#jupiter.rambles

[jupitersthirdstar]

Idk if anyone knows or cares but I'm a CD collector (yes I'm annoying about it) anyways I got a new player recently (thrifted which makes this whole thing better) and the player is such good quality I'm so fucking happy

I have another one but that ones gonna go in the kitchen for when I'm cooking and stuff (which is why I bought the new one in the first place)

It's so crisp and clear like ahhhhh

[jupitersthirdstar]

I want yall to know anytime you see the tag "fic recs" in a post I reblog, chances are I haven't read it (I will in a few hours) I just trust all authors that pop up on my dash 😌

[jupitersthirdstar]

Beloved tumblerinas I rise from the dead (Twitter) to say that I've been watching the nancy drew show lately (I may have finished it yesterday) and I need someone here to also watch it so I can obsess over ace and also the show as a whole but ace is my baby girl

[jupitersthirdstar]

I love how cc's like to say the dream team are these big scary cc's that send their fans to harrass you

Meanwhile they're causing all the problems

[jupitersthirdstar]

Every time I open tumblr i feel like I find a new fanartist and it's such a delight every time 🫶

[jupitersthirdstar]

Random but-

I'm very picky with music. I'm gonna be really honest, I tend to gravitate towards a lot of mainstream artists but that doesn't mean I'm not choosy. Music made by youtubers//streamers makes me very weary and I'm honest

When I don't like a song, a lot of the time I like to break down why

As far as Dream’s music goes, I enjoyed roadtrip and really liked change my clothes (sorry mask stans, just isn't for me)

But TWWTH was really good and I have to commend Dream for it. The songs are very genuine with a lot of passion behind them. His style is very simplistic but catchy and its a really good first foray into taking music seriously

I'm not an expert but I like what I like and I would be the first person to quietly admit I wasn't a fan but its good

It's not the most incredible body of work ever, but it's not supposed to be. It's just a first EP, and it does an excellent job of being that

[jupitersthirdstar]

Also hi sorry I've been hanging out on Twitter

I miss tumblr culture though so I'll try and hang around here a bit more 🫶

[jupitersthirdstar]

I think I'm back to depression lmao. I was at like, a normal level of meh but I'm back to an unbearable amount and I don't even know what to do

Creatively I feel drained, music doesn't hit like it used too. Even youtube videos feel kinda dull

I don't have the people around me that I did anymore. The only person I do have (my beloved roommate) is going through his own shit right now and I feel like I have to try and make sure he doesn't get like I did for a while back there even though I'm already back there myself

I'm between a few friend groups and don't feel like I really belong to either of them, I'm bored out of my mind and I just feel this overwhelming hopless dread

I don't know what to do. I only have access to counsellors I don't vibe with and I don't have a Dr I trust anymore and no access to a general family dr either like idk