#june 1 2015

[throwbackgaylor]

june 1, 2015 | nine years ago today

glamour magazine released their june editions in which taylor (for glamour uk) and karlie kloss (for glamour france) were wearing matching anthony vaccarello dresses

[taekooktimeline]

June 1, 2015

The following day, Hobi asks if everyone had listened to the cover song, and that Tae had invited him to participate in the making of the cover. This greatly increases the chances of Tae being the one to previously tweet out “will you hug me?”

https://twitter.com/bts_twt/status/605254257667743744?s=21

Jk likes the song “Eat” so much that he covers it again on July 15 at a fan meeting.

Tae looks on with a small smile and lip syncs the words.

(See https://youtu.be/72uwsksaw40, timestamp 0:11-1:24)

[poisonmockingbird]

turning 27 vs turning 28

last year had a job i loved and was in the middle of pretending i wasn’t having a fucking breakdown. lived with my grandparents and loved almost every minute of it. had freedoms and abilities and was hiding and hurting.

this year am a year unemployed, sitting in a bed for eight weeks recovering from surgery, off my meds again but this time by choice, have no freedoms, have limited abilities, still hurting.

a lot’s happened in the last year that isn’t just those snapshots of my life, but in a lot of ways there’s parallels, too. the important thing is i’m alive.

i didn’t think i was going to make it to fourteen. and here i am.

[alicein2015]

June 1, 2015

I teleworked, then dropped Mason off at work. I tutored Kelvin as much as I could on calculus. It was easy stuff! But when trigonometry and logs come in, I’m completely blank. We went to hotspot afterwards, and I saw Michelle. Kelvin saw two of his friends. Irene joined later. I guess they’re back together? I hung out with Mason for a bit afterwards, and we did the beginning of the paintnite painting. He was trying to use cheesy pickup lines on me the whole time, trying to flirt with me as if I was his teacher. dumb.

[ofjoysandwoes]

a message;

June 1, 2015

Now that the corridor is almost empty, please let me take this chance to say sorry.

I am sorry for ignoring you and your greetings. I am sorry for turning my back on you. I am sorry for being so full of shit that I had to bring it out on you.

I have my faults. I have regrets. I have so many in my list of things that I wish I hadn't done. I knew the drawbacks of my actions, yet I went on to doing them anyway. They are now imprinted onto the past, and the past is now far off. Whatever I shared with you guys may never return, and I have accepted that fate long ago.

I had problems rooted from the past. I wanted to place the blame on other people to make myself feel better. I was driven by my anger at some of you to the point that I was blinded by fury. I was deranged by the idea of easing myself off the hook, so much that I didn't see I was unconsciously hooking you onto my problems. And for that I am deeply sorry, although I know that no matter how much I apologize, it can ever surmount to the guilt I am carrying right now.

I have never had any hateful feeling with you. And to those who I actually had, I have long since forgotten them. I realized there are better things to do in life than to allow spite to loom into my head. Hating you will only decay further whatever is rotten within me, and I have long since stopped for my own sake. In one way or another, it freed me, and my chest doesn't sink anymore whenever I see or think of you. I hope you can find it in yourselves to think of me similarly.

We are kids. We are nothing more but mere children trying to find our own place in this big, big world. I have found mine, and it seems to me that you guys have found yours. No matter where you will be I shall always cheer for you, whether I'm locked in my dormitory room or lost in the big, big world we all struggle to fit into. Please bear that in mind.

Almost everyone has checked out of Kalay. It is silent here in the third floor, but I can still hear you guys laughing, as loud and clear as it was before.

And loud and clear it will always be. I love you all.

[maetaurus]

Crap

This is gonna be kinda short today.

Basically all I did was go to a slightly crappy aquarium then went shopping and got a few trinkets and things.

Then family dinner started and it was just completely horrible and I ended up being really upset but not being able to say anything because I’d have to explain why and I can’t.

But I’ve gotten more caught up on YouTube and when this video is over, I’m gonna go to bed.

[awesomeatitsbest]

Birthday wasn't sad like I thought it would be So lucky to have awesome friends and family 😊😊😊

[jeonsa-a]

The best kind of pillow to go to bed with is a wet one. Yep.