET KICKED OUT OF THE GROUP. Like I already said it's fan service; what do you expect? I'm pretty sure if SM didn't want them to do this, they wouldn't have let them; and I'm pretty sure if SM wanted to kick them out that they would have done so already. I don't think a petition would make them change their mind...
YOU KNOW;;
after writing all this out...I'm pretty sure SM is only using this as publicity...I mean, where else do you find fan service like this? I haven't seen fan service like this ever! If SM is wanting publicity...let's just say they are doing a good job at it!
NOW;
No need to get defensive. Show people respect, PLEASE. you're not a bigger person for telling an ex-shawol that they are nothing, and that they weren't true fans. I myself was a die hard fan, but then I grew up and found other interest...just because I'm not a die hard fan anymore doesn't mean I'm not a fan. If you are a Shawol, just drop everything. This is not a battle for you to fight, but rather one SM needs to figure out themselves.
and ex-shawols. Thank you for expressing your mind, and don't take shawol's discouraging words too seriously. Don't break down SHINee, they are measly another group just like your bias groups. Don't try to break something that's indestructible. You will end up hurting yourself and stuff. Save yourself the trouble and leave quietly.
