Sweetheart | Toru Yamashita
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Pairing: Toru and y/nÂ
Trigger Warning: SuicideÂ
Genre : Angst, FluffÂ
The words echoed through the phone and all Toru could do was think about you.
Why would you do this?
You were the only girl for him, he loved you with all of his heart but the guitarist couldn't help but feel like he could have stopped this. It was his duty as your boyfriend to support you and made sure you were safe and happy. But how could this have been slipped through his fingers. Toru loved you, you knew he loved you. He did everything he could to show you that he loved you. He would cuddle you on the sofa and smother you in kisses just because you were a little upset the supermarket didn't have your favourite flavour of ice cream. What was going through your mind that made you jump off that busy Tokyo bridge?
 Toru slowly grabbed his car keys and left the house. He knew you were safe and sound at the hospital and rushing would only be dangerous. He needed a little time to think anyway. He opened the door before hearing that familiar clap of the car door after he was inside. Toru saw his reflection in the mirror, he was wearing a loosely fitted white t-shirt and a pair of tight black skinny jeans. His hair was a mess under the hood of his hoodie but you always said you liked it like that.Â
The drive to the hospital didn’t take very long as Toru was in a bit of a daze from shock. He didn’t think he’d ever be able to show how grateful he was to the people that pulled you out of the water alive. If they hadn’t been there, her fate could have been very different. The thought sent a shiver down his spine once he parked his car. It wasn’t particularly sunny nor rainy today, just a cold, grey drizzle.Â
Toru knew he had to be strong for you so he sucked up his tears and entered the institution. He politely told the receptionist he was here for you and she showed him into a quiet lonely hospital room. You were wearing a pale blue hospital gown and was resting on the bed. You turned your face to see who had entered. The guitarist noticed instantly you had tear tracks running down your cheeks and swollen eyes.
"You're okay sweetheart. I'm here now. “ Toru said walking over and pulling you into a loving hug. You tucked your head into his neck and cried.
“I love you Toru.” You choked out, hiccuping every time you started a new word.Â
“I know baby, I know.”
