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Dear FAIRY GODMOTHER,

I want him. Will you give him to me?

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1st JAM Reunion. :):

sobrang important ito sa JAM coz this is the first meeting after nung JAM weekend. this is a chance to meet others and get along with them. and for me, this is a chance to meet JP.

mga 8 or 7 ako nagising niyan. tapos naligo ako ng 8:30. 10 kasi yung usapan namin ni Mars. tapos umalis ako sa bahay ng 10:30, e ordinary lang sinakyann ko kasi walang aircon. tapos ayun, 10:20 na ako nakababa ng salitran. sumakay kami ng bus hen bumaba kami sa Pasay?! tapos naglakad kami ng mahabang-mahaba. hahaha. and then sumakay na kami sa LRT, pinakadulo nung LRT. ang fail nung paglagay ko ng ticket, pahiya ako. hahaha. e medyo kanina pa ngtetext yung ibang JAM. kami nalang yung hinihintay e. :)) [medyo maganda pa ng mood ko no?] e may stairs na tapos may daan papuntang trinoma, dun kami dumaan sa trinoma. gaad, mas humaba pa yung nilakaran namin. sobrang FAIL. sobrang kapagod :)) si Martin kasi e. :)) tapos ayun nakarating na kami sa SM North Edsa. medyo naghintay tapos umalis na din.

andun ako sa window side :) tapos may kasunod kaming van, jammers din. tinitignan ko lang sila, tapos may biglang kumaway. nagulat ako :)) kasi akala ko si JP un. sobra kabog ng dibdib ko nun :)) para akong ewan.

kaya lang, nung andun na kami sa venue. kelangang sumakay ng elevator kasi 4th floor pa. nung una gusto ko ng mag-stairs, ewan ko ba?! tapos edi pababa na yung elevator, andun pa din sila JP. tapos nung pasakay na ako, nagclose yung door. nadali nga ako e. (siguro kaya eto yung reason kung bakit gusto kong mag-stairs) e si JP yung nasa tabi nung buttons sa elevator. edi sobrang pikon ko. di ko sila tinignan nun. i don't know what was they're facial expressions. all throughout the activities, bad mood talaga ako. buti nalang nakakatawa yung head nung activity. medyo natatawa ako. pero after every joke. badtrip nanaman.

anw, si Paulo text siya ng text sakin. yung unang text niya, inis na inis pa ako. libre irap nga ako e. baman, nakatingin siya sakin. asar na asar talaga ako. muntik na nga akong umiyak e, buti nalang talaga andun si Mars. tapos text ng text si Paulo parang medyo nainis na yung galit ko. kaya lang, di pa din nagsosorry si JP.

tapos, kainan na. sobrang wala ako sa mood kumain. kasi nga di pa din siya nagsosorry. FYI, di ako kumain ng dinner, breakfast at lunch. nabanggit ko yan kay Mars sa bus. napilit niya akong kumain :| :))

bago ayun, sharing. :) medyo nakakaiyak yung story nung iba. :| tyka nung nagshare nako. gumaan yung pakiramdam ko :)

end of activity. picture taking na. nagsorry sa personal si Paulo, tinanggap ko na. kaya lang di parin nagsosorry si JP. kinausap ata siya ni Paulo at Mars. tapos ayun nagsorry na si JP. :) masaya nako. [pangit ng boses niya :)) hahaha.]

uwian na :) kulitan with Martin, Mars, at JA. tapos ayun :> masaya na yung uwian. 

Monster Float :)

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later would be the 1st JAM 9 reunion. and i'm nervous. :|

ayokong makita si JP :( waaa.

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bukas. :|

makikita kita bukas. saklap. ayoko pa namang makita ka. kasi naman, medyo nasaktan ako. :'( =_= di nalang kita papansinin. :( sana lang di nila tayo pagsamahin. kasi ayoko talaga. 

kinakabahan ako para bukas. ayoko talaga siyang makita.

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wrong man for the job. :')

Your the wrong man for the job  Hmmmmm  Verse 1:  I thought that you were the best part of me  Baby, I guess that we just believe what we wanna believe  I thought I knew you so well  I couldnt tell  that this was sinking so deep  I see it now  I'm breathing now  Its time for me (for me) to let go  CHORUS:  It was cool when it started but now the flame is gone  Your the wrong man for the job  My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on  Your the wrong man for the job  I can't believe it took me so long to realize  Finally knows what it feels like (wrong man for the job)  I started moving but I wont be afraid  I'm sorry to say  Your the wrong man for the job  Ohh ohh  Verse 2:  Sometimes I wish I could take back everything  I'd be easier tonever have known you  I would spare myself so much pain  But still I can't stop thinkin bout what I'm do without  You in the lonely nights  But now I know what I gotta do  I can't ever change you  I'm letting it go tonight  Hey!  It was cool when it started but now the flame is gone  Your the wrong man for the job  My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on  Your the wrong man for the job  I can't believe it took me so long to realize  Finally knows what it feels like (wrong man for the job)  I started moving but I wont be afraid  I'm sorry to say  Your the wrong man for the job  Breakdown:  I'm looking for somebody to love the way I should be loved  I need someone to do more for me than you have ever done  I love but your not the one  It was cool when it started but now the flame is gone  Your the wrong man for the job  My heart is breaking in pieces, but still I'm moving on  Your the wrong man for the job  I can't believe it took me so long to realize  Finally knows what it feels like (wrong man for the job)  I started moving but I wont be afraid  I'm sorry to say  Your the wrong man for the job  Heyeyy  Your the wrong man for the job (x2)

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Now I have to start all over again.

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FCKYO! ✌

gusto kita murahin tapos ilabas lahat ng nararamdaman ko. pero dapat di ka kikibo, dapat papakinggan mo lang lahat ng burdens ko sayo :( pag nangyari to siguro mabilis lang ako makakapag-move on :) siguro marerealize ko na kaibigan lang turing mo sakin. magiging maayos ang lahat satin kasi mabuburst out ko lahat lahat sayo mismo. kasi kahit ishare ko ng ishare, wala lang. di mo pa rin kasi alam yung nararamdaman ko. ayun lang. PUTANGINA mo lang, PEACE.

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Hindi muna ako mag-fFB :|

nadidisappoint lang ako :( nagulat talaga ako. pinanghawakan ko yung mga sinabi ni P~ na wala lang yun. :|at umasa naman ako :)) NAKAKATAWA LANG.

para kasi akong tanga :))