#jrambles!

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I MIGHT BE GETTING TOP SURGERY SOON I THINK I MISSED MY SCHEDULING PHONE CALL BC I WAS IN A FUCKING EXAMMMMM KMS

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oh here’s a fun thing which has started recently. i bleed a little now when i cum. no penetration needed either. just a little bit of breakthrough bleeding for fun?

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does anyone have any poc folk punk / punk band & artist recs. i’m tired of listening to white americans whinge about shit. bonus points if they’re indigenous australian or māori.

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i have to leave my house for my t injection todayyyy but i just wanna stay inside and be little. being an adult is too much for my head today but nooooooo. have to drive my stupid car and make stupid small talk and think about things. ugh. i need a nap and a coffee and also to be 7 years old.

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nothing is quite like the embarrassment felt from reblogging a shit ton of posts from the same user you arent even mutuals with over and over bc they just are such a good poster which is why you followed to begin with. ik i said im done with shame but i totally lied lol im always ashamed 100% of the time.

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i finally got my gender legally transed 🎉

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new pinned. still 18+.

minors and ageless blogs dni because you will get blocked

horny blog, meme blog, occasionally fandom blog when the autism is hitting. bad at posting and also most other things too.

lee, 20, any prns tme transsexual butch monsterthing everygender dogdyke weirdo recovering (?) alcoholic the Mountain Goats biggest fan around-or-about 20 y/o dom unless you hit me hard enough aromantic lesbian (except for when im not lol sorry cant help that) i keep RACK principles

i'm just here to post shit and see how it goes. used to be my pornblog & now is just my main. trying to stop living according to shame.

i've given up on tagging most kinks (except fauxcest/incest, i tag that) so follow at your own risk. also idc about rpf discourse bc its all fiction anyway. ok?

main tags are: jrambles! - textposts/tags of varying degrees of legibility jasks! - askbox responses jpics! - nudes. jhc! - hermitcr4ft ramblings jbeatles! - beatlesposting. as of 05/26 my beatles sideblog has been moved to a new mainblog @johnlennonforcefem

DNI or get blocked: MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS, terfs, swerfs & transmisogynists, homophobes, pedos, racists

kinks & other things i might post about

hermitcr4ft. im too invested. block tag jhc! to ignore the beatles. tried to ignore it but im 2 6 months deep in this hyperfixation now. block the tag jbeatles! if you dont wanna see the Mountain Goats. the only band to ever exist. you cant block this one. uni. i'm a full time student so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ alcohol/substance abuse & allusions to trauma/mental illness. this is just my life soz.

Kinks: cnc/dubcon/noncon/intox/somno. they're all in the same category. degrading & power dynamics/powerplay (physical and verbal. i like abuse in play) monsterfucking (enough said.) breeding fauxcest/incest pupplay (i am a dog not a fucking puppy. talk shit get bit.) occasionally murder/death & mostly mild snuff, woundplay, etc. + whatever turns me on in the moment

i won’t block but won’t mutual:

feederism blogs (sorry, triggers my ana), strong ageplay blogs

if you're reading this ur gay xoxo

i’m not saying don’t dm me but it might take me several days to interact bc i get scared

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im.sofucking horny rn it’s so stupid but i have so much housework to do so im just out here folding laundry with a hard on and a dripping throbbing cunt for NO REASON. i hate it here.