#journaldump

[obsessionsintothevoid]

I think the only reason i havent died yet is because both god and the devil dont want me

[obsessionsintothevoid]

Sometimes I feel invisible and this blog is so I can scream into the void with no repercussions 🤗

[indiegirls2654]

I have all these memories of who i was but i dont know when i dont know when i remembered that i loved this song idk whoi was but i remember feeling it when i first heard it idk who iw as then i know who i am now and that i used to be that that perosn that version of my myself and i thought i would change when i grew up but im still me

[indiegirls2654]

Maybe ill actually want to look bakc on my life and be nostalgic if i dont spend my life wraped up on someone and i could look back and be happy of things that I did for me and not what i was for other poeple

[indiegirls2654]

I wonder if i'll always be wanting to go back to how it was waiting to go back to "normal" but i know that wont ever happen

[indiegirls2654]

i feel like its a huge win like what are the chances that in this fucked up rock that the rain isnt super loud like i feel like it should be louder because ther are somany and they are all falling

[indiegirls2654]

like my hair will never be this length again my atoms are like always replacing my skin will rb mew in 7 years everything is changing

constant change is normal. there is not stability

[indiegirls2654]

storytelling

first kiss new job breakup will die with these memories

unless i share them

they arent very important but they are mine and they are real and I have them

i just want to share because my feelings are so overpowering and special in a way because we are hairlessmonkeys on a rock in space living of a fire ball