the irony 🎈
now, I hate you.
I hate you for letting me love you for you to destroy this by not loving yourself
I hate you for having me understand and be comfortable with being me just for you to never really want me for me
I hate you for having me create such an amazing future with you just for me to have to choose to do it by myself
I hate you for swearing you see me for me but you’ve been blind this whole time
I hate you for making me the problem when all the problems lied within you
I hate you for not being real with yourself
But then again, I should hate myself ....
It’s always been about you
Never once considering me
I hate that I accepted that
Beleived that it could be
I was ready...too ready
and now we’re here
one day I’ll be okay
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I hate you for letting me make you the him that you never were in the first place.
So now I’m forced to love me more.
Finally.
God says to be excited of what comes out of this
