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series: shine ♡ (kim jungwoo x reader)
pairings: kim jungwoo x reader ♡
genre: fluff ☼
rating: g for great
an: while you read, you should listen to shine(빛나리) by pentagon ! ,
(I listened non stop while writing this, also where I got my idea ♡)
desc: you loved him for years, known him for even longer, but you just start to realize your actual feelings for him?
You were wrapped in Jungwoo’s strong arms,the same arms that comforted you that time Goldie, your pet goldfish died. And the same arms that still held you at night when you guys argued.
But tonight you guys weren’t arguing, but rather relishing in each other’s company.
It was rare that you guys got to spend time like this, specially with your hectic college schedules.
But it was Spring Break and you both cleared up your schedules for each other. Celebrating your third anniversary together. Thinking on it now, you could remember Jungwoo declaring to you, clear as day. Heart open and wallet empty.
You didn’t care though, love doesn’t cost a dime.
You also remember that day, when he gave you his heart. All of it, the entirety of his love, to cherish or to trash.
Everything was in your hands now. Everything up to you. The rest of his life and the rest of us.
And that day, that smile, was the start of forever.
And the start of forever was actually the start of you waking up...
Your eyes open slowly, almost too slowly, as if you were scared to let go. As your vision starts to clear you realize you’re staring at a ceiling. Jungwoo’s living room cieling, one you would often times stare at when sleeping over.
Then it all starts coming back, in beautiful broken fragments.
The dream.
Where you were his and he was all yours.
Why were you here anyways? You look around to find that it is 3:20am, and you had stayed over to study
You looked to your right, there he was. On the loveseat, sprawled like the math notes on the floor.
So, it was all a dream?
That’s when you realized, you had never thought of Jungwoo like that.
Jungwoo was Jungwoo, your best friend.
You’re partner in crime, not your lover.
You didn’t think of him like that, well at least you didn’t think so?
And even if you did, you wouldn’t blame yourself. He was a beautiful person, inside and out.
The way he would always care for you when you were sick. And every morning you would wake to a bright message from him.
Then you looked over at his sleeping figure, thinking more on physical things.
Your eyes landed on his hair first. It was fluffy and vibrant shade of hazelnut.
Then his closed, slightly puffy eyes. Gorgeous eyes that often times showed you the universe, you just rather remain oblivious.
Then there was his nose, many said it was perfect, and you had to agree with many.
Lastly, your eyes landed on his lips. Those damn lips. You always wondered what they felt like. They already did wonders on you, those smiles could cure cancer.
You stepped closer, right in front of the loveseat.
You could hear his little breaths, quiet and shallow.It alarmed you slightly but you decided to just brush it off.
You inched closer, inches away from his face. Those lips looking ever so inviting.
You could feel his warm breath on your lips, shallow as ever. You tilted your head ever so slightly, lips a hairs width from touching. You could practically feel them on yours.
That’s when his eyes fluttered open.
