@gswxjun
Days were tedious, feeling all the same despite being all too different. It didn’t make sense, every day should be an adventure at the hospital yet Hyun felt like he was burying himself in a job he despised. And it was a lovely job, the one of saving lives, yet something didn’t click inside of him and he knew it was because of his parents. 28 years old and he still felt their pressure on his shoulders, he still felt like he wasn’t enough, even when he did everything they asked to their only child.
He was an intern doctor, just like his dad, his path drawn for him since a very young age. He had done it, he should feel free now, having accomplished everything he was supposed to do. Yet his days felt lonely, empty, he felt like his life had no sense, the only happiness coming from the sea. But was that his problem? His career choice? Or maybe there was something else missing in his life? He always looked around to his colleagues, they seemed to have it all figured out and he was jealous of them, wanting whatever made them wake up and confront the day with a sense of purpose.
He was drowning himself in self pity and he knew it, so as he looked at the apple he was deciding to eat or not he noticed Dr. Seomun was sitting alone and he decided to join. “You don’t look too well, having a bad day? We can always start a team or something” He offered as he sat in front of him. Maybe his assessment was wrong, maybe Hyun was the only one having a bad day, but there was something about Jun that made him feel comfortable enough to share his troubles with him.