#joynoel

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Mad asf because

October is no longer the 8th month & December is no longer the 10th month...wtf people

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Me: I feel great *one day later* Me: *makes a meal off a block of cheese, ice cream, & candy

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Changes

So like I’m tryna change this into a more organized personal type account so imma have another that’s more of a clusterfuck of things sooo ya. Life update I guess.

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Been trying real damn hard to figure out what the hell I actually want for myself in life & it’s getting really fucking hard. Especially now that it’s summer & I don’t have school to distract me it’s really giving me some time to myself. Truthfully I hate it & I’ve been crying, I mean, I am crying. Its a lot to handle to have to think my thoughts & be given the time to analyze & overanalyze it’s just so crazy cause my thoughts are a mile a minute & they’re all overpowering & I feel like my heart, brain & whole body will burst if it all doesn’t stop soon.

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A common thing for school people to do (at least in my school) is ask us students to define success & for me that would be living in a small(but not cramped) house/apartment, w my pets (cause you best believe adult me is getting pets) & if I get a s/o then bitch join the party. But basically just a peaceful environment & I’m healthy (preferably w a nice butt but like I ain’t gotta be skinny just @ a healthy weight). Crazy how success for me is just like basic health & companionship right????

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The more I sit & wait, the more I wanna go to college like just thinking about what I can do makes me go “!!!!!!!!!” Inside but like in a good way.

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Why do girls go to the restroom together? Like I can’t let it rip in front of you. My butt gets shy & creates a vacuum & then my belly hurts...

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Dimples are fucking cute & im fucking mad I don’t have them.