#jthoughts

[blessedcursd]

things i needed him to say to me at this (or any given) moment:

"now you're gonna let me use your little mouth until i'm satisfied."

"shit, i didn't know you were the type to swallow baby... i liked it."

"spread yourself for me."

"you're taking my fingers so well baby."

"you're not wet enough tho... you can do better, hm?"

"need you to cum before they get back, c'mon."

"do you like the way i open you up on my cock? it fits so well."

"your pussy was made to take me, look at that!"

"feels so good, wish i could fit my balls inside you too. would you like that baby girl?"

sigh. i wanna k word myself.

[espressogal]

I've officially graduated my masters. and a week later i got the offer letter to my first big girl job. God is so good to me. His favour will take you farther than your own doings <3

[exjams]

Y’know the way it feels like the nineties was ages ago? Just wait until 2020 - it’ll have been 20 whole years since 2000, when we were children with our own cognitive thoughts and memories. Time flies

[espressogal]

fuck the grind. you’re clearly tired and going thru a lot right now. the world feels like it’s collapsing on you and time is running out but i’m here to tell u that it’s not. you have time. lots of time. close your laptop, put away the work, get a snack or get into bed, and call it a day my love. doesn’t matter if you didn’t do what you wanted to do today - that’s what tomorrow is for. let’s try again tomorrow. but for now, get some rest.

[espressogal]

reliving my teenage joys in my mid-twenties. listening to indie music on blast, reading on the subway, long walks and meandering through grocery stores. getting ice cream cones and having picnics at the park with my parents. watching a movie with my mom while we get cozied up in blankets. talking to my sister again. helping her get ready for a party. getting tan in the sun. wearing minimal makeup. wearing oversized shirts and shorts. hair is long and natural. losing weight and seeing my childhood features again. talking to God. experiencing things for the first time again. being in love and getting excited whenever we get to hang out. only this time I can do all of this better. with more wisdom. with more peace.

[blessedcursd]

y'all it's been idk-how-many-hours he posted these and i just need to (vent and) say i wanted him to softly trace his fingers on my lips while looking me in the eyes then to hold my neck and ask if i'm ready to take him then to kiss the tip of my nose and make me feel every inch of his dick while he slowly starts to fuck me and open mouth kiss me at the same time then to edge me until i'm crying and begging him to let me cum then smirk and tell me he's not even half way done with me then to stop everything and make me ride his face until he can't take it anymore cause he needs to feel my pussy clenching around him again then press me ass up face down on his carpet and hold my hair while he pounds into me and sends me to another dimension and also hold my hips waist arms and thighs so hard it actually bruises but i'm so numb and fucked out that i simply don't mind then to literally make me pass out after cumming inside of me and to tie my hair and cover me up so when i wake up i'm warm and looking for his face to see the purest of the smiles there cause i just have the feeling that he's this type 👉🏾👈🏾

[espressogal]

I love growing up with other studyblr accounts bc we’ll disappear around the same time and then come back and with the same “I’m back after a long break bc I got into my masters program” and it’s a beautiful shared nuanced experience

[espressogal]

my cat approaches me with his little tail curved up and a mrrp and suddenly everything is okay again