August 29th, 2018
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I was watching a show today where the girl talks about having sex for the first time, and her mom said that your first time is never what you expect. It made me think of my first time, which was with my daddy.
I remember I asked my coworker who I was close with, how long did she wait before having sex with her boyfriend. She told me a month. So a month and some change after we started dating, we decided I would sleep over at his house. I had been to his house before, I think I hadnt slept over at his house yet though.
I vividly remember that the whole month leading up, every night we would mess around. He would play with me, I would cum so many times. He was amazing. Once he swiped his yeknow over my hoohaa, but he didnt put it in, he warned me he wouldnt. I was so wet, that first night, I remember. That night he couldnt get it all the way in, because I was in so much pain. I didnt bleed the first time, so I was convinced that the bleeding thing was more of a rumor.
Then we had sex the second time, that morning, and I bled a ton. I had to go get him new sheets. I remember how much it hurt, but he played with me enough before that I felt like it was okay. I remember being so stressed about if sex was going to feel like that all the time. Even now it still hurts, but it hurts less. Especially if I am wound up enough. Daddy usually doesnt play with me as much anymore, and when he does its with my boobies a lot, and thats not as exciting as when he uses his fingers to play with me.
I really love being intimate with daddy. Especially when its an evening that we had a really great time. Honestly, sometimes he wants to be with me when we havent had a great day, and it throws me off. I want to be with him all the time, I feel like I want it a lot more than he does. But when he wants to be intimate with me, and its not a great day, I feel like of all the times that I want to be with him on good days, and he brushes me off, makes me think he doesnt see sex as something special, as just scratching an inch, or just wants to make me happy.