February 12th, 2019
I am not even going to TRY and get you updated on everything that has happened. Maybe a few bullet points? Ive been at my new job successfully, my daddy is doing amazing at his job. He does have this cashier than he thinks is super cute, and he has SAID that he wouldnt leave me for her cuz she has a boyfriend, and isnt sure that she would leave her bf for him. Ugh.
But me and daddy got in a fight the other night because when I complained about needing to pay my car to get fixed for its inspection, he told me I should have been saving blah blah. We have this fight a lot, because instead of being supportive, he is trying to lecture me. All I want is a supportive boyfriend, someone who can be there for me and tell me “yeah, i get it” instead of trying to tell me what to do. If I asked what I should do next year, by all means give me some advice, but I wish he would just be supportive and hug me and tell me we will figure it out.
We then got in another argument last night, cuz he said that he would have to ask his mom for a few bucks, since he didnt have enough money to pay his car payment this month. Instead of me telling him about how maybe he should get a cheaper car, or how he should stop buying Subway for lunch every day, I just told him that sucks, and held him. I told him “see how it feels to have a supportive partner?” and he got all upset with me and got worked up.
Ugh, it was rough. I just wish he understood, I get lectures from my mom, and other family members, I just want him to be supportive. He gets this way every time we are around my family too. If we are alone, most of the time he is lovey, and holds me, and calls me cute and boops my nose. When we are around my family he is rude, and puts me down. I wish I could talk to him about this without him getting all worked up.
Oh well, there’s my catching you up on whats going on....