Letters (jonpeterweek day one)
Just a little something for today; I’m going to try to do one every day this week, for my idiot boys. These will all very likely take place in my Lonely Eyes OT4 (Jon/Peter/Elias/Martin) AU.
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The letters that Jon receives from Peter bear very little resemblance to letters in the usual sense. There's no greeting, no signature – nothing to address the recipient directly in any way. They read, in fact, like pages torn directly out of a diary and stuffed in an envelope with no context or explanation. For all he knows, they might be. He never mentions them, and the baffling anonymity of them keeps Jon from asking about them either.
He knows that Elias also gets letters; he has no idea if they're the same. He hasn't asked, or tried to Know. If it were only Elias's privacy he were invading he wouldn't have hesitated, but Peter is a different matter.
Jon had ventured the suggestion, once, that Peter sends these inexplicable pages because he wants them to miss him. Elias had laughed somewhat cynically and said that the last thing Peter wanted was for anyone to think about him at all, but Jon isn't entirely convinced. Peter complains, of course, about all the attention – but he does keep coming back.
It doesn't seem right to write back, even if there were a way for letters to reach him (Jon has no doubt that the Tundra has never accepted mail once in her career), but after a couple of long conversations with Martin on the topic, Jon starts leaving things in the pockets of Peter's greatcoat. Small, innocuous things – things it would be entirely plausible for Peter to have picked up from Jon's desk or held for him and then pocketed without thinking about it.
He's careful to make sure not to leave anything personal. Stray pens, notes in his scribbly handwriting that he knows Peter can't decipher, hair ties. There's something, Martin had told him, about finding a reminder of the person you love simply existing, with no thought for you at all.
It's very likely that the tokens Jon leaves are a little too frequent for plausible deniability; he can't claim to be that absent-minded. But they're no more frequent than the letters, at least; and Peter never mentions them, either.













