Dear ex bestfriend,
Right before I got this ask, I put on Summer is Over, and when I read these words my heart sunk at how perfect it all was. I don’t really know what there is to say to you, really. I miss you. I don’t understand a lot of the things you did. I wish you would have given us a chance, I wish you would have at least given me closure, instead of just leaving. I know you could never forget me, but at the same time—how hard would it be to just hit me up some time and give me a proper goodbye? It’s selfish to ask for both, I know. But I loved you, I loved you so much. I was so glad you showed me all your scars, so I knew where to love you the most, and how to make you happy. I don’t regret those nights losing sleep over your wellbeing, I don’t regret a second.
But I don’t want this. I don’t want you to go, Xion. I just wanted those days to last forever, just the three of us. He and I are amazing, and we couldn’t be better, but it will never be the same without you, and I still think of you every single day. I promised. I promised you I would be there to bring you back. But I couldn’t. I’m a failure of a friend. You never held that against me before, and I can’t be your friend again, I don’t think, but I wish you would give me the closure I deserve. I have so little enemies, I hate knowing that you’re on that list. I hate it, so much. I miss you. I miss you. Come back home.
…who?
