#jul2012

[northandblue]

[m-e-l-l-o-w-drama]

Senseless Senses

Fear, when I mention Anything pertaining to “us” When all I mean is The unbreakable bond I assumed would Always be. Regret, when I think That things should be Perfect and calm As the ocean on a Midsummer’s night. But instead the moon Shines bright Casting an eerie light On a dreaded situation The tide is high Tumultuous waves crash Upon each action I express And fury pounds Through my body Seeping through my Skin into my surroundings Inhaled again as I breathe Unsure of what is Happening Around me but My fingers press On and insist on writing Even though I haven’t a Clue of what The outcome will be Expecting answers When no questions have Been asked. A desperate need to Fix what isn’t broken And its tearing Me apart Piece at a time Heart first and then Soul stretched beyond Possible boundaries My mind aches As memories flood in and Occupy every last cell Leaving no room for Escape So I’m stuck in This state barely able To control a thing I thought it was all Over But these vicious cycles never Stop like the oceans Where one ends the Next begins And they’re bloodthirsty Lusting after sanity And leaving insecurity Where passion once abided The loudest silence ever experienced Are the memories one Would rather choose to forget.

[m-e-l-l-o-w-drama]

Lying in the darkness Finding comfort in The shadows on the ceiling (Because I’d rather be held In arms that cannot touch me Than to be loved by Hate itself..) Barely breathing Barely alive But living, all the same In the hopes that You would return what Rightfully belongs to Me Collecting jars of broken hearts Seems to be what you’re best at Except that you find them Fixed and find ways to Fuck it up. So you play the “loneliness” Card and force me to Expose every detail Of me And use it to break Me… And when I’m broken You cut my heart out and place it where Yours should be And it beats outside Your chest Because a demon Can never have love inside.. Now I’m “empty” And you’re “full”… We are The Epitomy Of Irony.

[m-e-l-l-o-w-drama]

Memoirs of You

Letter by letter Day by day Heartbeat by heartbeat Song by song

Each creating memories Of what never was But what will be In the near future Too close for comfort My heart beats against yours and you breathe to Keep me alive The kiss of life Delicate lips Give tender kisses My lips My neck My eyes See us hand in hand On the sand Seabreeze tickles your Finespun skin Between the sheets My tongue tickles Your finespun skin Your lips Your neck Your eyes Speak episodes of heartache And danger And I’m willing to take the risk Diving heart first To save you from Yourself. I can’t swim But if death becomes me It won’t be in vain Or in pain And beyond the light I’ll wait Until we meet again.

[m-e-l-l-o-w-drama]

Black Rose

Looking at my love Through rose-colored glasses It appears dark as The midnight sky Seen through closed Eyes But the heart sees Past the darkness And searches for Shining stars Where there are none.

A faded star Illuminated by dark outlines Outlining each flaw Which makes you perfect Perfection doesn’t exist Except in dreams Then you must be a dream Come true

Dreams forgotten The moment I awaken Nightmares live on Etched in the mind You are my best worst Nightmare.. Looking at you Through rose-colored glasses Your soul appears Dark as the midnight sky With eyes wide shut And heart wide open I surrender to you And now I’m living My best worst dream

[lochiesart]

A birthday present :)

[northandblue]