#jujunotes

[metalkingshit]

just some pics of me since I’m crying bc of school and I needed to see me looking pretty

[metalkingshit]

I love how everybody calls you cold and stoic yet your eyes are warm and your smile adorable... I love it when you talk to me and I miss it when you’d open up to me and hold my hand... it’s weird how much I cried and care for you when we never even had anything in the first place. Although I know you ache for another, I still long for you.

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I wanna be there for a “friend” but 1. We’re not that close and 2. It will emotionally drain me. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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what if we kissed at the sewers while you were almost dying and I told you that I’ll manage to save you somehow so I sacrifice my face and neck and my trademark smile so that you can fight with one of the strongest people ever and lose and then get amnesia and get trained by that strong dude and make up an alternate personality based off me and then years later I come back from the shadows and reveal to your mentors that I have been working on saving you for the past years and I am deeply in love with you but then you end up in a really toxic heterosexual marriage and I end up alone reminiscing our youth when we ran away from your abusive household and we stargazed and we had cute little dates and we ate hamburger and I told people that you were my friend and my friend only so nobody could romantically approach you and I could have you forever (and we are both boys 👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨👨‍❤️‍👨 with sun-moon dynamics/imagery)

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"I came to know about all kinds of love."

"When we don't have girlfriends or boyfriends..."

"I focus on the atmosphere and personality. And it's not limited to a girl."

"Know you love me girl so that I love you. Know you love me boy so that I love you."

"I turn everyone on..."

"I'd actually like them (their official plushies/characters) to be non-binary."

using lgbt supportive and women's clothes

[metalkingshit]

All my school bros by group

The Boys

I sometimes hang out with them but I’m really close with a few.

emo boi

emo bangs

eDgY

has weird coats. wore his traffic officer one today

smart

his face when he laughs is the best.. his eyes just disappear

fights

emo boi’s bootlicker

edgier

unfunny

would do anything if I asked

fights

my son

baby

plays soccer

silly,, af

cool

garbage man

iconic

funny man

lives for soccer

smart but puts no effort into anything

we’ve known each other since forever so he’s Bro..

twin

is a twin

plays beach tennis

handsome

quiet but nice

jiu jitsu bro

just a dude bro that does jiu jitsu

pretty

nice 👍

Pals

only the boys from the pals group

pigeon

funny

crackhead

likes the same stuff as me

fren

eats anything

jojo 🌱

shy

nice

like rly rly nice.

baby material

eats a lot

loves movies

quiet bro that sometimes does math stuff and apparently gets sick often

...........quiet............

funny

looks REALLY good like.. model tier

bro pls come to school ur cool

bro that goes to ping pong with us

appears sometimes

funny

looks like an uncle

big. good for hugs

extra bros

science bro

is in every science-related course

I love him

I miss u bro

lov u

literally saves us in everything.. ever

bro that already graduated

used to talk to me during break

likes anime

cool bro

gives great hugs

tennis(?) bro!!!!

rly nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bro I miss u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just rly rly cool I rly like him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

studies in another school and we lost contact 😔

anime bro

depressed tm

hope he’s better now!!!!!!!!!!!!

likes anime

funny

big

really pretty hair

languages bro!!

for some reason we studied two different languages in two different places together almost all days of the week

rly cute 🥺

nice

I miss him

we spent a lot of time together

we made fun of each other in all our classes

those r all my school bros........... rly like them.....

[metalkingshit]

summer -> depression

autumn -> dysphoria

winter -> happiness

spring -> reading books in the grass

[metalkingshit]

It’s getting cold again and I feel alive.