#junghwaned

[vivianswers]

I didn’t get ChilBong-ed. I GOT JUNGHWAN-ED!!!!! T_______T

looking forward to Ryu Jun Yeol’s next project so I can feel better.

[pappustheeleventh]

To all the broken out there...

Chingus,about r88, this is me trying to make sense of this as rational and as unbiased as i can, which also means that i'm assuming that the writer is not crazy, and i think DS didn't 'act' on TK on '89 coz she was most scared of losing him out of all her friends, and that would have been really sweet and would have sealed the deal BUT... ...Does that mean she's taking her friendship with JH and SW for granted? Gahhhh, now that i think about it i'm even more annoyed, it would have been fine if she didn't 'actively pursued' JH back then. Right, the show might have countered that issue by not getting JH's hopes up (i mean he thought the bus scene was a mere 'coincidence' after all...), i'm sorry some might think i'm probably 'irrationally' hating on DS, coz girl can like who she likes, BUT i know i'm not... ...He was so happy with the pink shirt DS gave him, and DS gave that coz she was 'pursuing' him at that time, i doubt that if she didn't feel like JH might like him-she'll still be giving JH the gift, seriously Richard Simmons, JH was happy about something that was given by some Richard Simmons with a 'not-so-friendly-intention' at that time!! (Yes, she's immature, and egoccentric coz she likes whoever likes her,i'm so sorry,but this is what i see her as at the moment,i don't think flashbacks will convince me otherwise). If they made DS' character more like NJ on CB, this outcome would have been more acceptable, come on, NJ was consistent and didn't have to 'EXPERIMENT' on her friends. R88 was about to become the BEST DRAMA EVER, but i guess the higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment, i mean this show was so well written, the dialogues, characters (esp JH, except DS) were just perfectly depicted, the JH-DS-TK fiasco just sucked big time. DS was really relatable,coz i'm also a middle child, and i adored her drive and motivation on things, that's why i probably thought she could be sincere with JH, but i guess i overestimated the character and the writer. JH-DS' airbus has officially crashed and the only thing i'm asking for now is KIM FAMILY's dynamics and JH's selflessness' payoff, please, please give him something more than family and 'friends' coz these are almost 'defaults' already, i know these should be enough but i just want him to get what he selfishly wants! I'm so sorry for this long one but i just really want to vent every ache i'm feeling with you guys coz i don't have anyone IRL to share this with, my friend is a TK shipper and my sister is not really in the best situation to talk about these things coz she's graduating hehe. I don't know but the more that i try to understand this situation, the less peace i'm getting. Someone help me get over this so i can get by with life....😭. i can't post on soompi 😂 Thank you for letting me 'rant on you'!