#journal share

[fuzz-a-wumpus-blog]

Random share from my gratitude journal.

[alisonrt25]

Excerpt

This year has been an emotional one for me thus far and I drunkenly wrote this in my journal the other day after attending a party. I decided to share because it strikes me every time I re-read it and I feel like there’s something to it:

“Feeling raw, like I’m open and the emotion is oozing out and I can hide it no longer. Like everyone can see that I’m an open book but no one wants to read it because it’s an old story and they know the ending. I try hard to smile and laugh and be a bright light. Some people gravitate towards me. I resonate and they resonate. The more true I am to myself the more they appear. The people I need in my life. The people who see me and want to read, want what I’m selling. Love, light, energy, connection to something...to everything. It’s growing and can be contained no longer. I exist for this connection to all living beings and I revel in the light that’s created when we peel off our masks and reveal ourselves completely to one another, knowing that we shine brightest together.”

This is how my mind wanders when I "free style write” whatever comes to mind without thinking or editing. Sometimes it starts off a little sad like this one but it always moves towards hope and love and connection. These words define me. This is my way of meditating. 

[aspokensoul]

Not important but...

I wrote something today. I honestly don't even know where it came from. It just happened randomly. Well, actually I had the thought and I wrote it down before I forgot, but anyway... I don't know if I want to share it... I'm on the fence about it. Maybe later... Maybe. 😶