Dec 13, 2018
I think Roland had a mini freakout
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I think Roland had a mini freakout
June 21st, 2018
Busy day for me. It wasnt a lot of insanely business during work, I got a good few things done. After work I did a ton of running around. Took my brother to the vape shop to get some new stuff, got myself a new set up. Then we went to pick up my Shannon’s ashes.
I didnt want to open it without daddy. So I waited until he got home, and we opened it. It had a card with everyone apologizing for our loss. It also had a little leather-type book with her pawprints, and a sweet poem about a place where our pets go to run around, eat, and play until we can be with them again. Daddy made me read it out loud because he couldnt read cursive, and I cried the entire time. We then opened up the urn with her ashes. Daddy put the fur from her hair cuts inside it. I havent thought about her too much lately, been trying to move on, focus on work. I cried so hard today, I miss her so much. Not having my little girl here is hard.
I am a mess right now. My eyes hurt, my heart hurts, and I am absolutely emotionally drained. I think I will be going to bed a bit early tonight. I hope daddy comes to cuddle me. Every night he cuddles me so I can fall asleep, even though its not his bedtime.